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2017-02-14 at 3:17 AM UTC in i had a dreamAwesome!
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2017-02-14 at 3:14 AM UTC in 14 Posts0
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2017-02-14 at 3:11 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?Anyone ever died in a dream?
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2017-02-14 at 3:10 AM UTC in My name is Jessica.
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2017-02-13 at 7:02 AM UTC in Sunny day, a walk, an old classmate, GETTING MUH DICK WET!Fat chicks make mine stop working. Just kidding I fucked a fatty a few times. Unbelievably she was awesome at it
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2017-02-13 at 6:59 AM UTC in 14 Posts+1
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2017-02-13 at 6:58 AM UTC in The Last Poster: Vol.IIAee you mad? I am your daughter
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2017-02-13 at 6:57 AM UTC in I'll post a picture of my junk if..This thread gets 99 replies
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2017-02-13 at 6:23 AM UTC in Niggas in Space appI hate using the browser. That way I could lg directly to this page but I'll take the tip of adding to homescreen
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2017-02-13 at 4:42 AM UTC in ITT: You self diagnose a mental illness.
Originally posted by TreyGowdy Heh I'm the polar opposite. People at work just think I'm some boring loser because I never say anything. I think sometimes my body language gives me away, "yeah trump is just awful *huge grin*" At home I don't care what my parents think and love talking about controversial things. I can get my dad pretty fired up if I want to. Always in a way in which I present their opinion as conflicting with their own views. With friends I'm always somewhere in the middle, I like a heated conversation, but I don't really want to ostracize people.
My dad gets fired up really easy. He's like a strike-anywhere match except sometimes you don't even need to strike. He is also of the type that yells "no, I'm not angry" in the angriest of voices when you tell him to chill out. Good brothers mock him all the time and say he should take stress pills. I say he should smoke a big, fat blunt. -
2017-02-13 at 4:38 AM UTC in I might check out an abandoned house tommorow.Do some summonings/enchants to see if there are any spirits.
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2017-02-13 at 4:36 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?
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2017-02-13 at 4:34 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?
Originally posted by infinityshock my first dream was when i was 2 or 3 (based on knowing the age i moved into the house i lived in)
it was repetitive, as in i would have it often. its hard to describe but it was like circles/spirals and it would be one…then another…then more…and theyd keep increasing in number and size…like expanding. there would also be a sound associated with it, like the ringing-in-ear noise where it was quiet but painful. i remember having those dreams and not being able to wake up…then after having them often enough i 'learned' to wake up from them. after that for my entire life if i have a dream i dont like i can wake myself from it.
That happens to me a lot. Or it used to back in a time. I wouldn't sleep (or so I thought) and suddenly a noise as you describe would start to tear my eardrums appart and I'd start to see some strange shit and at some point I'd realize I couldn't either move or speak. I'd try to scream for help but my voice would sound muffled or weak, until suddenly I'd wake up screaming and only then would I come to realize I was having a nightmare.
The last time that happened it felt like I half woke up and there was a tall black silhouette next to my bed and things were being thrown off of my desk. I started trying to scream and when I managed to raise my voice I started singing incantations, for I kind of knew it was a demon. Immediately the figure seemed compelled, and I continued reciting the incantations until it fled. -
2017-02-13 at 4:24 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?
Originally posted by TreyGowdy Sort of, never like I'm running and running and have something directly behind me. I dream of snakes a lot, usually involving them slithering towards me at one point or another. And often there's some vague entity (not supernatural, but like police or something) chasing me and I'm running/hiding/evading them.
To be honest those are nightmares by some standards, but it doesn't really bother me, the worst dreams are when I'm in some building (it changes) and I'll get the worst most foreboding feeling (this case it is supernatural). Actually this is more sleep paralysis, but it just feels like I'm possesed, like a demon is shouting in my ear.
I too have reoccurring dreams where someone is after me. The scenario is almost always what looks like a war-torn city or simply a city in severe decay, and I am travelling with a small group of friends whose face I can never remember, and we move around across ruined buildings without much worry but in the dreams I know we are under pursuit. I've never known for sure who is pursuing us, but I know it's not supernatural. Maybe police or army or possibly the mere past, I don't know, only some unidentified enemy I've never gotten to see in the dreams, luckily. As far as I researched, it seems to mean I have trapped emotions from which I'm trying to escape. -
2017-02-13 at 1:59 AM UTC in ITT: You self diagnose a mental illness.
