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2020-05-12 at 4:20 AM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Ernst Kaltenbrunner like ive said…'hate crimes' and 'hate speech' are literally anti-white racist policies. they specify that a crime against a white is less meaningful than a crime against a shitskin.
the kike-controlled media is intentionally inciting strife in the way they report all news reporting. i just dont know what their end-game goal is but there is zero doubt they are doing it.
But heebs are often victims of black crime too. Seems weird to “take sides” that way. I cant begin to imagine what the point would be. White people generally get along better with jedis and asians and mexicans than we do with blacks. -
2020-05-12 at 1:27 AM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall wecheck out these mental gymnastics. Trying SO HARD to explain why an avowed racist killing white people bc they were white...is probably not a hate crime.
This is the type of shit that makes people furious. I mean like i said, hate crime laws are bullshit. BUT if theyre applied at all, and not in some cases, it gives the impression that certain victim classes are more important.
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2017/apr/19/fresno-shooting-hate-crime-kori-ali-muhammad
https://www.cnn.com/2017/04/20/opinions/fresno-killings-and-the-issues-around-hate-crimes-opinion-cevallos/index.html -
2020-05-12 at 1:20 AM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Ernst Kaltenbrunner hate-crimes are literally the same as racism…except racism against whites. theyre saying the exact same crime committed against whites by niggers isnt as serious as when a white does it to a nigger.
Thats generally my feeling. I wonder if they filed hate crime charges against that one dude i posted a couple pages ago who murdered the 5 white men? -
2020-05-12 at 1:10 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-05-12 at 12:55 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)NONCE HEAVY 10 OCLOCK!!
*pulls pin and tosses noncegrenade, consisting of the sweat of menopausal women*
*screams of agony in the distance* -
2020-05-12 at 12:53 AM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace
AKA he posted about it a few times.
Imagine if any of us killed someone and had our NIS profile come up. They could pin all kind of motive on you for the media. Doesn't make it your motive for killing someone.
Stop throwing gasoline. There is no fire.
So what do you think about the hate crime charges tech just mentioned?
I think hate crime laws in general are fucking retarded, but if theyre going to be applied, it seems like there should be some standard criteria. -
2020-05-12 at 12:48 AM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by -SpectraL They hire these useless weaklings. There's their first mistake. I believe if they can't take down another man in hand to hand combat, then they shouldn't be a cop at all. If the other guy is unarmed, and they have to shoot him to take him down, then they should go work as a ballerina or a car park valet. No weakling should EVER be given a badge and a gun. In fact, I would make it a requirement that all officers must be over 200 pounds, no fat, and able to lift a person over their head and throw them, otherwise they can fuck off.
lol. I mean if someone has a knife, im not gonna slapbox with him. And someone whos been stabbed, it doesnt feel good. My knee is still janky.
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2020-05-12 at 12:43 AM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Fubi got pretty bad but i dont think he was quite as bad. Like i combined all the isolation and regression of Malice with a monster habit. My body is half ruined. Ive seen success stories, but its usually like “i had to have all the tendons in my arm and neck removed after an abscess , and after 6 years ive almost got 70% mobility back”
One of the questions in the million questions thread was like “what was your happiest memory” or something. And i just literally dont remember the last time i FELT good. Sometimes i feel okay, and thats great. Or im high or drunk and i dont feel much or anythjng which is also nice. But i dont remember last time i was happy. I dont even know how to smile in pictures.
I dont think he ever got quite this bad. -
2020-05-11 at 9:58 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I would slowly seduce her with baseball games and axe-throwing, and slap her butt when we played pool.
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2020-05-11 at 9:55 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2020-05-11 at 9:52 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by Octavian Bro I wrote a deep worded response but the page refreshed and I nearly smashed the monitor. Like… if you killed yourself, I know that post would have helped/saved you.
You have all the ingriedients to succeed. You don't need to change, you just need to be more of YOURSELF. We all see this daily, this online person, not PERSONA, I refuse to believe it's a concept. You are what you are, cause when you're online that person deep within you comes out. The one that gives us advice, the one we can all go to. I want you to believe in yourself, and to know life owes you a decent slice of a real future. We don't depend, we LOOK UP to you.
That has to mean something. Cause if you give up, then what kind of inspiration is that?
That is the kind of person you are. DO-NOT-GIVE-UP.
Thanks man. That means a lot. Like...i intellectually acknowledge ive improved a lot. And im also a terminal realist. Wishful thinking just doesnt become me. i have to acknowledge that there are some pretty major physical and logostical limitations now. Like im turning 32 pretty soon. Could i take out a loan and start law school this year? Yeah probably. But id be almost 40 before i finished, and be massively in debt. I jst feel like I dont have the luxury of making some of the choices id want to make. Could i move out right now and would it i prove my mental state? Itd be really difficult but i could pull it off. But now that my moms been unemployed for 2 years, and is almost 70, i feel like i cant leave her here. All the years she put up with my bullshit, it seems irresponsible to just let her fend for herself.
