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2019-02-01 at 1:56 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-02-01 at 1:50 AM UTC in Your thoughts at the momentThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-01-31 at 6:22 PM UTC in Your thoughts at the momentIt’s fun tho!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-01-31 at 12:37 PM UTC in post your pic thread
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2019-01-31 at 1:40 AM UTC in What is the worst reaction to psychedelic drugs you've ever seen?We did a mushroom party at a friends house one night and my friend just kept eating them one after another.
I told him to stop but he just kept shoving them down saying he didn't feel anything yet.
I was like just stop it man.I felt like Willy Wonka.
About 20min later I started to take off and decided to find a place to hide for awhile.
I ended up in the attic staring at the ceiling tiles which where moving at high speed.
After I was done with playing with interdementional space time I went back down stairs and found my friend sitting in the kitchen speaking a language no one could identify.
Then somebody dropped an 8 ball of coke and then shit got weird.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-31 at 12:31 AM UTC in What is the worst reaction to psychedelic drugs you've ever seen?Long time ago my old roommate's brother came over. Strange guy, very paranoid, carried nunchucks around with him. He got drunk on some cider and we gave him a little acid. It was his first trip and he didn't handle it well. I remember the sound of him throwing up into a plastic bag because he couldn't go to the bathroom for some reason, and the sound of the vomit sloshing around in the bag.
Also back before we were roommate's back in highschool we are some magic mushrooms and at one point decided to go get some pizza. I guess he hadn't eaten very much all day, and while we were in line at the pizza place he just all the sudden passed out, got super disoriented and didn't know what was going on. Me and my other buddy had to drag him outside because everyone in the pizza place was eyeballing us.
Same guy had the strangest reactions to salvia... most people I knew would basically become zombified for the duration of the trip. This guy just laughed, constantly, uncontrollably the whole time he was tripping.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 11:48 PM UTC in post your pic thread
Originally posted by infinityshock tore off lanny the trannys granny panties to give him a whammy in his faggy saggy fanny, made him say 'spankkk me daddyyyy' and gave him to a nappy picaninny to be his cock jockey no one wants to see my nude selfies.
Believe in yourself. Remember... these are women... from DateHospital.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 4:01 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionJesus fuck -29 degrees, under -50 chill. They almost didn't cancel classes either, but they did, so I get to make some money today.
Throwing a gram in the toilet was one of the hardest things I've done, and I STILL look back and wonder if that was the right decision, but that's not really what I'm wondering when I wonder about it. That's just an unconscious craving.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 2:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER I know. I used to have dreams about being at an upscale, adult party somewhere and id be holding a beer bottle out by the pool, and id mention in conversation that id been ( ) years sober. I want to be able to say that. Because its legitimately the hardest thing ive ever done. I actually thought id have to kill myself to not want heroin anymore. Nothing made the want go away. But i dont think i really registered how bad my depression is, and how many of the symptoms i was feeling (pain, overeating, no sleep then sleeping too much, late to work every day, no energy, muscle fatigue, suicidal ideation, etc) was from that.
So I certainly hope it sticks. I have no fucking clue. Thats what Im trying to figure out. If i can suck some dicks and get some scholarship $, itd be cool to actually have a degree in a thing. And since apparently i havent made myself permanently retarded, Im thinking law school would be something that id enjoy, be able to help people with, and make a living for myself.
If nothing else, its a short term goal.
But ill be goddamned…I cant make myself delete those phone numbers. I mean theyre actually worth money for the kind of wholesalers i managed getting in touch with over the years. I keep getting the feeling like i need to "get" something out of all the years i put in.
ugh. Junkies, right? lol.
Casper, getting a new number and losing those old contacts will move you forward. You have to do it on your own time and will but I hope you find the courage to do so. I have a friend who you should consider checking out. I think you might find some good outa some stuff he’s involved in. Please PM me if you are at all interested. Sorry to be vague, but it’s not something I feel at liberty to post in public 👍The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 10:37 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by CASPER Oh also- since this thread is now my journal- I just looked at the date in the corner of the screen and i do believe its exactly 60 days i havent gotten high. I mean im still on meds, but 90% of my problem was needing to be high to get through the day, so this is a pretty big change.
"2 months sober" sounds way better, but im a stickler for the truth.
Yup you are boy form of me love. No lie. And congrats. Thats a huge feat. Its mainky life style change and wtf to do now that you arent calling searching finding doingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-30 at 7:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-01-30 at 4:53 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by mmQ I feel as though i should officiate. So I'm officiating this match. Nothing below the belt unless it's blowing the belt (gay boxing term you wouldn't get it).
Well blowing the belt would be uneventful. Growing up my father had this supposed wonderful sculpture in our living room, huge sculpture for all to see....it was two men "wrestling" or really two naked men one holding the other upside down and they each were grabing each others cocks. I think he had it there to offend people lol -
2019-01-30 at 3:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention@Casper
Let me clarify my post before people jump down my throat about being married. I adore my hubby❤️
I just said that because you were talking about getting in “the dating game”, and I wanted you to know that it won’t be a problem for you. Keep working on all the wonderful things you are doing for yourself, the rest will come.
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2019-01-29 at 8:22 PM UTC in Friday is boring as fk on this channel.
Originally posted by CASPER Liiiiiiike…. "You're not even banging because you're attracted to the person or have feelings for them. You're just trying to pass time and fill the void in your soul."
Like that. I made it up. I thought it was apt.
Actually, there are several reasons I wasn't "banging" (not sure if this term is referring to photographing, target practice, or sexual intercourse) but having self-respect and moral fortitude, I have never been inclined to "bang" someone whom I wasn't married to, or deeply commited to.
Due to severe injury, multiple surgeries, and intermittant illness I did tend to utilize the site to pass the time bit my soul has never been empty, nor vpid.
As a person raised to show respect to others, I did respect the developer/owner/operator of the site and attempted at every turn to show that respect by abiding by rules and established protocol.
I like your translation, Casper. Thank you for your acknowledgement.🌹The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-29 at 6:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention*farts*
Anyone smell popcorn?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-29 at 12:51 AM UTC in let's revive the internet of 1995 - 2005I will reply to this post in an hour when the screen finishes loading
oh shit I just got a phone callThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-28 at 11:58 PM UTC in Holy shit I made itToday is one of the greatest days of my life *aaaaah my heart* (dies of a heart attack)
I think I will be able to be able to do my best for myself and the ones I love, I haven't felt like this in a long time.
I have anxiety attacks in the morning but all you can do is get up and overcome and be good for those that you love.
The relief I feel now Is amazing.
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2019-01-28 at 10:01 PM UTC in Trump Wall vs Mexican Ladder
Originally posted by CASPER Hey- u gotta be prepared for a world class sniper that likes to fuck children, amirite? To NOT purchase a $600 ghillie suit would've been a dereliction of duty.
I just love how he pops out like the Swamp Thing with "POLIESANGRAUN" and the dude isn't even startled, because this is literally the least surprising part of his night.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-01-28 at 2:07 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-01-28 at 11:35 AM UTC in Trump Wall vs Mexican LadderSoyboy IV: The Flower of Death and The Crystal of Life African Astronaut [the oppositely able-bodied hop-step-and-jump]
Originally posted by Narc exactly what they want you to believe.
I honestly think these people were raised to trust.
The idea of asking "is this someone I can trust" isn't asked.
I blame too much prosperity in the post war era, as well as a fairly high trust, homogeneous society. These people never had to develop cynicism, much less any sort of street smarts.
OTOH I've been fucked over my whole life, and don't believe much I am told.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
