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Posts by gadzooks

  1. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Trippy, calm, and euphoric.

    With special thanks to shrooms, clonazepam, and GHB (respectively).
  2. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla Do more heroin pussy

    No amount of temptation can take me back there.

    I sometimes have people do it in my apartment right in front of me, and it doesn't phase me.

    I know my limitations.
  3. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Zanick Nah, yours sounds like a better gig. I just work a shitty hourly job and go to school right now. I'm presently dodging calls from my boss and blowing off coursework in order to be here, and I intend to make the situation worse with substance use.

    First off, I remember talking to you a few times before on here, and liking you. You seem like my kinda people.

    I'd be a hypocrite of the highest order if I tried to tell you you need to reconsider the substance use path, but I will state it as a mere formality.

    What are you taking in school?

    I was a psych major / philosophy minor... You better believe the job recruiters were breaking down my door.

    I loved the subjects and the overall experience, but during my years of occasional, but mostly non-existent, employment in menial jobs here and there, I taught myself computer science / programming and am doing quite alright now.

    People often ask me why I didn't just do computer science to begin with.

    But part of life is the winding paths it takes you down.
  4. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Glokula's Homabla Why not skip cooking it into crack and just inject it

    You raise a valid alternative.

    I'm just kinda scared of the needle now.

    And not in the way most people who say that are.

    I have ample experience with IV administration.

    But it's almost all associated with heroin, and I have been opiate-free for ~5 years now, and I really have to keep it that way.

    The needle just brings back too many memories.
  5. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Dregs maybe he means dying in the so called afterlife. maybe you only got a certain amount of time even when you get there. unless he is just fucking stupid. i don't know

    You give him wayyyy to much credit.

    Originally posted by Dregs he is just fucking stupid.
  6. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Zanick I don't often get sick or not show up. I didn't have to go in today, but I still have work to do from home that I'm avoiding by jumping between here and Lord of the Rings forums instead of focusing.

    It sounds like you have a similar job to mine. I telecommute most days. It can bring on it's own challenges (such as effectively focusing, as you mention).

    What line of work are you in?
  7. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Dregs Alcoholism has stolen much of my memory so I can't remember exactly what year I last worked in.

    The alcoholism part, I can relate.

    But being a high-functioning alcoholic is like living life on God-mode.

    To wit: I am currently drinking, but also getting paid.

    Good times all around.
  8. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Zanick I'm not at work, but I ought to be working and instead I'm here.

    Did you call in sick? A-la Ferris Bueller's Day Off? Or just straight up no show?

    I've done both before too many times to be quite honest.
  9. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I once knew a (Indian, obviously) cab driver that carried mace for protection.

    He will always be my Mace Hindu.
  10. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Oh, and also, forgive my Western Hemispherean ignorance.

    We got some EU niggas and some Aussie niggas and even some African ni... individuals.
  11. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Or is everyone NEET / on welfare? I've noticed a lot here are.

    No shame from me, I used to be myself (welfare, that is... never really into the whole parent's basement lifestyle, although I did that for a short bit too).
  12. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Come on, be honest.
  13. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by infinityshock die to death

  14. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Batin'.
  15. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Sophie "Stoner Culture" is retarded in general. To each their own i guess though, but i'd much rather rail an oxy 80 than smoke a blunt.

    And I too say, to each their own. I don't judge people for smoking weed, but True Stoners TM are the gutter trash of the drug enthusiast community.

    In terms of personal preference, I 100% get the oxy 80 over just about anything else.

    Although, I used to have a full-blown, IV heroin addiction, so I have maintained an opiate-clean system for close to five years now.

    But that's because that's what ended up working out best for me.

    I don't judge opiate users, I don't just stimulant users, nor alcoholics, nor psychedelic/hallucinogen or dissociative users, and I don't even judge cannabis users for their preference in cannabis, but the self-important drug-supremacist stoners that look down on every other drug user; them, I can't fucking stand.
  16. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Dregs i want someone to channel my gallbladder, fuck it til where its where my heart is supposed to be, and heart flies out of my asshole into the asshole of a lil girl prancing and frolicking in the rain and sea

    That may have been the weirdest thing I have ever read.

    And I am no stranger to weird internet shit.

    You may have actually successfully channeled schizophrenia.

    I both applaud, and extend my sympathies, to you.
  17. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by Sophie Dysphoria is a good way to describe it. Weed is like the anti-opioid it makes me dysphoric and paranoid. Unless i like smoke a microscopic amount and have half a bottle of likkah before i do.

    Man, if there is one thing about drugs and drug culture that just annoys the shit out of me, it's the 'drug-supremacists'.

    I, too, get dysphoric and paranoid from weed. It is an incredibly unpleasant experience for me.

    But all the drug plebs are like "weed just like, chills you out man. just take a toke and stop acting like it's a Real Drug TM, unlike all those chemicals you put in your body."

    Fuck, for a bunch that claim to be so enlightened (because somehow weed makes you smarter than everyone else), they are pretty damn ignorant when it comes to the fact that different people react differently to different psychoactive compounds.
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  19. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Originally posted by JĎ…icebox This is literally the only place that I can truly say what I want to say, for better or worse

    This post sums up my take enough to not warrant a long oration about my own feelings on the matter.
  20. gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Interesting.

    I may just go with that (#2).

    Like I said, I don't do the stuff often, I'm more of an alcoholic than anything else, so I feel comfortable deferring to the expertise of others on the matter.
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