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2024-09-29 at 6:20 PM UTC in Fuck all of youUghhhhhhhhhhhhThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 9:35 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..i typed rounwytha into google and a bunch of faggy ads for some faggy band showed up. jesus christ. i wish theyed stop naming their gay shit after us. we're real, we are not satanists, we arent evil.
none of these queers even knows a real rounwytha. funny google claims theyre just search results and not ads.
EDIT: seems there is a coverup involving order of 9 angles cause theres a lot less info on google as well as yahoo.
but ill say it: its related to astromancy. you have to spend time outdoors to develop this power, and everyone has some of it. a hedge witch is a type of real life jedi, a type of warlock or witch, drawn to nature. you are either born one or you arent. most people are not very powerful, that is their psi or magic power level is not naturally high. vast majority of wizards or warlocks with any natural gift are drawn to nature and being in nature increases their power. it is also related to tibetan "wind illness syndrome" also known as kundalini syndrome. with a natural born mage(egyptian/hermetic term for wizard or witch) it is not an illness,, its a realization process.
aerokinesis and umbrakinesis are the most common ways its noticed. if any of you want to be weirded out, i can film it. we are related to heyokas. we have control over the elements, including thunder and lightning. not bragging, im angry a lot but am actually quite humble irl. mages are often emotional people but rarely schizophrenic. anyone can become a mage but a hedge witch or heyoka are something youre born as. most people never realize they have any power, a natural born mage or warlock cant help but notice cause their power level is naturally much higher than average. didnt want to talk about any of this but google and yahoo pissed me off with their bullshit.
anyway i can film umbrakinesis and aerokinesis if anyone wants to be weirded out or say im using trick photography
EDIT: probably piss a bunch of people off if i upload videos of my techniques or mudras, but i dont care, they shouldnt manipulate search results if they dont like it.
for fucks sake man, the world is getting more and more stupid and idiotic and these archon lovng dipshits are making it worse.
one last pick of me trying to look cool
EDIT; i hope all this text breaks an adhd fags brain
anyhoo, one last thing, we rarely keep a book of shadows and we dont read spell books. mudras are hand gestures that real wizards or witches use to control things. it works on people too. although to some extent, you can use your feet for this. okay, time for retards and shills to call me schizo. hmmmm what else... oh and we can possess people as well as inanimate objects or machines, but in real life we are over 90% benevolent and rarely use this stuff for anything other than entertainment or mischief... so it really shouldnt scare anyone.. the black mages have much lower power levels if it makes anyone feel better.
BeigeWarlock or totse2k actually is a real warlock btw, but a different typeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 5:39 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?
Originally posted by trippymindfuk I had months, ended up seeing personal messages on the tv and radio and in random things like trash wrappers on the ground. Then I'd try to decode it and make connections with it. I was also being gangstalked but the only crime I did was boosting from Walmart and the dollar stores. Mostly robo, C's and delsym which most definitely made things worse. I had time loops that lasted forever it felt like.
that sounds like my crazy nephew. he used to swear up and down the messages were real. he did show me some demons that appear in stains on the concrete though. looked too real to be a mere coincidence.
one of the weirdest things was when i used to smoke ice, i mentioned a toocan, type of bird, in conversation, dude hands me the pipe, i hit it and as im handing it back to him, the crystals formed a perfect image of the bird on the bottom of the pipe.
apparently on the CIAs website, theres an article that talks about how peoples minds can imprint images in photographs and such. really weirdThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 4:59 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?
Originally posted by RisiR † Yea, that describes it to a tee.
Get help for real. To me it was hell. My girlfriend tried to help and understand my crazy thoughts but no one could understand. I felt like I was in hell trying to solve serious puzzles with imaginary clues and I would get close but could never solve it. It was mental torture. That was daily bundy and spice abuse. I would plateau sigma for weeks and hit the spice and it was a horrible combination to abuse like I did. I just say get help because for me it resulted in violence
To be fair if it happened right now I'd beat the old motherfucker in the head. He wasn't ready to stab me though. That's twice I've had a knife pulled on me. The second time I was running over to have my best friend's back cuz dude pulled a knife. That infuriated me because I was fucked up about other shit and had stress to unload on him. We traded hands, honestly some sloppy boxing because we had winter coats. Anyway I caught him and made him fall and it was all bad. For threatening my best friend's life I kicked his head full force probably 10 times. Once I knew I was kicking his face, his painful moan made me realize I probably would kill him with more so I stopped. His eye was drooped and looked like it was about to fall out.
I felt bad after that. He's lucky we left our knives at our camp (we were homeless) or I'd eye for eye but if I pull a weapon I'm using it.
Being threatened with a weapon or pulling on one of my homies all bets are off. I was told as a kid in a street fight to absolutely fight dirty. When dude hit the ground I unloaded all my stress on his head. I kinda wanted to keep going but I definitely neutralized the threat.
