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2022-05-28 at 7:44 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
Originally posted by Rape Monster damn homie pull it together, can't be drug pukin in the grocery store in the middle of the day and shiet
I'm actually sick, I don't think I look it though, so probably thought I was on drugs. I just sniffed a tiny bit of hydro for the first time today because I thought it might make me feel better. I probably got a few other people sick while I was out and really should have worn a mask but I don't want people to think I'm a little fairy who's scared of covid -
2022-05-28 at 6:35 PM UTC in glow in the dark latino leader of white supremacist group to be staying in jail, and everything like thatHe's an FBI informant/asset . There's a ton of reasons for this possible move and I can only speculate rn but he's a sack of shit
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2022-05-28 at 6:33 PM UTC in OPINION:Our greatest public health crisis? The angry young American maleI wish this website had tags, I could tag cigreting. However he is now an old incel who can provide useful information regarding how he has managed to be so shunned and ostracized from women yet didn't GO HAM (yet). We need the research
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2022-05-28 at 6:28 PM UTC in Israel assassinates brave and respected Palestinian journalistThat is absolutely disgusting. Cowardly sacks of shit like that only deserve the worst punishments imaginable
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2022-05-28 at 6:14 PM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI just went to a grocery store, vaped some shatter, gave a random guy death eyes stare because I almost hit him with my cart and I didn't like the look he gave me after doing so. Then I puked, left my Cart and told a shelf stocker that I had puked. I dont go to that particular store often so I'm grateful it was that one and not another
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2022-05-28 at 5:52 PM UTC in can someone even have sex with a camel?That's the best vlagger you've ever posted besides the great king kobra of course
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2022-05-28 at 5:51 PM UTC in red flag
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2022-05-28 at 4:12 PM UTC in U`` val` De Police Non Emergency NumberGod Bless you sir
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2022-05-28 at 3:45 PM UTC in My MemoirsMy sex drive has been at an all time low due to depression/opiates. Was literally5l 50x Hornier in prism. I'll come out the other side soon tho, Idk what the answer is tho. I'm always talking to girls and pursuing relationships to make myself feel a little better. My appeal is I'm toxically masculine but quirky and relatable. Not really but it works. I still believe there is a relationship put there that doesn't make me miserable but the effort-benefit ratio seems way off base now
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2022-05-28 at 1:48 PM UTC in My Memoirs
Originally posted by Donald Trump Girl comes up to you in the middle of night in the middle of kyiv during the peak of covid and says "can you buy me groceries".
"Dude she's using you!!!!!!!LMAO!!!11!!"
She straight up told me she only came up to me cos she seen a big fat tourist waddling down Kreshatik, and I told her I only entertained her cos she was a pretty girl, we both know what we are after.
That's such a postmodern apocalyptic tragic toxic "love" story I'm now emotionally invested in the outcome
My baby mom mother's me in some ways but she's constantly full of anger and anxiety and is pretty bad for my soul. I grew up in a toxic family environment and she grew up in dozens of unstable and sometimes institutional settings and it hurts my heart to think of the same fate befalling my son. She has no coping skills whatsoever and is incredibly self destructive.
Without me the only way for her to survive I'd by latching onto another guy and although she can throw out a good net with her above average physical features and manipulative abilities, without a kid there's nothing anchoring an unstable relationship with a mentally ill person. I wish these bitches would learn things for their own good -
2022-05-28 at 1:16 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2022-05-28 at 1:15 AM UTC in General Butt Naked feels that he has finally found the love of a lifetime...
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2022-05-28 at 1:11 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentI'm semi puking because I have the stomach bug my family has had for 4 days. Of course I get it on fucking Friday
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2022-05-28 at 1:10 AM UTC in My Memoirs
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2022-05-28 at 12:14 AM UTC in General Butt Naked feels that he has finally found the love of a lifetime...It started with Loving himself more 💗
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2022-05-27 at 10:27 PM UTC in Watched Brokeback Mountain for the first time yesterday and wish to review it .
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 Oh yeah I saw that one too where the guy was a huge derpadew prick to people and he would kill em with his pneumatic hammer not that I know what the word means and he just goes around carrying a big ass tank of CO2 or nitrogen or something like that flipping coins and giving unwanted speeches to do powerplays on younger men and everything like that but I didn't even remember man on man romance you must have a special eye for that sort of thing and wut not
That was Ho Country for Gay Men. One of my faves -
2022-05-27 at 10:26 PM UTC in Watched Brokeback Mountain for the first time yesterday and wish to review it .Stroke back mountin'
Everyone involved in the movie was aware of how hilariously gay it was and expected many jokes to be made about it right? I've never seen it but remember it seemed to have some critical acclaim when it came out because of how "brave" it was to juxtapose the stereotypical toxic masculinity of cowboys with homosexuality.
I might make a movie about trannies in the military and win a bunch of awards. Well actually I'll just get a bunch of money to make it then spend it on drugs. -
2022-05-27 at 9:13 PM UTC in My Memoirs
Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Jacob, you are simply mirroring my insults now.
Nice deflection, tismo: at this point you have completely bitched out of giving any response so yes Kafka and DontTellEm both lack self awareness and no you haven't said anything to change that.
But what we found out was that you're the most un-self-aware of all by far.
Do you think you are self aware? If one were to read your posts ITT objectively do you think they would ascertain that the author was NOT furiously triggered?
Originally posted by Kafka Yesterday was crazy I’m still processing it, I can’t think about it or I start crying. Something though, I was sitting on this bench at my hiding place, and a man asked me if I was writing a book, I nodded yes then thought why not? So I started writing one. Idk if I’ll share the first part here it needs editing out the autistic stuff.
So much editing goes into writing its ridiculous. I started a story recently but found out an episode of a recent TV show had a similar starting plot line so I'm s lil pissed about that -
2022-05-27 at 6:35 PM UTC in My Memoirs
Originally posted by Kafka That’s a bit sexist
Well I was more relating it to the criminal subculture because that's my reference point but when I was in prison/more in da skreetz I had a nickname and found it definitely helps you disassociate from other identities with traits that don't gel with the ones others are trying to reinforce. I guess if we were all theater majors I could type about how character actors assume character traits but all I really know is scummyness because da skreetz razed me -
2022-05-27 at 6:25 PM UTC in My Memoirs
Originally posted by Kafka It’s like if you believe other people view you as something, then you’ll subconsciously start to act that way.
That's big with females, hence why alot of pimps call their escorts by a "nomme de ho" to reinforce an identity. Also gangs. People can say that what others think/overtly perceive them as doesn't matter but it definitely affects how someone views themselves.
I definitely agree it can become a self fulfilling prophecy, usually when the self talk isn't constructive. I'm honestly my biggest gaslighter for sure, mostly because when I'm manic it's hard to reconcile my thoughts and behaviors afterwards.
But yeah, suppressing things is almost never good (outside of firearms) and the most utility I get from this website is bold faced emotional honesty. One of the appeals is not having to worry about how things are perceived and having my words reconciled with someone's idea that they have of me in their head. Although that obviously doesn't matter in itself to me, it can have consequences. Hence the appeal of therapy and AA meetings
