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2018-05-20 at 8:28 PM UTC in Any summer adventures planned?I'm packing what I can in my car and leaving my old life behind. I plan on zigzagging through the west camping around August before rattling in Oregon at the end of the summer and beginning again. Home has nothing for me any more
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2018-05-24 at 9:54 PM UTC in so, about jill?I used to specifically dislike him. I did realize later though, that there was an intelligence in there. He's no fool, even if he does compose himself as one.
Unfortunately that bright ember of intelligence is wrapped in cocks and fecal matter, so, take it for what it's worth. I don't, at this point, dislike him though. He's easy enough to ignore, if I needed to -
2018-05-20 at 9:17 PM UTC in WTC an Inside job?Reptile gods and whatever that Apple shit is dumb.
Population control through consistent aerosolized agents being breathed to induce behaviors or diseases, and city water supplies being "fortified" with fluoride or whatever the new shit is real. Has a number of crazy effects. I also wonder if the long term exposure is whats causing all the romantic, biological, and sexual changes in physiology and chemistry.
I'm so tired. Please. Just burn it all down. Free us. Fuck even a nuke in the atmosphere to emp everything and free us from the electric prisons we've erected around ourselves -
2018-05-01 at 5:46 PM UTC in WTC an Inside job?Of course it was an inside job. I thought this was public knowledge already. If some huge event goes down you bet your sweet sweet ass that "they" are in on it. Austin bombings? Canada truck? Vegas Massacre?
The trick is to see how few answers come out and how fast the story disappears from the public "news". The ones that linger have a higher chance of being real. The other ones are like a gut punch. They got their reaction, the opinions changed, people got programmed, and certain words or concepts enter the general publics lexicon of fears and doubts.
Just look at incels being in the public view. NPR has done like 3 different reports on them following the attack this week alone. -
2018-01-20 at 11:02 PM UTC in ZiptrazodoneWhoo boy, antipsychotics. I have em, I hate em.
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2018-01-20 at 10:30 PM UTC in Ever compare the way women treat your friends to the way they treat you?
Originally posted by Enter Well what was I supposed to do when a cute girl asked me for help? If I say yes there's a CHANCE she might end up liking me, but if I say no she'll stop talking to me. :(
Just act like she's far from important. She should never be your main priority, and if you must help her, make sure she knows you're doing her a favor, which is the opposite of whats happening. If you stop treating them important they'll stop acting like they own you -
2018-01-20 at 9:16 PM UTC in I won an intershit from101x the rock station
Originally posted by Bill Krozby i think you should kill yourself
Originally posted by Bill Krozby i think you should kill yourself
Originally posted by Bill Krozby i think you should kill yourself
I've tried, and boy do I wish I were dead, but my business isn't finished yet. There are some things I must see through yet -
2018-01-20 at 8:21 PM UTC in Deepest Darkest Fears.What scares you boys? Let's get specific. What spooks you, gives you the jibblies, does you a frighten?
So what terrifies you? Everything is to be discussed here, from general ideas to specific situations. Examine others to see what you can learn about another from their fears!
I'm scared of losing my mind. Scared all this medicine to keep my head on straight is doing the opposite, or perhaps the medicine provides a thin layer of ice over the lake of insanity, and boy howdy spring is around the corner and I'm standing on the ice of ego that is slowly coming apart and the medicine just bought me more time until im just floating on the lake of madness, rocking on an ice floe that gets thinner and more fragile by the minute: half in and half out. Is the shore just an illusion of an addled mind? Or is the coup de grace of icy blackness a quicker, kinder out?
I'm terrified of being reduced to a gibbering mass, left in the states care, pushed aside and forgotten by friends and family, to be disconnected and wait, in a safe room where I cant off myself for the shame of being a waste of other people's resources, with no way to contribute or die.
Which is funny becasuse my ideal existence is self imposed isolation, but with a means to be productive.
