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2023-10-01 at 11:46 PM UTC in Mash.
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2023-10-01 at 10:53 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread
Originally posted by Sudo Finally a thread for me!
I was talking to my friend today about how "defects" can be evolutionary advances in a tribal setting. He said the only one that wouldn't be would be depression (anxious/insomniac person would guard from predators, autistic would figure new things out etc) and I countered with depression being a perspective changer and possible creative boost. Idk tho fam shits pretty gay
I'm basically always battling depression in one form or another. Females make me depressed, then briefly not so depressed, then much more depressed. I feel bad for all the things I've fucked up and all the things I was too pussy to try. I fucked things up and have given up on myself in alot of ways.
Having kids is hard to fight through depression because kids don't know it and shouldn't have to deal with those vibes. There's times when my kid will be leading me by the hand to play and I'm so depressed I just want to sit down and stare at nothing or zombie scroll thru my phone and retain nothing. When ur depressed for long periods of time it affects your memory. Opiates kill me too. Right now I'm doing the Littlest about of opiates that I have done in a while, hence using this website as a coping mechanism again, so I'm starting to feel things again and its pretty xool but also depressing and scary.
I feel like I have such ease navigating some things and a complete inability to navigate others. I'm so blessed in so many ways, it's fucked I'm still never going to feel I have everything I need. I hate that there are people I strongly desire to hurt that are still out there. I feel like the day I conquer my depression and mental illness and actually want to engage in life I get in a car crash and die. I've had so much pain and turmoil to go thru 30 some years of that turn just become a washed up zombie is such a shitty way to live. I'm not saying I deserve better I'm just saying I wish I had a clearer path to the things I desire where I wasn't always sabotaging myself every step of the way. Why do I even want to bring more ppl into this world? Probly ego.
You motivated me to get out of bed , time to eat a TV dinner and a coffeeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-10-01 at 11:20 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Sudo I hung out with a friend from 20 some years ago who was really high on propane and talking hilarious about life and mental illness and shit. He implored me to be emotionally vulnerable and I basically told him that my soul is gone. I'm almost completely off subs so it's fucking with me too. I came off opiates for a day or 2 a few munfs ago n ent up getting bear maced so I did some iso. I really need to change these sheets and make some food. I lost like 40-45 lbs in the last probably 6 months. I'm like Mac off sunny. I remember reading about how he lost all that weight and he basically made it seem like how he was able to lose all that weight was by being a rich white man. It's pretty gay how lefty most of the cast is and makes it a Lil more difficult for me to watch in retrospect. That's part of how I'm broken.
U can really lose alot of weight by alcohol and stress too. And also never sleeping that's a big one. When u drink with real binge drinkers they say "I eat when I'm done drinking" because the food slows them down and soaks some likka up so at 8am or whenever your tryna stop drinking they eat something after theyve expended alot of energy fucking fighting and being no good all night but I'm a stressed out nigger with shit to do so I tend to wake up quickly to my phone ringing and go work or do errands and try to function, periodically needing alcohol/energy drinks/opiates/Marijuana to continue a low level of functioning. I really need to increase my vibration. My friend has great vibrations when he means to, that's probably what attracted us to each other (gay) and now he's kinda seen I'm a busted ass fortress. I took this Nigerian girl to a busted ass fortress and she took a bunch of pics of us and put them on social media then I fucked this stupid white ho and ignored her for months which definitely hurt her but she literally literally literally asked me to take her to the barbie movie like that confused me to much I couldn't let her do that it made me so much more uncomfortable to go on a fucking date and be asked what I thought instead of seeing me naked and listen to heavily abridged and redacted stories about me. I gotta find a soul I feel like every time I have a chance to get one I fuck it up by da worst of da coping skills. I can blame my parents and be a faggot or blame no one but myself. Fuck my sons gonna have some trouble and that freaks me out hence the alcohol and poor decisions. This post is a work of fiction I saw on a podcast when I was driving me 50cc scooter I don't need a license or registration to operate. Fuck they slapped me with some stupid conditions Holy fuck. ANYWAY I wish I could type as fast as scion this post took 19 hours typing on me Gameboy color
Lost 90lb during covid just working every day and working through sciatic nerve pain n 2 hrs sleep a night. I was an absolute psycho. Just lifting weights for like 4 hrs in the middle of the night.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-10-01 at 6:39 AM UTC in Walmarts new scam. WARNINGI heard that the self checkout machines have a hollow space inside so while you're scanning your groceries someone can hide in there and secretly unzip your pants and inspect your penis without you knowingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-30 at 6:05 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
A New Jersey man is facing terrorism and other charges accusing him of intentionally slamming his SUV through a Warren County town’s police station and into the squad room while blaring Guns N’ Roses “Welcome to the Jungle,” authorities said Friday.
