A 21-year-old Tennessee woman who had said in a video on social media that she didn’t think she would get coronavirus now has been diagnosed with the illness and is warning young people of the risks, according to a local report. Ireland Tate told WZTV that “It feels like someone is sitting on my chest at all times. It’s really hard to breathe. I’ve coughed until my throat has bled." She said young people are not taking the pandemic seriously and that her friends ignored calls to stay home as the virus spread. “While it may not be affecting you, you could be affecting someone’s grandma or grandpa or aunt or uncle or sister,” Tate told the station.
Im only writing here bc this is supposed to be a journal of people going through recovery. Not bc i want a response or an answer, I just am not going to tell my sponsor any of this, and im ot gonna putit on facebook.
I feel like shit. Ive been crying on and off all day. I got so frustrated at a customer, i went in the bathroom, flsuhed the toilet, ran the sink, took off my shirt, balled it up and screamed into it. Everything hurts. The one of the two broken teeth that needed the root canal was started throbbing. And the dentist isnt working for weeks. I apparently have arthritis in my back and hip thats going to require surgery at some point, and its so painful icant even sleep or do much of anything without pain. Dr. said its crazy i let it let this bad, bc anyone else with anything half as bad wouldve seen a doctor. Guess that good tar fixes a whole lot of leaks. My physical therapy has also been cancelled i definitely. The ibuprofen doest work. The acetaminophen doesnt work, Weed doesnt do it. tizanidine and gabapentin dont do it.i
im just fucking tired. Im really tired. Feels like im running on a fucking wheel and im just exhausted. I dont have the energy to play video games anymore. I dont write. I dont make music. I dont go anywhere. Im just so tired. I didnt think it was possible to be this tired at 31 with pretty much nothing going on. I got a 150k life insurance policy pretty cheap through my car insurance provider, I guess it makes me feel better like if something happens at least its not a waste.
i had to do some step work with my sponsor tonight and i got kind of heated. His business isnt doing very well, and hes worried, trying to figure out what to do, wants to hand it over to God, And i just said “How do you know God doesnt want you to go bankrupt and start all over? Bc i listen a lot and i havent heard much. Maybe its willful for me to try to squirm out of this discomfort, Maybe i should just let things happen.”
im just fucking tired, and angry. But only with myself,
Fair enough. A book i was reading talked about how pretty much all organized crime structure is built off of male hierarchies, fraternity, etc and that gang culture was generllyjust hyper amplified examples of typical male behavior. Risk taking and emasculating rivals definitely falls in there. I thinkthe most gangster part was you could tell he really enjoyed that. He was sick and tired of niggas n hed been waiting years for that. lol.
Originally posted by Sudo
I really dont understand whats gangster about it
He nonchalantly sauntered up to two people he assumed were armed, calmly put in a bullet in each one, leaned over and shot the first one in the ass, and then proceeded to emasculate them while they bled on the floor.
