Originally posted by Vizier
In hindsight, none. Every single one who I thought had "gotten away" ended up either riding the cock carrousel somewhere, or having kids each one with a different dad, marrying some tool because she was approaching 30 and she wanted kids and a wedding asap, or being fake.
I've also been in that situation where you're drunk and meet someone only to later find out beer goggles turn your dick into a starving dreamer or to don't remember a girl or not care about her later. Sometimes you'll somehow get a number or find her on facebook. All you remember is thinking "wow she's pretty, maybe this can turn into something serious" only to realize she's a basic bitch that likes to do shit like going to IHOP to pay like 40 dollars for eggs and pancakes and post aobut it on social media.
This post was chill until the tone changed and now all I can picture is you in a leather jacket under the street lights waiting on love
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Originally posted by CASPER
Okay this is in response to me questioning the truth of her saying she got a restraining order, since she seems so reluctant to call the police on him now, and me saying that she has nothing to lose by telling me the truth- that she hardly knows me and everything, so if there were anyone she could confide in totally, why not a complete stranger?
Hi hi hi Of course I had the temporary protective order– I don't just make things up😣😔I'm not that kind of person Working on the long message now. I'm so sorry you thought I was ignoring:( really wasn't Still want all the same stuff I never had a piece of paper and I don't know why. I wish you would have been with me those three days In a row I went into the police station And how completely wide eyed and useless they were other than the visit when photos were taken and even then they were rather nonchalant My parents were with me at the station each time – I'm sure they'd vouche for me if it helped. But my better longer message is coming
Just a quick sidenote about the way you've made/ you make me feel:
Like every cheesy Taylor Swift song about hope or new starts or honest love for the first time is about us
Like this is the first time I've laughed this much or at my phone in forever
Like the thought of your face always fills me with the best warm happy feeling that just makes me want to smile and gives me hope that there are still good people out there
Like I might not die alone 😛but more so like I might live life alongside someone I actually adore being around
I stopped listening to music for a new months, stopped listening to music, stopped writing –everything. Since you've come into my life I've got headphones in or the Bluetooth speaker going all the time, I'm singing and dancing in the shower again (not when I've let you down though.. not much dancing the last couple days) And I'm sending you music videos left and right –something I only do for you.
Life is already better with you in it to the extent you are. If I don't get the chance to camp or raise a pup or cook many dinners with you, I will be the one who missed out. I'll be the one that lost something major and you'll be the one I let get away. I'm just not okay with that. I want to have called you (my name) so much longer than I ever knew you as (current street name. and to know you as your girlfriend to the point that we laugh at all of this nonsense happening right now.
My letting this situation continue as it has is not residual love or romantic feelings for him– it's not wanting to be the horrible person that kicked someone out who is so lost literally and metaphorically and will paint the picture like I'm the monster and since I'm SO NOT and was a freaking peach to him. Angel, Saint, you name it– I was the blue ribbon housewife and never complained. I took care of him and it's going to be painted by him like I didn't. I don't know why I care it's just I put a hell of a lot of effort into trying to save him and I failed.
As far as Lol that wasn't even the long one so.. whoops *few months That was not a very articulate long message. I can do a lot better. Good thing I've been drafting the real long one all last night and this morning.. Jeez no one makes me nervous like this Also just for the record, I completely hated Taylor Swift and everything about her until just a couple years ago when I met her and realized she's a pretty awesome person, and then I started listening to her music while working out and now I basically listen to it when it comes on the YouTube red station and don't always skip it Or when i like someone and am feelin like a girl.. 😌
You need to take this girl to the club and show her a good time. Wear a Coogi jacket you got from a fiend.
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Originally posted by CASPER
Itd be nice if it worked out because shes pretty, SUPER intelligent, with loaded parents, and with a history of her own that makes it so I dont have to try to explain the last 10 years of my life….which is the primary obstacle i forsee having, trying to get out and talk to women in general, at the ripe old age of almost-30.
And as fuck as Id like to raw dog that sweet, athletic pussy, I think no condom would spoil the event. I havent gotten laid in years at this point, and I swear being on dope made my go-time way longer at first, and now way shorter. I tried out these dura-last rubbers in anticipation, and even with a dick slathered in benzocaine, i got like 3 1/2 min of furious jackin. That was the nice thing about dope and speed. Sex wasnt even about connection or enjoyment- it just turned into an athletic event. Ie- how many times in a row can I fuck you, in how many different places, and how many loads can I blow on how manty different parts of your body before it becomes too painful to ejaculate anymore, or my dick starts bleeding.