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2023-09-30 at 12:31 PM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?My last experience with a black guy..it was like 10 yrs ago …I was single lonely ..broken hearted on a new yrs eve….
This younger black guy would sing every time he saw me ..I’d walk outside in my complex and he’d sing “Beautifuuul..I just want you to know , you’re my favorite girllll”….
I’d laugh and keep on going …this went on for almost a year..
That new years when he saw me and sang it …he made an advance and this time ….I took it ..
Brought him inside and when I say ..when I closed that door …
I thought I was gone die…that nigga had me climbing my own walls ..it was honestly traumatizing
I don’t see how people do that daily …I couldn’t ..
Then that next day he gone try to do it again..I was like ohh helll no my brother -
2023-09-30 at 12:17 PM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?That’s one of the reasons I do not date black guys …I know it sounds stereotypical but when I do they almost kill me ….
I like a nice shmedium man ..that I can feel and enjoy ..not run from up the wall …literally -
2023-09-30 at 10:37 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?it's immoral to take money that could be used to bail out banks and airlinesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-30 at 9:40 AM UTC in my fellow white socialistsmuhammads great great great great great great great grandson is ginger as fuck.
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2023-09-30 at 8:23 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?Yeah I agree with the professor. I sure as fuck wouldn't. I would've milked them for more too.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-30 at 8:03 AM UTC in Will Canyein Ever Pay Back Her PPP Loans?Hopefully not, pretty sure that was the whole point of itThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-30 at 5:56 AM UTC in This is retarded as fuckyour on a gay reddit you fucking nonce retard
Originally posted by Wariat Its as if all these losers and lames on reddit wanna be schrinks all of a sudden:
https://www.reddit.com/r/AskGayMen/comments/sit6oz/i_slept_with_older_men_starting_at_14_and_dont/
li9ke a website for wannabe fucking schrinks.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-09-29 at 8:42 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-27 at 7:23 PM UTC in Women-only depression thread
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2023-09-27 at 2:21 PM UTC in I can't believe it took me this long to read the Qu'ran
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 Yeah man , pretty much. Reminds me of the job at the soler panel factory
Sounds like the light
Originally posted by Instigator Yeah but are the pages OK to wipe your ass on?
I dunno, pretty sure Allah would want your fucking skull split for such a display though. See, isn't that alot cooler than wiping ass with the bible?
Originally posted by RIPtotse so judiasm and muslim are da same?
Taste the punishment nigga
Originally posted by Donald Trump OP is sadly mistaken.
I was assured Islam is all about loving your enemies and Mohammed was all about inclusivity and equality and Jihad only means personal struggle and improvement through self-development.
I'm pretty sure you are supposed to love your enemies, just the enemies that continually perpetuate certain degenerate and criminal policiy, get the fucking wrath. As I have read before, and wondered myself about Christianity, "Turning thy cheek" is literally just trojan horse talk.
Originally posted by Sudo Salam Alaikum Brother now begins your journey. We meet every Tuesday night in the back room of your local dry cleaners. Bring Styrofoam.
