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  1. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by General Butt.Naked You should look into a consultation with an addiction medicine specialist who can prescibe comfort meds and help you get a move on with this taper. I wish i wouldve done it sooner bc prolonging it only exacerbated the damage i was doing to myself.

    That sounds super Californian but my holistic naturopath is a massage therapist who I trust completely with my health and those I care about. She would definitely be able to help me alot as she's a cancer specialist who deals with alot of people on heavy meds. The problem is she only takes appointments in a 2 hour window once a week so I have to remember to call her on Wednesday morning. It's definitely beneficial to talk to someone who knows you medical history too and she's been seen by everyone in my family and many other people I'm close to. I honestly trust her more than I trust myself so now I just have to get ahold of her
  2. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by General Butt.Naked You need to start supplementing and eating better to prepare ur body for withdrawal. i spent a retarded amount of money on glucosamine and herbs and mushrooms and liquid IV and all sorts of fuckery. My life is kinda shittier in a lot of ways- mostly physical ways. But its also cool not having to have opioids to function. And my testosteroni levels are back to normalish so im not as depressed.

    I eat pretty good all things considered. As I type this I'm driving and eating Greek yogurt with hemp hearts, chia seeds, berries and honey. I should take more supplements tho. I take collagen with lemon and ginger everyday and omega 3 too. I've been pretty depressed lately on and off (today I'm great) but it's a chicken and egg thing nahmean
  3. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Kafka What affirmations? Wat?

    Typing things about myself on the internet is a form of self talk/affirmation



    Originally posted by Kafka You seem bipolar rn

    That's quite rude. Bipolar runs in my family but I don't have it. I always think it's dumb when people think going from Two different moods is evidence of bipolar disorder, clearly never met anyone with bipolar disorder. It's like people who clean the house every 2nd day and go "omg I'm so OCD hahahaha" no you're a faggot who cleans to attain a sense of control over your life who doesn't have a disorder to blame for your behavior. It's disorder appropriation and I'm going to write an article for vice about it
  4. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I'm doing subs today and it's gonna mitig8 some damage my addiction cycle has done.
  5. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    That's basically why I use this website too. Mostly for the emotional honesty aspect, however sometimes I worry the affirmations are more ingraining the negative patterns than releasing them cathartically
  6. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    You are like the product of that scene from clockwork orange where his senses are overloaded with images except it was all porn and now you're the target audience for all the most deranged.

    The real question is "did you masturbate while thinking of your mother before or after prolonged porn exposure? Did you think about her in prison?"
  7. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I talk to myself alot while driving and only catch myself doing it mid sentence. I need some of this behavior documented so I can plead insanity
  8. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Didn't read

    Everything about you is absolutely pathetic and you know it 🌈



    Originally posted by aldra more like Grumpy Old Men except at some point they fuck each other

    Humpy old men



    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? It's not a fight, he is an autistic kid thrashing around in the store, I am like the manager grabbing him by his ear and leading him out

    You are literally a Pakistani security guard who leads small children to the bathroom to show them your tiny vindaloo



    Originally posted by Kafka You guys ruin every thread you both need help

    This thread is a cry for help by design isn't it? What sort of help would you recommend?
  9. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Candy gets away with saying adorable things like "sketti times" because of her height. I tried to imagine a really tall male saying this and I horrified myself and may never be able to properly eat spaghetti again
  10. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Rape Monster y'all two niggas fight too much

    My life was made into The troma movie "toxic avenger"
  11. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Oh man I remember this thread. Definitely in the top five fona freds
  12. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    What brought on your interest in marine ecology? Amy resources you would like to share?
  13. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I started a metal band where we all wear scrubs called nurses in hearses, so far we have no songs but the music videos are awesome.
  14. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? None of your attempts at attacks ever pack any punch because it is like being insulted by an autistic kid who can't even follow through one line of conversation or argument without getting "overwhelmed" and having to disengage.

    The "aggression" is just lashing out because you know you look like a pussy every time you bitch out of giving a direct response. It's a very transparent facade.

    Watch, you'll do it again:

    Wow alot to unpack here and alot of super serious internet words here. I'm sorry that you feel "attacked" and '"overwhelmed"' by '"aggression"' I'm pretty upset myself being an autistic fun loving kid and all. That must be why you can't answer any questions directly and mentioning your social failures sends you into a shame spiral where you just type "didn't read" or something to try to get the last word, overjoyed that someone is even taking the time to interact with you. We are both such cringey losers!

    I know people who have social skills/interactions on a daily basis get super into boring back and forths on the internet using all those super serious words you used, so I have so much to learn from you. How do I become a multi millionaire? How do I beat up my neighbor? How do I fight off the nagging thought that I'm chronically overlooked, devoid of charisma and smell like curry? Fuck is life ever scary and overwhelming, especially the internet, I hope someday I can successfully "engage" with someone whos not scared away by my "aggression" WHAT PUSSIES!!!
  15. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    And what does he wear?

    SATIN
  16. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    This hospital waiting room is full of stinky people so I'm going to go clog my nostrils in the bathroom
  17. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    The Tokyo sexwallet and Abu Dhabi Porta potty are two of the most degenerate sex positions that not even marquis de sade would dare attempt
  18. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Umshimi Wam
  19. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood It's not just the Chinese. Any major crime group that can get chemicals is making this because it's very easy. I'm a retard and I think I could manage to get the precursors and make it.

    There's a reason it's such a wildly publicized drug because any criminal group worth their salt is either importing it or making it. High demand insane margins, big pharma has been raking it in for years.

    Suddenly people are realizing there is a lot of money in taking the leftovers of industrial manufacturing and turning it into strong opiates. It went from Beavis and butthead everyone in America cooking meth into "making drugs is hard let's just break into cars and get fucked up"

    This is what happens with unjust regulations you turn an entire generation into degenerates. At least mom and pop meth cooks did more than just get high, they made history. The only thing you hear about fentanyl is people dying. No more cowboy chemistry days of fighting the DEA and secret chemical police now it's just some kid that ODs and everyone is sad

    Good info but SAVE IT FOR THE PODCAST BRO BROGAN WE GOT BASEMENT BROS TO TITTIL8
  20. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I'm in a hospital waiting room reading this thread questioning my entire existence
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