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2018-07-02 at 5:16 AM UTC in Some girl wants to meet me from Tinder.
Originally posted by Zanick Stop listening to your lame friends. If betas wanted to lure you out of hiding to beat you, I'm sure they could come up with much better ways than using a moderately attractive woman as bait. Stop sheltering yourself from this experience and go be a pornstar for two minutes. You're terrified of women and you hate yourself, don't you want that to stop? You're not that ugly, you're not so bad. Women aren't out to hurt you. Go do sex with this one, and be sure to tell us about it later when your friend is trying to wrap his head around the fact that you got laid.
The old me would be content with meeting up with her, and it turning out to be something bad, like a mugging, because then I could post about it here for everyone's entertainment.
But I don't want that. I don't fucking want that. For once I would like this to go right. For once I WOULD like to come back here and tell everyone how I actually got laid.
But you're right, that's a good post. I actually postponed the date until tomorrow night due to needing more time to internet stalk her etc, so here's hoping she actually wants to go out with me tomorrow. She was the one who asked though -- "When you wanna go out? tonight or tomorrow night?" so... -
2018-07-02 at 4:54 AM UTC in Some girl wants to meet me from Tinder.I guess you're right though, like if I went this far on Tinder, why aren't I meeting up with her? Ugh... my fucking friend putting all this doubt in my mind. :( "you're gonna get mugged, bro"
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2018-07-02 at 4:50 AM UTC in Some girl wants to meet me from Tinder.
Originally posted by Zanick I want you to put all doubt out of your mind and either go meet this girl or otherwise admit that you may have a deeper conflict at work. You've done enough disbelieving and enough sleuthing, so accept the risk and do it or explore other possibilities. Don't pretend like she's some vicious creature just waiting to hurt you, but don't degrade her either. As far as you can tell, she's doing this for the same reasons you are, so just enjoy each other and leave out all the hangups.
but I'm not even attractive, and tinder is all physical. Why would she want to meet with me?
It's probably some set-up where they lure beta looking guys like me in and then mug and beat them. Obviously because all the reverse lookups worked, she's in cahoots with them.
LOL I know I'm sounding paranoid and crazy as fuck... but I just don't believe this girl could actually like me. She isn't even really hot or anything, but she's definitely not ugly. I think she's attractive! -
2018-07-02 at 4:30 AM UTC in Some girl wants to meet me from Tinder.I've stalked the fuck out of her online to make sure it's not a catfish, and yeah, she's real. But my friend looked thru our messages and stuff and said, "wow she seems eager, it's too good to be true bro, sorry".
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but I SWEAR she's real... like, she gave me her phone number and we text on that, and I reverse searched it and found her facebook which she made in 2011...
ugh. :( my friend's probably right, im gonna meet with her and get mugged or something. -
2018-07-02 at 1:26 AM UTC in walked outside for 5 seconds to get the morning paper...a bunch of girls were walking by, one pointed and said, "OH MY GOD LOOK AT THAT UGLY FUCK" and they all laughed and went "ewwww".
i can't win. -
2018-07-01 at 6:18 PM UTC in this is my existencejust born as an ugly, unlovable freak of nature to be mocked and ignored by everyone
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2018-07-01 at 5:47 PM UTC in i decided to leave my room and stop hiding from the world
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2018-07-01 at 5:28 PM UTC in i decided to leave my room and stop hiding from the worldi've quit my job and just decided to lay down on the floor of my room (i literally don't have a bed) 24/7.
i'm unbelievably depressed. and i have the flu.
but i had a burst of motivation to go outside... to not completely give up.
so i went out to buy some food from the corner store near my house. figured it was better than sleeping all day/lying down doing nothing.
there were only two other people in the store, a mom and her kid. i was minding my own business, looking at the protein bars, when i heard, "mom he's ugly". she replied, "shoosh!" and i turned my head and she was looking at me and said "sorry". i immediately left the store and walked home without buying anything.
i can't win.
i hate my life. -
2018-06-30 at 5:58 PM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(thanks for responding everyone
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2018-06-30 at 5:47 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(alcohol's so fucking shit. whenever one of my friends was drunk he'd get so fucking brutally mean, literally punching me and insulting me. fucking fucked, fucking asshole.