Originally posted by Dargo I can relate a bit. Feel free to let me know if you're having trouble controlling things. I can probably offer some pointers.
Thanks brother! I sure will.
Originally posted by cerakote oh man, i need to take a moment to get some things off my chest and this thread seems like a good place to do so
i am such a fucking autismo in social situations, its terrible. i'll act like a clown at school and work because i feel like nobody will like me, but most of the time the shit that i spew out of my mouth ends up making people think of me as obnoxious or loud or whatever but when im with my friends at home or at their house or whatever i act completely different. my grandma views me as an introvert when in big social situations im anything but that.
also, i have this stupid immature problem with authority. i gave a manager lip at work, 10 minutes later im fired. they made up a sexual harassment allegation as grounds to fire me, when it dodnt happen, purely because i dont know when to keep my mouth closed and just bite my tongue. it gets me in trouble with my dad too, because im too much of a titty baby to just accept whatever bullshit my dad spews and not make a comment about it.
can anyone here relate? i feel like im the only one who does dumb shit to compensate for feelings of insecurity and low self esteem
I get some of that too, mostly because I've lived alone for a long time and am used to be alone and have everything my way and I haven't learned to keep a low profile, maybe lie a little some times and hold myself back. Instead, I am always quick to rant at everyone whenever they say anything that disturbs me or do something that I find unjust, particularly with my father. I've always tried to keep a long distance with him since he is old and very stubborn and he lived alone all his life so he is also used to having everything done his way and is also quick to manifest his unconformity when he sees me do things differently than he would do them. He was also absent my entire childhood and now that I finally see him he wants to pretend a 28 year old man is a 7 year old boy, and he treats me like that and he expects me to have the brain of a 7 year old and wants to teach his imaginary 7 year old boy how he should do things and what he should think, so we are constantly fighting. Right now I'm on an errand far away, I will be returning home in a week, but I have already planned to leave somewhere else not too long after I arrive cause I don't want to be with him, he stresses me so much I always get very sick from the mere trying to contain my emotions and not kill him and burn down the house.
Over the years I learned to stop giving a fuck about what people thought of me, while in some way loving to make myself known. I still struggle with keeping the low profile, but I struggle the most with my dad, and being around him instantly makes me lose the progress I've made. He is not a bad man, he is just stupid, doesnt know how to stay within the line. I don't consider myself a bad person either but time has come when I must look for what is best for myself or life will drown me, so if I have to let go off of him I'll do it just as I let go off of my mother and sister 11 years ago and my gf 5 years ago.
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2017-02-13 at 1:37 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?
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2017-02-13 at 1:34 AM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?
Originally posted by Actor That a giant rolly-polly was crawling on me cause me to jump-wake up in bed.
Rofl
Originally posted by Hash Slinging Slasher I got trapped in a carnival ride and it ascended into the sky forever and ever and it was terrifying because I was like 3
Shit I can imagine that. Must have been very stressing. Now imagine that ride, if it suddenly climbed up to heaven how insane would the descent have been? I'd probably shit my pants before it even started to go down. -
2017-02-12 at 11:05 PM UTC in What is the earliest dream you can remember?Mine was a nightmare. I was 3 years old. I woke up to find myself alone in the h house and the house was full of COCKodiles. There was a rag doll that seemed to show up everywhere I managed to sneak into when the COCKodiles were not looking, but I had this suspicion that the doll told the COCKodiles were I was all the time. Don't remember how I got out off that though.
Next dream I can remember was about a bride that got killed or crashed her car on the way to her wedding and that after that her ghost would randomly show up to children and that they called her "the lady in white" because she was dressed in her wedding gown. -
2017-02-12 at 10:55 PM UTC in Its just one of those daysI've pretty much done nothing today but lay in a recliner looking at my phone. Well I made myself and ate a burger
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2017-02-12 at 10:50 PM UTC in I have six ballsacks.