Originally posted by WE SMOOTH
Update: it was these kinda vibes
Haven't felt this way in a whiiile, and i wonder what will ruin this (similar to caspers sentiment) but one thing I've learned is to always be yourself & trust that the right outcome will happen good or bad, cause you can self sabotage with this kind of negative thinking.
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Tongue kissing her, spit drippin' (sheesh) I wanna fuck in the sheets I wanna play with that pussy cat She wanna suck on this D I wanna bust up in her and Make her scream Saaheem I wanna eat her Garfield and rub up on her feet
That kinda shit is nice once and a while though. As gay as it sounds, it felt like I needed that more than I needed sex. An emotional connection with someone of the opposite sex just feels like it fills a certain requirement. And yeah all you can really do is just do the best you can. I spent a lot of time obsessing over whether this person was right, or whether it was even possible, or how long it would last. It's really irrelevant though. Some people are around for a long time, and some people are only around for a few weeks maybe. A lot of us seem to have trouble with that. I find that people often get hung up on feelings of loss- either losing a loved one or a relationship. But eventually you learn that the time doesn't matter. As long as you live honestly and love openly, you'll never feel at a loss for giving of yourself that way.
*now back to your regularly scheduled programming*
Bitches n shit. Amirite niggas?
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I fucking hate exercise, which is why I put it off indefinitely unless I have a SPECIFICALLY PERFECT TIME to go do it. Like rehab, or when I didn't have a job.
You need to have important people in your life in order to be motivated to TRY, and without that a human being simply won't 99% of the time. Maslows's hierarchy is scarily accurate. If you're only on that second or third level, you're only running at about 20-45% at best.
Quit eating bread, sugar, and most of your carbs in general. Do that for two weeks and they won't be any more than slightly appetizing.
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Originally posted by DietPiano
how you doing casper? Getting your methadone lowered slowly but surely? Hope all is well m7.
also
you want to hook a nigga up with some o dat 'done?
Good. Uneventful. But that's how sobriety is I guess.
Yeah going down 4mg a week. Should be off in 4 months completely. Took my 6 month chip at a meeting a couple hours ago. I know it's not totally clean, and certain people there have really strong feelings about it. I was debating asking someone about it, but it really has zero to do with them so I'm not even going to open that can of worms. It's not squeaky clean, but it's light years away from being addicted to heroin. Half the time (like this weekend), I only take 1/3 of my normal dose, and for the most part I'm fine. Debts paid. Work full time. Gym 3x a week. Cutting out all negative influences. Trying to get back to school.
Should've hit me up when I was still using. I got 150mg bottle 4x a week and I was still getting high so I saved em all. Had 9 months worth of bottles put away. Someone with a background in grimy shit could've made a killing on that at the going rate of .50 cents/mg. But alas...I lost my bottles in a kayaking accident. Then I paid off my court fines. lol.
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