The Heifer and the Table is what everyone focuses on but there is so much great content later in the book and great retelling of old testament stories. I'm gonna buy a new Quran this week I think.
Tell other white people in your red state and shake their worldview. I Love stuff like that 😊🤑🫡💪
Interesting enough, I read the Qu'ran in most of its entirety a few months ago, and in the time since when socializing and it comes up, like with an evangelist I met while at my buddys hemp flower tent. Its amazing how as soon as you start saying "Allah" "Muslim", keywords like that in any context (even if its "Those Muslims believe...), you will get a confusing and like regardless of how hardcore into religion you are into, its like "I don't know what those dudes always praying to a rock and saying Allah is all about"...
Also Muhammed, as controversial as he might be, makes more sense than Jesus in the bible. And, I am going to talk to someone to make sure I understand what I read, but basically while all this shit was going on, Muhammed was off to the side taking note of things, and he noticed Jesus wasn't actually the son of God despite any magical bullshit they might have seen, but he sure did notice that it politically benefited those who bought into it.
Originally posted by Sudo Jihad isn't mentioned in the Quran at all, it's much more of a cultural practice than a religious one.
Alot of the Quran (which was revealed during a time of turmoil) talks about dealing with enemies and difficult people. Like way more than people tend to mention. I imagine those are the kinds of things people fixate on as justification for violent acts or to try to form a narrative that it is a provocative and violent book.
The recent sectarianism is really the most disappointing thing about the contemporary Ummah. Alot of people agree that Shi'ites are weird but they get the job done when it comes to defending from Das Juden
Yeah this is kind of confusing. Like you said, if you fixate on those elements, especially out of context, it can be used to justify just about anything.
Originally posted by Rape Monster Religion is for retards
Perhaps, one shouldn't need Religion to stop one from doing harm or being degenerate. But, you have to admit driving around, seeing all these churches and half of them are afraid to say "Stop the butt stuff, at least in the name of the Lord, for Gods sake" is annoying. Scared to stand on obvious grounds, what is the point of all the money and exemptions and large churches if they are just complicit too scared to preach what their book says?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-09-27 at 6:09 AM UTC in I can't believe it took me this long to read the Qu'ranAnd its fucking awesome. Its like the book of Revelation spread out over an entire book, and the prophet Muhammed was badass. It was hilarious reading the wiki about it - "Some critics of the religion speak against how Muhammed treated his enemies..." LMAO
Growing up in Christian school, the bible is like fluffy complicated shit with annoying analogies and too much magic water walking not enough hellfire. The Quran is straightforward and metal as fuck. Its so intense I half start expecting it to start reading "And thy enemy will taste the fucking punishment! And when they scream from the motherfucking hellfire and run for relief, hellfire shall engulf them the fuck up in the disgrace of forever, bitch" like holy shit hell yeah, now THAT is what I'm talking about Allah, the most high.
Going to get a physical copy of the book soon, but I like the various Muslim apps too. Its like way more interactive than Christianity. The app even tells you what direction to pray. Now THAT is what I look for in an ancient religion. It also starts randomly singing Islamic tunes 5 times a day when I am supposed to pray, but I am learning.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2023-09-26 at 10:49 PM UTC in I just got served an Emergency Order of Protection for repeatedly sending a female contact images of my excrement...Folks, finally time to delete that number. Hopefully my next victim has a better temperament.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-26 at 8:39 PM UTC in Sudo has decided to pop his head in recently, and check on abandoned friends such as mmq and general butt naked...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-26 at 7:46 PM UTC in Zoologist Adam Britton guilty of bestiality, animal abuse and possessing child exploitation material chargesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2023-09-26 at 7:44 PM UTC in Zoologist Adam Britton guilty of bestiality, animal abuse and possessing child exploitation material chargesDo you think he became a zoologist so he had cover while he fucked animals or so he could have a fancy title in order to fuck animals?
