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2018-04-27 at 10:52 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice I don't like being alive and I don't like being human. Why should that be seen as such a negative thing? I ascribe a negative value to life, therefore it permanently coming to an end is the greatest thing there is.
Deny your biological programming, see through the illusions, and move beyond life.
I'd like to put that on a t shirt and have a dude in a gimp suit and ball gag on it. -
2018-04-27 at 7:13 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I haven't ate meat since I was like 2 or 3. I weigh over 250lbs wut gives
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2018-04-27 at 7:10 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Also cleaned my glasses with some Dawn dish soap and I can fuckin see again!
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2018-04-27 at 7:09 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Couldn't you imagine sitting down to watch dateline in 10-15 years and the show's about Malice and his group of followers and him having impregnated like 200 women
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2018-04-27 at 7:04 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm just sayin it would give him something to do. He could have a real life SIMS
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2018-04-27 at 6:11 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Ideally build a shack out in the woods and do your thing. You could experiment with various drugs on them etc. Pick up where Mengele left off.
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2018-04-27 at 5:13 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Malice, you ever thought bout posting ads for homo sex then torturing and killing the fags that show up?
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2018-04-27 at 12:18 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Just had some italian food, time to pop some pills and knod off
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2018-04-26 at 9:52 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice Jesus christ, life just gets so fucking old fast. There's only so much variation. Especially if you have memory quirks, advanced pattern recognition, and are a hyper-systemizer, you just begin to notice and ingrain all these underlying patterns in things.
It's novelty that's a critical issue.
"If it wasn't for drinking I wouldn't know what to do with myself."
Well, hopefully meth will fix this issue. Yeah, it probably will, pretty standard to make some things seem far more fascinating.
Mark my words, Lanny, you have no idea just how old life rapidly begins to feel. It's probably a major part of why people begin to make the idiotic decision to have children in a primitive and futile attempt to find meaning in their life.
Seriously, give me some advice for how to fill my time if anime and video games just don't cut it anymore, people are boring as fuck, wilderness is nothing but endless repetition, I don't like food and hate eating, reading has long lost its joy, travelling would simply lead me to other people and buildings I have no interest in, see no beauty in.
There's just no escape. Well, there is one way out of the human predicament…
"Develop a passion in life." Nothing appeals to me, the reality doesn't come close to the ideal, attaining a career ruins it for the vast majority.
I just don't know what to do. Maybe the meth regimen will send me back into maddo scientisto mode.
Do you have any fear of death? Not will it hurt or am I going to heaven or hell, but the fact it's an unknown. -
2018-04-26 at 9:31 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Anybody got change for a penny?
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2018-04-25 at 4:15 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-25 at 3:47 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.You gotta hand it to ol Donald, he's had his dick in a lotta holes
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2018-04-25 at 2:02 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-25 at 5:56 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Man i just had some kind of wicked crazy bad dream. Dreamt I fell asleep at a tackle shop and the night guy offered me a ride home and a driverless car came out and I ended up going to some building and dude was like some kid will be by to absorb your soul. Shit was fucked.
on another note i came out my office earlier to see my girl on the couch with her mom's urn. I felt uber uncomfortable and noped right back to my office. I think her ashes need to be buried or at least somewhere else. It's been hard keeping my mouth shut especially given the fact that she and I did not get along at all. -
2018-04-25 at 12:29 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Vaginas need warning labels
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2018-04-24 at 4:33 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Malice, I'm sorry to hear you've got to considering suicide.
I agree with pat-man, try to find something to engage you.
I'm not one to talk too much as I am pretty dependant on opioid pain relievers but I like to think I'm high functioning. I'm definitely not as depressed as I used to be. I get out and work part time now, se friends and have resparked some of my old hobbies. I still have bad episodes though of dissociation and mania, occasionally depression -
2018-04-24 at 3:15 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by the pat-man dude i cant imagine living in charleston, the traffic is so goddawful theres only one way onto that stupid island, when i have to be there at 9 i need to leave cola at 5.
btw colas really not so bad, theres nowhere im scared to drive or anything although i would certainly rather live upstate and i might do that when i get my house paid off. we're getting a lot of yankees too just from all the usc kids that stay for the "southern" culture. they've built like 20 apt complexes downtown and the rent starts at 1000 for a fucking cubicle, like I'd understand if it was a big metropolis with shit to do but it's not.
I straight up don't go to downtown chuck. But N. Chas and all the surrounding areas are getting overcrowded as fuck now too. They added new exits to I 26 to handle traffic to a new suburb of summerville, by the time the volvo plant i built 26 will be bumper to bumper all the way to 95. Part of me really wants to move, I'm getting priced out of the trailer park I live in. Lot rent has gone from 350 to 425 in the past two years.
Even shithole college towns like Hartsville are starting to have crazy rental rates. I really wish all the yankees and dicks from ohio would go home. Ohio peeps are the biggest group moving into my area. They are absolute cunts -
2018-04-24 at 3:03 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by the pat-man raleigh is nothing but yankee transplants and indian tech support workers, something like 45% of north carolina residents were born in north carolina shits ridiculous. yankees come down for cheap living and then vote blue as if that's not the reason the inflated hellscapes they come from aren't capable of supporting a working class. between them and the mexicans/pajeets you might as well be living in new jersey.
yup, we stayed in air bnb's up there and they were all indians or armenians that had the houses rented all the rooms out and lived in another house in the neighborhood. It burns me up to no end how they can get such easy home and business loans when they come over here. -
2018-04-24 at 3:01 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.The apartment I lived in circa 2010 was 652 a month, that same apartment is now 1350. Downtown charleston is having to bus in workers for the food and beverage industry. Rent's gotten straight up retarded around here. In the last year houses have went up a good 50-75k for new construction
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2018-04-24 at 2:59 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I've been looking to buy a house but all the yankee transplants have totally fucked the housing market down here. I've considered the upstate like Greenville. I thought about Columbia but it's nigger central
