Posts by gadzooks

1. 2019-03-25 at 3:56 AM UTC in There is going to be bloodshed
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   In a weird way I kinda sorta feel you.
   
   Everyone has their own sources of rage, and ours may differ, but sometimes I too want to see the world just fall right apart.
   
   The anger and frustration is understandable. But once you actually start playing the whole scenario out until it's completion, you realize that it fixes nothing, and only leaves a trail of dead bodies.
   
   The rage is one thing, but wanting to see it play out all the way, that's what distinguishes a normal angsty, depressed, frustrated individual from a pure psychopath.
2. 2019-03-25 at 3:44 AM UTC in There is going to be bloodshed
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Phantasmagoria the only time I would kill somebody is if shit hits the fan and I join a right wing death squad or something

   
   What about a left wing death squad?
3. 2019-03-25 at 3:42 AM UTC in There is going to be bloodshed
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Octavian You going Columbine m8?

   
   He goes Columbine (in his own mind) about twice a day.
4. 2019-03-25 at 3:34 AM UTC in The greatest thing about being schizo
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Octavian OP:
   
   

   
   I absolutely love that movie.
5. 2019-03-25 at 3:32 AM UTC in How do you explain your enthusiasm for hallucinogens?
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

   Originally posted by Common De-mominator Do psychedelics count as hallucinogens?
   
   If so, I think it's easy to describe the difference between experience and existence and then talk about how you can experience things that are wildly outside of your normal scope of existence, and really understand "reality" with proper perspective. If you've never stepped out of the box, the box seems to be your world.

   
   The terms hallucinogen and psychedelic are often used interchangeably.
   
   Actual hallucinations in the psychiatrically defined sense rarely occur. I've done LSD, shrooms, salvia, and all kinds of other drugs often described as both, and never experienced hallucinations in the strict sense. That isn't to say that they are by any means not an intense experience.
   
   Also, obligatory u gay, I'm dum, blah blah. Your feud seems to be that important so I'll play into it for your sake.
6. 2019-03-25 at 3:27 AM UTC in do u sniff pop
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   Even better than whippets/nitrous if I recall correctly.
7. 2019-03-25 at 3:26 AM UTC in do u sniff pop
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   I used to jerk off and take a whiff right before the moment of truth.
   
   Damn, man. They were the shit.
8. 2019-03-25 at 3:25 AM UTC in do u sniff pop
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   I used to sniff poppers all the damn time back in like '03.
   
   Damn nigga them shits be old school as fuck.
   
   They would say "EZ Leather Cleaner" or something on them. They sold em at porn shops.
9. 2019-03-25 at 3:22 AM UTC in Lanny did u disable TSTM
   

   gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
   > tfw it might stand for how the doctor labelled my penis size...
   
   

   Too Small To Measure

10. 2019-03-25 at 3:20 AM UTC in Lanny did u disable TSTM
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    > tfw when no idea what TSTM stands for
11. 2019-03-25 at 2:59 AM UTC in The greatest thing about being schizo
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Actually, the D.A.'s office would dig up this post and then the prosecution would claim premeditation.
    
    Either that or they'd throw you in am asylum indefinitely.
    
    Dat civil commitment, doe.
12. 2019-03-25 at 2:47 AM UTC in I'm going on a hunger strike
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Not for political reasons, tho, but because I've become a fat fuck.
13. 2019-03-25 at 2:41 AM UTC in I'm abstaining from drugs and alcohol
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    I'm considering going taking the same road.
    
    Just not tonight, tho.
    
    Like St. Augustine once said:
    
    “Lord, make me chaste – but not yet!”
14. 2019-03-25 at 2:31 AM UTC in Baby Mama Hoes are on the prowl
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Had a few stds tho, but hey, no plan is perfect.
15. 2019-03-25 at 2:30 AM UTC in Baby Mama Hoes are on the prowl
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Solution: be infertile like me. I never use a condom, yet no baby momma's in sight.
16. 2019-03-25 at 2:28 AM UTC in When the war begins, which side will you take?
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    The only impending war is between man and machine.
    
    Machines will win.
    
    That is irrefutable.
17. 2019-03-25 at 2:27 AM UTC in Can I get schizobux without taking meds?
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Schizo meds have a lot of shitty side effects.
    
    For one thing they sap you of all your energy.
    
    I'm not schizophrenic myself, only schizophrenia-adjacent.
    
    You name the med, I've likely been on it.
18. 2019-03-25 at 2:23 AM UTC in cops are faggots
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Ive had a lot of shitty run ins with shitty cops, I still don't unilaterally hate them all tho.
    
    In fact, the one that tazed me was kinda in the right. I was weilding a knife.
    
    The cops that hospitalized me though (second post), they were criminals with badges.
19. 2019-03-25 at 2:19 AM UTC in cops are faggots
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]

    Originally posted by gadzooks
    
    
    
    That's after a week of healing…
    
    And, the worst part of it all, were the post-concussion neurological symptoms.
    
    Now THAT is police brutality.

    
    And cops also did this to me.
    
    Separate occasion tho.
20. 2019-03-25 at 2:17 AM UTC in cops are faggots
    

    gadzooks Dark Matter [keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
    Did he taze you tho?
    
    I got tazed once.
    
    It knocks you right on your ass.