I feel like a prolific guitar player who has an arm amputated. Sure you can say “one day ill be able to play again”. But youll never be anything near what you were. And if what you were is something fundamentally important to you. Is a new life of compromise and incompleteness worth living to you?
Im not even like....”sad depressed” anymore. Im just exhausted. And im 31. I cant imagine feeling this broken down and numb if i were 70.Theres just no inputs. Nothing interests me. Nothing feels worth it. Every day is groundhog day. I forget what day it is. What time it is. I forget laundry in the washer and it mildews. I forget I was hungry a d theres shit burning in the oven. I forget im behind the wheel of the car for a split second. I dont feel like ME. “Me” just feels like a little animal in the cave of my head, and all my muscles and bones and ligaments are just this tightly wound fraying cord and wet, heavy blankets stapled into the meat of my shoulders and back and legs.
I have noimmediate plans to do anything. Theres a little toxic spark of hope that always has me think that i can work my way out of any situation. That no matter how bad something gets, i can always game way way through it. But im starting to learn that its not the case. I gave Malice shit bc i felt like he didnt try enough to make things better. So at least im trying. Even though I really dont feel like trying. If nothing else,just being a little bit more of the person i want to be, and less and less of who I was. But i acknowledge that life is chaos and things dont work according to how we think they should and sometimes things just dont get better. I dont think anyone should feel some moral obligation to stay needlessly suffering if theres no need to. Ofc theres the animal anxiety and wanting to stay conscious as long as possible, but objectively theres nothing more special about this hunk of meat and any other.
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2020-05-11 at 9:33 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Casper, I genuinely fucking hate talking on the phone. I would rather meet someone face to face than over the phone. Text is fine. But phones are the fucking worst. No time to think and you can't see their face to gauge their response/reaction. I tend to account for this by being overtly nice on the phone when calling insurance and making appointments, idk
"Nope that should do it, thanks so much for your help you've been awesome I hope you have a wonderful day Brittany"
And I do remember their names too because I write everything down when i'm on the phone. I need to say my name? I write my name down. I need to give an account number? I write it down. If it's sensitive I scribble over it before trashing but I need a pen in my hand when I'm on the phone or I get worried about forgetting stuff.
Ditto. I had to make a note of 2 of the physucal therapists today bc im so foggy, ive been there for 2 months now and I still dont remember anyones names. Meghan and Lauren. I think the younger girl might be Mitzy. Ink.
But yeah im the same way. I talked to Cap n someone else last night and my brain just doesnt work right. When i type things it seems like my brain fires more normally. Having to be verbal feels like trying to chop vegetables with my non dominant hand. -
2020-05-11 at 9:29 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall weThe google search for sheldon francis is bizarre by the way. Just “Gunman found dead after killing elderly couple.” No mention of the races of the shooter or victims. All the way down the page. Fucking bizarre.
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2020-05-11 at 9:25 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Cathay Coof
There were a couple of killings of random whites over Trayvon Marin too.
Thats funny i think i saw his mugshot somewhere, but glossed over it bc the headline wasnt “Black man murders two unarmed whites in cemetery”. Funny how those headlines can be fine tuned to either grab your attention or downplay something. -
2020-05-11 at 9:06 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Ernst Kaltenbrunner
another example of a racist nigger. this degree of racism deserves no less than the death penalty.
who thinks the poster of this threat should die?
Wait YOU think hes too racist? lol.
E: Ifinslly started reading your hyperlinks.
lol my thought was “man this white guy types pretty ghetto”
Im sure theres some retarded white people like that out there. But yeah faking hate crimes should be punishable wih the sentence for the alleged crime, plus possible enhancements. -
2020-05-11 at 9:03 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
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2020-05-11 at 9 PM UTC in Let’s see what really happened, shall we
Originally posted by Cathay Coof The ending of that video doesn't seem too encouraging, I hope the cop wasn't too badly hurt.
Guy must be on insane drugs to be able to do that.
He probably had a retention holster so my money says hes fine
And not necessarily drugs. Just unless you shoot them in the brain or heart, the average person will take like 30sec to 3 min to bleed enough to make them non functional.
Whenever people complain about cops shooting too many times, i always ask them if theyve actually seen a shooting. You dont shoot them once and then they sit down and comply. A lot of times the adrenaline dump makes them more angry and erratic. God forbid youve got to shoot someone, if its bad enough that you have you pull the trigger, they need to be put DOWN.
This is why those beanbag shotguns are fuckin awesome. -
2020-05-11 at 8:51 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..does kinkou even come here anymore?
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2020-05-11 at 8:29 PM UTC in I just committed a felony...
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2020-05-11 at 8:27 PM UTC in I just committed a felony...
