Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Anxiety and social isolation can really fuck you up. Make you paranoid, feel ill, feel unwanted. It's not a natural way to live
You should go to town. People will be glad to see you trying to make an effort to get back to health.
What you're doing is like someone who had a broken spine not going to physiotherapy to try to get walking again because they're afraid people will think they were faking the injury.
If it helps you could have a helper animal maybe.
2018-08-22 at 6:10 PM UTC
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My waah thread
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Sunday and Monday I volunteered putting up a circus tent for an arts festival. That was fun, and it was great being around people.
Monday night I drank like 3/4 of a bottle of whiskey (I was planning on just taking one glass), and so Tuesday I did very little besides feel sick and disoriented, typical hungover behaviour. I went for a walk/run (I'm too fat to run far without injury), and then crashed into bed and slept.
Today (Wednesday) I felt awful anxiety and did almost nothing besides obsessively visit websites over and over. I think it's rebound anxiety from all the drinking I've been doing. I was going to apply for jobs, but felt such dread whenever I went to do it that I didn't.
I just took a valium and am feeling a little more sane, anxiety is gone, and might do the applications and go to the gym.
This is just fuck my life. My problems are all internal nowadays.
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Wait, what is his "romantic abnormality"? Troy McClure not Lanny
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Anyway, the point with Schopenhauer and Nietzsche is that eagles do not take flying lessons from chickens.
And didn't Malice suicide because his Dad forced him to go to college "to learn to code", and when that inevitably didn't work out was going to make him homeless?
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Yeah, once he got rich he was able to get laid I suppose.
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Dicks and pussies aren't very aesthetically pleasing.
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Maybe I'll just sit it out till after season 8 comes out. It's supposed to be the last one, so we can all act surprised when Maisie Williams wins.
2018-08-22 at 10:27 AM UTC
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How do I get a gf
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Get a job in retail. There are tons of single, slightly damaged girls working in shops.
2018-08-22 at 10:20 AM UTC
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How do I get a gf
Cootehill
African Astronaut
[my unsymmetrically blurry oregano]
Meet some slut on tinder and knock her up