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[the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
Originally posted by Dregs
how many bitches have you had during your rodeo? not to go too off topic here
Dozens. Dirty dozens.
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Originally posted by Dregs
I could do that…Hmm maybe I will.
Donate your life to science with me itll be fun
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2020-02-21 at 2:23 PM UTC
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Nice ass thread
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Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
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Originally posted by Dregs
Not much to update. Getting drunk. Although the inner disappointment, rage shit like that is all good right now. Don't feel like BOOMING on anything or anyone. Even most of yesterday. So much calmer and relaxed. Not sure when or I will give it up in baby steps right now. Had myself convinced for a few days I would but honestly just gonna go down the only road I've ever known. I'll probably pay for this choice sooner or later but thats life good and bad decisions. Still there ain't no right or wrong to this shit. Maybe I wasn't meant or maybe I shouldn't care about quiting.
I think though once my rent goes up at the end of April I will honestly give it more serious consideration as I won't be able to afford the amount of booze as I do now. Maybe. Maybe drink myself to death on my 44th in November. Fitting day.
You can just be like Bill Krozby and post every other day saying "I've been cutting back with the drinking" and then keep saying that for years and years "yeah I've been cutting back on the drinking" . Like take two less sips of your 20th beer and you're not lying.
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2020-02-19 at 9:19 PM UTC
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Also go get a second opinion irl. Imsure Canukistan has all sorts of alcohol treatment docs for the drunk FirstNations people. The doc will prolly prescribe you some stuff tohelp,and worst case scenario if you decide to continue being a sloppy drunk you dont have to go back. worth a shot.
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Its all good dude. Next time you just need to make it a week or two. And like i said you cant be drinking anything youll enjoy. You need to take care of the physical component so your body is functional, while at the same time not getting hammered and now connecting the thing youre drinking with pleasure/enjoyment.
Ofc i want to see you do well. Addiction and mental illness is fucked and it makes life miserable but everyone loves an underdog /comeback kid story.
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2020-02-19 at 2:37 PM UTC
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The Blade Runner movies
Originally posted by Dregs
Only great thing about Blade Runner is Rutger Hauer.
His best movie was Blind Fury.
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2020-02-19 at 2:24 PM UTC
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Nice ass thread
Obbe
Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
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2020-02-19 at 2:24 PM UTC
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Random image thread
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2020-02-19 at 12:21 AM UTC
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I love Scooby-Doo too lol
The cat just reminded me of Garfield 😋
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Originally posted by Dregs
does anything work wonders anymore? really? got the finest breeze coming on in on me..stopped snowing and raining…i guess thats working wonders. NOT. can't bear to get up and go out. my misery is all consuming..and finding once vacates spots in me to dwell. over 48 hrs Doc..and its crippling me and you want me doing this 2 weeks. Ugh. Feel like doing something so stupid anything like placing my hands on the stove to see if I feel anything but misery…Pain would be a welcome change. Maybe I'll go up to the bar, WON'T DRINK, and hit on some randoms dudes woman…get the rest of my teeth knocked out. Maybe when I can't chew my food anymore I'll feel like making some drastic positive changes.
and hot buffalo sauce from the chicken bites i had earlier are making me partially vomit up the mouth and right back down. tums, water…this and that its not going away…i'm gonna punch my pussy cat through the wall any second
Doc this is gonna kill me…Gotta buy a bottle soon. Fighting the urge as much as I can but damn this bitch must have control over me and I can't kill her…can you imagine how fucked up the hauntings on my sorry ass will be?
Just give me a prescription(s)…so I can O.D. in Hooker Alley or some shit
I told you white knuckling and dropping drinking at the drop of the hat is not the way to go if youve been drinking as much as you let on. Get a 30 rack of some gross beer and start with 2 or 3. Drink another every couple of hours. Multivitamins. Plenty of water. Soup or chicken. vegetables. Benzos if you can get them. ANything Gabaminergic.
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tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
Originally posted by Dregs
Lotto Max ticket
60 million tonight..PLUS 6 1 million dollar winners!!
Me too mate. Ima win big tonight.
OT: my online haul has been delivered and waiting for me at home: includes makeupy things, skincare and other girl things.💕💕💕💝
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2020-02-18 at 6:15 PM UTC
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I don't understand this joke
Originally posted by Dregs
Wonder how the families feel about this joke. I'd like to hear their side on all this bullshit.
Come on now, it's just an 'armless joke.
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2020-02-18 at 2:35 PM UTC
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Nice ass thread
Obbe
Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
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2020-02-18 at 3:29 AM UTC
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aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
you're always going to be interfered with
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Originally posted by Dregs
No not really@anxiety…but I feel ya.
Water and I are bonding. Noooooo no other substances. I kinda dabbled in just about everything besides alcohol mid teens to like 26-7 ball park. Only think thats comforted me, been there for me, and someone I can really talk to has always been alcohol. Nothing has grabbed hold of me like her. I was her proerty and she was my best friend. Seems like the last few weeks my best friend has been slowly turning on me. If I were younger say in my 20's these feelings deep inside wouldn't have bothered me as much but now holy fuck! merciless cunt inside. I gotta do something..
If I don't make some changes soon…I really honest to God and everything else…gonna go *BOOM* AND it ain't gonna be pretty. I've only gone truly *BOOM* a couple times in my whole life and this feels nuclear compared to those times
Living online most especially at night…watching movies and post on forums like this is at least a good distraction from the *BOOM* INSIDE me. Least I can live in other people's darknesses whether its a movie or some dude on some forum..The darkness always has a hold on me..
BOOM = bad
Do not BOOM
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The internet used to be the wild west. You could post a school shooting plan about how you want to kill niggers and nobody would call the FBI. You could post a picture of a girls up skirt without being tracked down and arrested for sexual assault.
Fucking cancel culture anti racism #metoo special snowflakes ruined it. I don't even feel safe typing nigger in the privacy of my own home anymore.
The government doesn't need to monitor anyone because the citizens do it for free HURRR YOUR A NONCE HURRR YOU RAPED A WOMAN HURR YOUR A RACIST HURR YOU SAID YOU WANT TO SHOOT UP A SCHOOL!!
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A shot is whatever you want it to be. Please die?
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Originally posted by Dregs
I think I need to take a lil break from the booze. Heart is always racing the next day, sleep too much..getting in 5-6 more hrs than I need leaving wanting to NOT to do anything for several days, and somehow becoming more and more miserable than at any time in nearly 30 yrs of drinking…if thats even possible. Used to love posting on all the forums like this place but more and more less interested in them and its pissing me off. The net I've always enjoyed…now its feeling like a burden.
No AA support groups or anything…just need to cut back. Just don't know if I'm really ready for the hell(withdrawals)I am about to put myself though on my own. Trying for two weeks a few times last few years seems like a life time…but rent is going on up and I will have to cut back to where I might be able to get a couple bottles a month if I'm lucky.
Probably still post on here but less and less after today. Not that I would be missed but it seems the most logical thread to post this. Its gonna be a tough ride but hey if I can do this…I can really do anything..right?
Gonna give it an honest shot
Speak to a doctor. Theres a handful of things they give alcoholics to ease withdrawals. Dont try to do everything all at once though. if youre serious about it, start drinking beer or something. And the least pleasant beer you can manage. Start taking multivitamins, fish oil. At least 15 min of sun a day for vitamin D. And give it at least 2 weeks before you decide it isnt working.
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