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2018-06-30 at 5:45 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(
Originally posted by Item 9 I'm pretty lost too, Ah shit…right? All I got is "get some weed & booze "
But stay away from mdma. that shit might be messing with your emotions too much and shit, so I say get some weed / alcohol / benzos (and nitrous)… that might help keep your head above water for a while.
I smoked weed in seattle and it was really good. Specifically, "super glue", bought it legally. Btw, whenever that land down under song plays on the radio I laugh so hard every time. -
2018-06-30 at 5:32 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(Nobody likes me. :( I am completely undesirable.
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2018-06-30 at 5:29 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(
Originally posted by Ensign §m£ÂgØL You have a fucked up view of the world. Until that changes, you will never get laid. No woman wants to be with a man who hates women.
I didn't go into my holiday hating women. As I said, even my friends were genuinely complimenting how confident and conversational I was being, and all they usually do is insult and physically hurt me.
I don't even hate women anymore. I don't hate anyone, I am completely soul dead. -
2018-06-30 at 5:26 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :("Homosexuality isn't a choice! You're born that way!"
"Just turn gay lol" -
2018-06-30 at 5:15 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(
Originally posted by RestStop You will find women, hell even friendships in general tend to be more bullshit than they are worth. Wanna deal with unlimited bullshit and drama that isn't yours? Fuck stop this world cause I just wanna get off!
Yeah, that's comforting. I know that when guys are in a relationship, they wanna be single again.
But man... what I wouldn't give to just have even ONE girl who was interested in me. It'd make me feel so damn good... my psyche is fucked up from being disregarded and ignored and seen as nothing by every girl I ever meet. :( And to find out my friends see me as nothing as well... fuck.
I have a lot of work to do to regain my self-love. -
2018-06-30 at 5:03 AM UTC in I'm gonna pour my heart out here, guys. I'm at my lowest. :(If I have any friends out here who can help me, please... I don't know. I don't even know what you can do. I feel soulless and empty. I hate feeling like this. I just want to be happy again.
My holiday on my USA roadtrip was so awful that I left early and flew home by myself. :( No joke. I started out with so much confidence, but over time it just got worse and worse... I fell into a huge, huge depression seeing all my "friends" (who never gave a shit about me at all) getting laid and having women fawn all over them, while women completely ignored me.
I hate myself, I wish I was never born. I'm never going to get married or have a family... women don't like me at all. And no, it's not because I have no confidence or whatever bullshit reason you think. My friends were even saying how impressed they were at how confident I was being. The reason is because I'm ugly. I'm fucking ugly. I tried Tinder in the cities we went to, and got NO matches even with boosts, even though all my photos were me out doing things from my roadtrip, not just boring selfies. Meanwhile, all my "friends" got 20+ matches on their first day.
I hate myself... I fucking hate myself. The holiday was supposed to increase my self-esteem and confidence and turn my life around. Instead it's made me feel worse. I tried talking to my friends about this, but they just laughed and said I was overreacting. I attempted suicide and that's why I had to go home.
Now I'm more depressed than ever. Someone told me that I need to just focus on myself and forget about girls... but I'm nearly 30. It's almost too late for me. I hate myself, and I don't know what to do with my life now... I was looking forward to this trip for so long.
None of you know what this feels like. You all get laid. You all get girls liking you. That's never happened for me.
I don't even know what to do now... "durr emotionally destroy women, durrr just forget about women"... I'm so fucking soul dead and I no longer have any self-love inside of me. I'm completely broken. Completely fucking broken. I hate myself. :( I'm such a pathetic loser that I couldn't even get a girl interested in me while overseas and staying in hostels. :(
I just wish someone genuinely cared about me. I feel so alone. I'm posting this here because I figure this is the 1 place where some people may actually like me, but I guess I should prepare myself for insults and abuse. -
2018-06-21 at 5:04 PM UTC in I now idenity as a DH'er
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2018-06-21 at 4:30 PM UTC in I'm still alive and kickin' unfortunately... I'm now in the most ghetto nursing home in the world.Hydro in one year:
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2018-06-21 at 4:27 PM UTC in currently baking a cake
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2018-06-21 at 4:25 PM UTC in I'm still alive and kickin' unfortunately... I'm now in the most ghetto nursing home in the world.Actually I just realized what NARCassist is doing; trying to convince hydro it's alright so she ruins her life even more for our entertainment.
Dude it's okay, the baby's already damaged.