I worry that my whole life is just an extensive psyop, and that I've been controlled and manipulated by the new world order or whoever from day one. That a secret society of people bent on controlling the globe would have enough knowledge, practice, and foresight to control everyone, even allowing for the resistance as part of their plan. I worry that my willingness and desire to fight that same control is nothing not programmed in me. Or at least expected. Surely every animal that was used in neurotoxin tests, every lab rat injected, all thought if they rattle the bars of their cage, if they struggle and run til the very last, that they'll escape control, or at least make their captors regret imprisoning them and their kind til their last seconds, when in reality it's just the squeaks and cage rattling of a doomed animal: expected, common, easily dealt with. Is the cia controlling me? How do I prove it? How do I prove they're not? Is my fighting against this control something programmed into me? How deep does it go? Is the belief we can fight for freedom from control, to truly strike out and do what what we want free from manipulation, just an illusion? A kindness granted by the powers that be to save us from the terror of reality and the stress that knowing the whole truth might lay on us. Every time I try to think of something to prove that I'm not bbeing controlled I Come to the same problem: what if thst belief was implanted in me, or allowed to me, when in the end I'm just an animal in a cage slowly being sacrificed to the status quo.
Only thing that would prove I'm not under control would be the total collapse of society
It's so hard to tell what's real these days, I can't even trust myself.
TL;DR, tell us about your fears! Examine others! We're just animals! -
2018-01-04 at 6:53 PM UTC in I have a gambling problem.
Originally posted by Fox Paws It’s a speculative bubble. Lots of uninformed investors like yourself are taking out loans and dumping their life savings into various shitcoins to turn a quick profit. Pretty soon we will see a major correction in the market.
That's about what I expected. I just had an extra 200 kicking around so I figured whatever. Nice to wake up seeing that my 200 is now 1 grand. I'm cashing out tho -
2017-10-03 at 9:19 PM UTC in I will thank every post in this thread.
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2017-10-03 at 9:18 PM UTC in I will thank every post in this thread.
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2017-10-03 at 9:17 PM UTC in I will thank every post in this thread.I don't know, there are some S Rank autists on this site, who I worry do nothing but hang off this site and this is the only socialization they get, so their beef is more real. I don't know though, why would people dox each other if their wasn't some conflict?
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2017-10-03 at 9:05 PM UTC in I will thank every post in this thread.Don't you have a number of posters you constantly butt heads with, to the point of derailing pages upon pages? Or am I just missing something here?
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2017-10-03 at 8:56 PM UTC in I will thank every post in this thread.Why you do this? Also is this even accurate? It seems like most folks here hate each other. If you all fall to bickering, intimidation, and gay famtadyd in literally every thread, why do any of you even stay here?
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2017-08-13 at 1:33 AM UTC in ???What the fuck are we doing here? Like not just on this site, but in general? What's the purpose of this shit, and why are we spending our limited time like this? We're in a vast universe where what we do physically is fucking meaningless and we just get cancer and die? It's just a big waste of time, and here I am working a job I should like but I hate (the arcade I recently started at) for no fucking reason, and pissing away the limited time I have on a tint backwater forum with complete strangers
The fuck am I doing?
Sorry, no sleep and missing antipsychotics and things are starting to get weird
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2017-08-13 at 12:45 AM UTC in Have you bean to hell?Hell is existence. Having other people to compare yourself to, a view and goals, hell is something abstract found in the failures in life.
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2017-07-18 at 10:50 PM UTC in Say something positive about the poster above youProtip: upon killing a boyfriend, eat his heart to gain his strength, and the love felt toward him by everyone who does
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2017-07-21 at 11:08 PM UTC in Is having 2 kidneys better than one?Think two charcoal water enhancements run in tandem. Wayyy fewer contaminants get through. One good working enhancement is fine, but two makes sure that shit is clean
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2017-07-19 at 11:16 PM UTC in I almost got murked by a sea lion todayYes bling, you are correct. I'm sure a seal COULD eat an otter! :) :) :)
Gold star for you my smart little man -
2017-07-19 at 11:42 PM UTC in I mourned the death of a Moth todayLet bugs out of your house, don't kill unless you're going to eat it, be kind where you can.
Think st. Francis