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2019-11-12 at 4 PM UTC in candyreinAlso Ive never asked Candy for nudes and now I feel like Im so disconnected from my people
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2019-11-12 at 3:59 PM UTC in candyreinFONA YOU MUST DEFEND YOUR WOMANS HONOR
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2019-11-12 at 3:46 PM UTC in candyrein
Originally posted by CandyRein How do you go from apologizing for threads like this ..
To begging for nudes
To begging me to move with you because just like Fona you shacked up with a literal old lady you hate lol
Just like with the other retard.. I’ve done nothing to you
I can’t help your feelings
Or your miserable life
Bipolar and sexual aggression at its finest folks
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2019-11-12 at 3:42 PM UTC in Fuck's sake
Originally posted by DietPiano CASPER you give me hope bud. You're putting in the work and the work is putting out for you. I love it. And I love you. And I love me. And I love all you guys.
except
Yeah Its so hard to see when youre in it. But I remember making all those same kinds of rules and constraints. "Its not that the drugs aren't working. Its that Im doing them the wrong way." "Its me thats making mistakes" . "Its not that Ive been trying to avoid the discomfort and anxiety of depression and failure and dissatisfaction and not having my life the way I want it....its just recreation. Why shouldn't I be able to enjoy myself now and again?"
For 13 fucking years...what shouldve been the best years of my life...I sat in a room and got fucked up, and stagnated mentally, didnt cultivate my mind or body, didnt socialize, sold drugs and other things, threatened people, and willingly hurt people. There was always another reason why things werent going right. It was the stress of the court dates. It was the expectations of family. It was my fucked up ex girlfriends. Its was judgemental friends and co-workers. Its kind of frightening how easily we delude ourselves into believing that the problem is anything but that ONE thing we want to keep doing.
And I get it.
Not to proselytize, but theres one step (idk which one im not that rigorous in my "studies" lol) which says you sincerely ask the universe or whatever to remove your faults. Which seemed kind of "duh" to me at first. But when you really think about it, we get so comfortable with these stories we tell about yourselves. These intricate mythologies of who we are and how we act and what we're like. I thought I was the person to go to a nice upscale party and cook crack in their dining room. Or snort coke and oxy in the middle of a movie theatre. Or drive around with guns and fight people at gas stations. Who was too aloof to do something as boring and pedestrian as go to a school dance or go bowling or go for a hike. That what I did in social situations was disengage and hope someone engaged with me. It was all just a cliche role. An amalgamation of every squinty eyed rebel in every fucking movie ever.
Theyre all just stories. But they get so comfortable. Its not always a foregone conclusion that we want them changed. Sometimes part of addiction is coming to believe that we can be someone else, and be happy that way. That admitting fault isnt admitting failure, and that having to evolve doesnt mean weakness.
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2019-11-12 at 2:31 PM UTC in Fuck's sake
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2019-11-11 at 4:36 PM UTC in Video of what would happen if star trek met me in prison
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2019-11-09 at 3:39 PM UTC in I got a new attorneyThis seems like a lawyer built for Bill Krozby.
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2019-11-08 at 8:08 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Needledick Needledick Needledick I can't have my fuckin nitrous cause the shit ass postal service is un-precendentedly slow at delivering the shit when it always has before by now, it still says its at the city distribution center not even the post office yet.
This is the first time ive ever read a post about nitrous that I havent been compelled to jump on creamright.com.
I was ordering so often that after one missed delivery, started getting next day upgraded for free. -
2019-11-08 at 8:06 PM UTC in I think Im gonna go into opi ion pieces like this
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2019-11-08 at 8:05 PM UTC in All Hail Raphael LucianoThe guy is kind of my hero
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2019-11-08 at 12:10 AM UTC in I'm gheyIsnt that even more of a roller coaster?
What if i just found out i had ovarian cancer?
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2019-11-07 at 7:26 PM UTC in New HIV Strain ConfirmedThis strain is OG Lava Flo Apropos don'tcha know
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2019-11-07 at 7:21 PM UTC in Attn: star trekwicked burn , Mike
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2019-11-07 at 7:20 PM UTC in New HIV Strain Confirmed
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2019-11-07 at 7:15 PM UTC in Can we just dox Wariat and be done with it?
Originally posted by Wariat No but i would say at 12 and up they know what it is or what theyre getting into and by this age seen a porno or two. Secondly at anytime she says no or stop or i dont want to I do. I have before. In fact before getting in trouble i had a 15 yr old in chico alone and made out with her and stopped when I tried to put her head slowly down toward my dick and she wants down or changed her mind due to having a biyfriend. But 15 is kegal in Poland btw even at my current age and this was yrs and yrs ago.
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2019-11-07 at 6:20 PM UTC in New HIV Strain ConfirmedThe gay community will NOT be happy. Its been a party since Truvada.
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2019-11-07 at 6:18 PM UTC in Oh when the dogs come marching in..oh when the dogs
OH WHEN THE DOGS
lick off the cheese
LICK OFF THE CHEESE
Oh when the dogsss lick off the cheeeeessseee
Oh lawd i waaaant to be in that dump truck
When the doges lick off the cheese -
2019-11-07 at 6:14 PM UTC in Can we just dox Wariat and be done with it?Your editor must've hated your fucking guts to have to comb through that drivel and try to make it coherent.
Im trying to imagine who your mom had to pay to even get you in the door. -
2019-11-07 at 6:13 PM UTC in How to deal with policeIve told you guys about the cop that- either intentionally or otherwise- uncuffed me let me walk off with a few hundred each of Oxy and Norcos.
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2019-11-07 at 6:10 PM UTC in Cartel beaners slaughter American family in Mexico
Originally posted by Narc he'd be having all the illegal beaner dudes tied naked to a rack so he could lick out their assholes and get them doing hard sports on him.
the sick fuck.
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Originally posted by Speedy Parker Research the family and the sect they belong to. They both have a bloody history. This was not what the media is presenting. It was a hit on the mormom sect by a cartel. The shooting started as soon as the turned a curve coming out of their compound.
Apparently the enclaves are on some pretty prime trafficking routes, and the Mormons are armed to the teeth, and often get in firefights. I remember watching some video about it a few years back.
