Posts by gadzooks

1. 2019-03-08 at 12:12 PM UTC in Gonna watch american history
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Grylls bully

   
   Highly underrated movie that just slipped under the radar.
   
   Bully (2001), that is.
2. 2019-03-08 at 12:01 PM UTC in Happy International Women's Day!
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING V: A Cat-Girl/Boy Under Every Bed loling at that symbol.

   
   An upside down crucifix fisting a hole can't possibly be misinterpreted.
3. 2019-03-08 at 12 PM UTC in Happy International Women's Day!
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   tfw when I realize I didn't include "wives" or "girlfriends" in my enumerated list of significant women in our lives...
   
   
4. 2019-03-08 at 11:59 AM UTC in Happy International Women's Day!
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   Wait... I just remembered the demographic makeup of this site...
   
   
   
5. 2019-03-08 at 11:59 AM UTC in Happy International Women's Day!
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   To all our sisters, mothers, grandmothers, daughters, female friends, and all the women in our lives...
   
   
   
   Rep that solidarity and shit.
6. 2019-03-08 at 11:51 AM UTC in Ketamine aint fuckin bad under the right conditions
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by 🐿 You're still here zooks?

   
   I've quarantined myself to certain threads, certain forums, certain times of day, etc...
   
   Right now I'm drunk and on k and xannies so... It's kind of a write-off kinda night.
7. 2019-03-08 at 11:50 AM UTC in Ketamine aint fuckin bad under the right conditions
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Jυicebox I have always thought dissociatives mixed well with a couple beers. Even dextromethorphan, a combination mostly known as the quickest way to the porcelain throne

   
   Oh God, I remember many, many years ago when I was young and inexperienced, but also a bit too adventerous for my own good...
   
   I tried making a "Flaming Homer" (the classic cocktail from an early Simpsons episode, where Homer just mixes a bunch of random liquor into a glass, adds cough syrup, and ignites it).
   
   It was mostly beer and cough syrup, with like a shot of vodka in or something too.
   
   I guess at least we never set it on fire. That'd have taken it from utterly disgusting to dangerous and utterly disgusting.
8. 2019-03-08 at 11:43 AM UTC in Ketamine aint fuckin bad under the right conditions
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Methuselah K hole is no joke

   
   I respect and revere the K hole.
   
   I have done K dozens of times, but never with the intention of K-holing.
   
   It might be right up some people's alley, but it doesn't directly appeal to me.
9. 2019-03-08 at 11:42 AM UTC in Dissociatives
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Methuselah Lol this one was in the right forum and nobody is replying. The other one has like 15 posts

   
   That's just the way it is...
   Things'll never be the same...
   
   
10. 2019-03-08 at 11:40 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Ok, where the heck do people find regular old sherm/PCP/dust/etc?
    
    I'm not saying to post a specific URL, TOR/onion based or clear web or anything, right here in this thread, but I'm just curious as to how such an obscure drug is found?
    
    Within the past year I've bought a wide variety of benzos, some different psychedelics/hallucinogens, even GHB and GBL, among others, almost all on the same single deep web market... They have a VAST variety on there.
    
    But PCP, especially shippable to Canada (my country of residence), seems entirely non-existent.
11. 2019-03-08 at 11:36 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Jυicebox There's both PCP and PCE derivatives, PCE being a PCP derivative itself. I find the PCPs to be too paranoia-inducing though
    
    Nothing compared to what any amphetamine would do, but my paranoia is bad enough already

    
    I see a lot of parallels between us.
12. 2019-03-08 at 11:31 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Did you mean PCP derivatives?
    
    I know there are a few of those... Like 3-MeO-PCP (it's on my bucket list).
13. 2019-03-08 at 11:30 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I have to humbly admit that I don't even know anything about PCE (or it's derivatives).
    
    I'll certainly look into them, though.
14. 2019-03-08 at 11:29 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Jυicebox And about the memory, meh. I wasn't using that anyway

    
    
    
    But for me, anything that will have any significant effect on memory, whether short-term or long-term, is just about my biggest drug fear.
    
    I love the anxiolysis from benzos and/or alcohol, for example, but the memory effects are enough to dissuade me from overindulging.
15. 2019-03-08 at 11:25 AM UTC in What type of women are you most attracted to?
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Who The prosecution rests.

    
    The prostitution rests.
    
    I'll see you all in my chambers.
16. 2019-03-08 at 11:22 AM UTC in Dissociatives
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Now I really wanna try MXE.
    
    I mean, I realize that seems to have had some negative effects on you, and that sucks. My condolences.
    
    But I'm curious to at least try it once.
    
    I'm not even all that into dissociatives generally speaking.
    
    I definitely don't like high plateau bundy trips or K-holing or any of that jazz.
    
    I just like to play around with them from time to time just to mix things up a bit.
    
    I think I'm just addicted to seeking novel experiences.
17. 2019-03-08 at 11:18 AM UTC in I am playing words with friends with a cute girl from china
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Dafuq is "words with friends"?
18. 2019-03-08 at 11:18 AM UTC in The Game
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by Methuselah Mike Douglas in his heyday

    
    I watch that flick again every few years.
    
    It's the classic chess-vs-checkers style long con.
19. 2019-03-08 at 11:17 AM UTC in Is throwing up blood a medical emergency?
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    TD;CR.
    
    ^{Too dissociated/couldn't respond.}
20. 2019-03-08 at 11:14 AM UTC in Getting an opi script with substance abuse record
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    For what it's worth, DietPiano, coming clean about your past addictions and having them wind up on your permanent medical records is not some kind of dumb move.
    
    When I go to see a doctor, I just tell them the straight up truth about everything.
    
    I mean, why not?
    
    You might find yourself surprised with just how reasonable other educated people can be (remember, MD's had to endure extensive training and dedication to get where they are, so it's reasonable to assume that they are mostly reasonable people).
    
    Not too long ago, I went into a walk-in clinic and just said: "Okay, here's the crux of the situation... I have recently been experimenting with some relatively obscure drugs that I have bought off of the deep web, and have even synthesized my own GHB by the liter, and am pretty sure I'm experiencing GABA-based withdrawals from extended alcohol and GHB use... A few of the treatment options mentioned in the medical literature involve the following..."
    
    Then I went over a few of the different options.
    
    Then he wrote me a tapering benzo prescription to transition off of the GHB and alcohol.
    
    If you're mature, knowledgeable, honest, and well-spoken, then you're really streets ahead.
    
    Unless of course you happen to end up in front of a doctor with an agenda. That scenario has no solution other than finding another doctor.