Originally posted by mashlehash
MY MAME IS MASHLEHASH
WHEN MY DOMINATRIX AUNT DIED I MASTURBATED WHILE WEARING HER PANTIES. I HAVE RECENTLY LOST MY SANITY, PRESUMABLY SPURRED ON BY MY INABILITY TO COPE WITH THE FUCKED UP SHIT I HAVE DONE. I HAVE TWO HUNDRED PLUS BROKEN FANS IN MY BEDROOM.
MY NAME IS MASHLEHASH
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Originally posted by -SpectraL
And this will go on for years, and years, and years, every day, every hour, every minute. Is it really worth keeping infinityshock's original account banned? Obviously, he feels strongly he was singled out for ban, when others, including Lanny himself, has posted repeated off-topic posts in the topical forums, even insulting other members in the topical threads, and also posting contentless posts in topical threads as well. Not to mention no other Totse holocaust survivors have been permabanned, except for Lanny and I, and Lanny deserved his and earned it. The solution? Unban infinityshock's original account, apologize for the arbitrary moderation, and then everyone can get on to what they were doing without constant interruption. What can be unreasonable about that? Lanny? A word?
I don't know what's worse. Infinity and his repetitive shit
Or you typing that same bullshit out over a thousand times now
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Originally posted by We'reAllBrownNosers
I skimmed over almost every post in Spurious, dating back to the oldest ones. kr0z did seem to imply on several occasions that he was a rapist, even if he was only joking.
Who knows. In Texas, rape isn't taken very seriously unless it's a kid that is raped. Women are kind of expected to just deal with it, and the Texas government even protects regular rapists. They protect all types of sex offenders actually but especially the "normal" kind
U need a hobby, Son.
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Originally posted by HTS
Eh, to be fair, you can't really blame Hydro for the fact that §m£ÂgØL had a fucked up and romanticized view of what was basically crustpunk life. He was your pretty stereotypical totse kid who thought train hopping and hitchhiking and gutter life were cool because he'd never actually lived gutter life. Once he lived it for a while, he realized it wasn't for him. Pinning that on hydro is kinda silly. §m£ÂgØL was a naive suburbanite and got a dose of reality.
intra-rectally
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Keanu learned to shoot like a pro for the movies and that's pretty rad.
It's literally a movie series about a guy going on a rampage because some asshole murdered his puppy though. I don't know what you were expecting aside from well shot, gratuitously violent action scenes.
Watch The Raid: Redemption
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I'm thinking NA might not be my thing, but I'm going to try to hang in there- bc I know a ton about addiction but not so much about sobriety. But my sponsor seems to be doing well and it's worked super well for him. And I u derstand that a huge part of the hole you fill with drugs is like....a spiritual lacking. But 1) I'm an atheist and the idea of "surrendering to God" is fucking weird. I understand that it's supposed to mean something else, but I just don't believe that throwing my hands up and allowing the Universe or whatever to just "mold" me into a better person is going to work. That's what I did with heroin. "Whatever happens happens, and I'm powerless to do anything about that". That's exactly why I wasted 13 years. Passivity. I need to learn not to hand over control, but to fight intelligently. That Bruce lee shit...channel that energy. Exist in the flow. Adapt.
Maybe I don't understand. And I'm reluctant to mention this to my sponsor bc he already thinks the things I'm writing are trying to sound impressive and Intellectual (I'm absolutely not that's just how the writing comes from my head), and I also don't want to seem combative. And bc I'm on methadone which I don't consider sober, but I do consider it a necessary step at least for me- to legit sobriety.
And anyone who's been in tinybltc knows drinking isn't my thing- like at all. I can count the number of times I've been seriously drunk in there on two hands. And I only drink like twice or 3 times a year. For me, drinking especially with new acquaintance she is kind of a bonding ritual. The same when we all go to my friends grave every July 24th and take a shot of Irish whiskey. I get that it's a minor thing and they'd probably understand, and it's not like I'd feel pressured...but just those little quiet moments and rituals...I'd still like to be able to take part in that without being like "I REALLY SHOULDNT BE HERE GUYS RESPECT MY SOBRIETY IM KINDA TRIGGER RITE NOW TBH". Apparently as long as I plan on ever drinking again, I can't go past step 3 bc I haven't "surrendered fully".
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I just want to be fucking normal. I don't want to be one of these mopey faggots. Feels like a cult sometimes. I just want something good to pour myself into that I can feel complete and proud, and I want to wake up in ten years and have to be reminded I was a junkie. I want to take my prescribed medication and improve my health and smoke weed every couple of weeks when my back pain or depression get really bad....without feeling super guilty about it, or like I've got this deep shameful secret like there's a dead hooker under my floorboards.
I hate all this shit.
And then I told him about the weird customer guy at my word who keeps writing these awful "pilots" for different shows he's created. There's one about an "android/ genetic modification babby" . There's one about global warming. There's one about an Alien jedi comedian. There's one about a robot who runs for president. A game show where the contestants try to beat addiction . And just generally it's awful. So I mention I had to run myself off an extra copy to read at home bc it was so hilarious. And he starts "Well did he give you permission to do that?" And in my head I'm just like "fuuuuuuck me". I'm kind of a dick. That's my thing. I'm just as critical of myself as I am of everyone else. I get that this dudes wife died and now he spends his time shitting out awful screenplays. But it's still hilarious. And I don't see anything wrong with having a chuckle, as long as he doesn't get hurt as a result.
Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm just a dick. But I don't ever want to have a stick that far up my ass unless it's a condition of me cumming in someone's throat afterwards.
Idk.ugh.
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