Oh before I ran up my dude said he pulled the knife and jumped down and slashed his bike tire. Also when I got there dude's girl was hanging on his back trying to choke him. He kept gently trying to get her off. She's lucky it wasn't me because my mama said a woman is fair game if she hits you or tries to hurt you. I'd have flipped her over my shoulder and hurt her. He wouldn't hit a girl, bitch hits me she can get hit right back and that came out my Mama's mouth.
I kept trying to apologize he was hesitant which was understandable but we ended up shaking hands and letting it be. I just felt bad because he was mangled and I'm not a fighter but point is seriously threaten me or a loved one and you should just use your weapon. I don't have any rules or morals in those situations. I only stopped because I thought for sure I would have killed dude.
All this happened while a Cincinnati cop had someone pulled over 2 blocks away and surely seen all of it. Didn't pay no mind.
That's some of the story of the darkest time of my life. I'm not psychotic like when I had the first knife pulled thank God. My depression is even getting better. I was actually dopesick as fuck when I kicked the shit out of dude, puking and fever. Day 2 cold turkey off fentanyl and I whooped dude bad. I wasn't psychotic at all then. I had a handicap honestly lol.
Life can get better even when you think it won't or don't care.
PS my homie said afterwards Dude you aren't the smartest cat I know but you are one helluva real friend and you got heart when it counts.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 3:46 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..feeling like im stuck in a time loop and just repeating every story or post rather than doing anything new.
also feeling like destruction is the only option to escape the time loopThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 2:27 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 2:25 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?
Originally posted by RisiR † Like for example (b b) from bigger bitch to (n n) in nigger nitch. I could spend a week just researching literally all possible connections there and that is not a joke. At all.
Ooh I've been there. Making mental connections between anything and everything and unable to stop thinking like that. For me it was definitely a serious psychotic episode that ended up with me going total danger to everything. If you are prone to violence or really believe people follow you and are after you then get help. I tried to explain my thoughts to the two closest to me and they just called me crazy.
Seriously don't wait until something happens, get mental health help before you end up hurt or in jail or something.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 2:22 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 2:08 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?I just wanted to say niggerThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 2:06 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?
Originally posted by RisiR † I honestly can't hang out here anymore. I feel like everything is some kind of inside joke I don't get or even am the butt of.
It's also so scary, trippy and weird here but maybe that's just me.
Are you on meds? Or on enough of them?
You seem like a Wozny-tier delusional psychoThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2024-09-29 at 1:45 AM UTC in Things you'll never beThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 1:25 AM UTC in What's in your knickers drawer?I wrote it on the back of legal documents I got sent from the government from the crack shacke exploding in like 2014 and even some shit from 2011 I wrote triangles all over it. I can never show anyone those documents or I will get locked up in a psych ward for the rest of my life
I was gonna send it to roshambo in prison and warn him about the government trying to eat his brain but I know that every piece of mail is scanned into a database so i'm kinda glad I didn't -
2024-09-29 at 12:59 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?
Originally posted by Crispy Say more
Well it depends how you look at it. No one knows why we're even conscious, and because we are conscious we seek meaning.
So the concept of meaning itself is an emergent phenomenon that springs forth from our very being. We know we are conscious, therefore we know there must be some concept of meaning.
If we weren't here, there'd be nobody to question the meaning of anything. But here we are.
So meaning only exists because of us. And because we exist, we have meaning.
It's actually a kind of responsibility we have. As far as we know, we humans are the ONLY agents of change, of thought, in the entire universe. In fact, we ARE the universe: we are the product of what happens when you put a bunch of hydrogen and helium in one place for a long time, eventually it starts thinking and that's us. We are the universe itself given form.
So it's our duty to give ourselves meaning, because if we don't do it no one else will. The universe is certainly meaningless without us.
What that meaning is, is up to us to decide. Some people believe there is a god and that's fine, that can be their meaning. But people without gods can have meaning too, we can find meaning in love and community and our accomplishments.
That's kinda what I think of "meaning" in general. I could get more specific but basically I think there is something else other than this, what we experience now. Some continuation. I don't know if that's a personal continuation of each individual, like a soul or something, or just life itself as a whole continuing in some form, forever.
But I think it's going somewhere. It's building to something. And we're part of that.
Maybe eventually we can become gods ourselves and make our own realities. Maybe that's what this is, a crib for gods. But that's a little more speculative.
Bottom line is, you're alive now. You can experience happiness and fulfillment NOW. You can do things that make you proud you did it. You can have fun. You can choose to do whatever you want and make the most of it. And that's not nothing -
2024-09-29 at 12:46 AM UTC in What is the meaning of life?My stomach speaks to me the meaning of life in a different languageThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-29 at 12:34 AM UTC in Who raped meSo sweet and full of sugarThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-28 at 11:18 PM UTC in 🧁🍕🍓 All FOODIES…. let’s Eat it, cook it, or kill it!!! 🍓🍕🧁The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-28 at 10:39 PM UTC in What's in your knickers drawer?
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2024-09-28 at 5:57 AM UTC in this is a great game guyswarriat did nothing wrongThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-28 at 4:11 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2024-09-26 at 11:27 AM UTC in ATTN: -SpectraLGulp gulpThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