Just stick it in once with no condom and say "oh geod I'm gonna jizz" then do another half stroke and pull out and jizz everywhere.
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Originally posted by Juicebox
And, I don't think I would ever admit this to anyone I know IRL, but I actually prefer the behavior of a nice black girl to that of white girls. Problem is, 99% of them are absolutely fucking insufferable and the 1% always seem to end up marrying people with 2-4x my yearly income
My useless theory? The upper echelon of black women (i.e bad yellows, fire reds, etc) is desirable to the top 1% of black men AND they be garnering the interest of elite white men. Any fat white dude with a $35 haircut can pull a nasty black chick with an uneven booty color.
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Originally posted by Purewhitepanda
I'll explain later what happened with 4J unless someone else who knows wants to tell, but yeah in a way it's funny besides that it had to happen with me in my home and not once but twice.
I want to interview you about it
Me: So do you still talk to 4J?
Terry: That's just a relationship that's ran it's course.
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Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick
But only to go with the last of the weed I have left + 1 bowl for hangover "relief".
You know you'll get crunk and smoke that last bowl. Your ass will wake up with a headache in pajama pants and as soon as your crusty toenails hit the shag carpet you'll be putting a cheap transparent lighter to a $6 gas station pipe for a resin hit and it's gonna sound like a whistle
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Its HER apartment. It was the first apartment she got when she moved to LA, and she doesnt want to get driven out by some psycho ex. But she is seriously considering getting a new place now. She mentioned off the cuff that her parents set her up with a trust fund, so I think thats how she pays for the place. She and this guy were together for just under a year.Apparently he had a job (as a program director at Promises Malibu no less) and was doing really well when they met, but then got strung out and fucked everything up. Hes been verbally abusive for the last 5 -6 months, and only started being physically abusive last month or so.
I don't really believe that someone with a trust fund should be staying in a bad situation like that. That dick probably off the chain.
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Originally posted by Jeremus
I am speaking from real life experience here: if you have not lived with your partner for an extended ass period of time, your relationship means shit. It's going to piss people off because most of the people here haven't lived with their partners for any meaningful amount of time, but it's the simple truth. Your relationship is baby bullshit till you've lived with your partner.
Home isn't just where you hang your hat. It's where you become the person you truly are, and nobody can really fake it. You can straighten up the couch cushions and clean up for visitors, but your personality will dominate your living space overall.
Living with someone is truly where you will have to put up with their bullshit. It's where your personality conflicts actually have time to occur, and there's no real "escape"; your home is their home and you either work through shit with both people being reasonable, or one person bends and the other person dominates, or you both refuse to give and you just fight and the resentments build up and infect every interaction you have till you can't stand each other.
Living with someone for a long time vs only "dating" (lol) them, even meeting up with them every day and staying together on the weekends, is literally the exact same difference between being in your head vs the persona you present to society. Everyone is putting on an act, unless you live with them.
The fact that 1337 is doing what he's doing signals only that he is either extremely troubled and has actual mental illness issues he needs to take care of, or he's desperate for affection and Hydro is playing him like a fiddle (or both are true).
CHUUCH. Dating is baby bullshit. I LOL at people who think they are ready for marriage and haven't shared a 1 bedroom apartment.
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Originally posted by Grimace
Think about that. Most of us will be in our 60s-70s. Spectral will be long dead, hydro will have died from AIDS, Bill Krozby will be murdered by an angry lover, and a significant portion of us will die of drug overdose.
I, myself, have been here almost 20 years (next year). Twenty years…
Will this community survive in some form or another in 40 years?
Many of us have posted here (within the community in whatever form)👀 for years, some have found "IRL" friends, some have found love, all of these things…
When we're in our 60s-70s, will we still be posting to whatever form this community takes on? Will we all slowly become Spectral, talking about "the good ole days"?
Will we be old men and women still posting our feelings and making this our personal blog? Will Helladamnleet's website blow up to become the Facebook for degenerates?
So many questions…
I'll be here with you at the end of it all, Grimace.
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The best cup of coffee isn't in Starbucks. It isn't even at the local co-op. The best cup of coffee is in your local jail. Being enjoyed early in the morning with the news by a mexican wifebeater who doesn't understand and an old black crackhead.
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