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2022-06-14 at 12:11 PM UTC in Let's talk about our Mental Illnesseswell bud if you ever want to play the system the government will pay for your housing, any fun medications (like ambien, adderal and alprazolam) you want, give you free food & a card to buy food with, and if you're ever in a pinch you can say "i'm having a mental health emergency" and they won't shoot you but will taxi you wherever you can get treated. & to make the police not a revolving door taxi service, they will then start you on benefits that even if you're "suddenly cured" (aka don't want to see Mental Health services) you continue getting government benefits.
Comparatively I would have to do menial jobs that pay less than I get on government assistance and require me to pass drug tests and not be able to shitpost and holler at equally unemployable non white girls. -
2022-06-14 at 12:08 PM UTC in this chick is so freaking hotThat's crazy they'd rather lay with a dog than you bro. I would say this is a reflection of your own value that you present to a girl more so than anything on their part.
Also you've skewed my view of Eastern European women to where I always suspect when I hear their accent that they are low key dog fuckers.
White people disgust me
-Totse2k1/Black Lade Madders/Paul Wozny
-Wariat
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2022-06-14 at 12 PM UTC in Men who can't find any girls to fuck , can't find a girlfriend, and haven't reproduced are fucking losers no one will ever love.Literally I didn't shower for 4 days, was drunk, on a bus and I got some.
I'm in a treatment center for homeless drug addicts in a 60 day program and I have a girl with a 40k+ annually job who eats breakfast with me and a nigress also with a 40k+ job who gives ME (a white man) her fried chicken.
Now I'm not gonna lie to you, I do make an effort to be likeable. I trim my beard once a month and shave my head once a month so after a week it's very obvious i'm a hairy beast everywhere except the top of my head. I don't like whores at this point in my life so I don't talk about my large cock or send dick pics or anything and utilize my BWC as kinda like an unsaid benefit of knowing me they get.
I enjoy telling women when they first see my cock, "Really? I actually thought it was pretty like small. I've watched porn before."
haha, my cock is slightly below average for pornography standards (7.5-8 with cock ring) and they assure me I don't have a small penis.
This makes me seem humble and not a fag and I can't stress this enough, you must be confident.
I go on Grindr and all the assholes in the world try to fall onto my cock to the point where I got sick of it, there's no real effort on my part to get laid by dudes so I pretty much only want to fuck women that are like the exact opposite of my culture (speak spanish and was born outside the United States or black and talk really ghetto)
So now I only try for foreign girls & beautiful trannies (pre op) that IMO every white guy inside himself is searcing to get out there and fuck.
What's your excuse for being alone? -
2022-06-14 at 11:28 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....bro that's so sad you have to meet girls online. I literally just decide I want one in person and start hollaring at them and if it goes my way (about 33% of the time) i get laid and depending on their temperment I keep them around and they become my girlfriend or don't.
I'm doing 60 days in this group home and that mousy little hispanic counselor is gonna go, I know it, when she was unlocking the door I was stooped over in a drawer next to hte door and when I stood up she said "oh... I didn't realize you were so tall" and I gave her the cheesiest smile and walked away, when i looked back she was watching me walk away.
I didn't know her name yesterday morning and I am not all that attractive but my confidence is stuck on HIGH with women and I don't pressure them to lick my asshole or fuck dogs so that probably helps. -
2022-06-14 at 11:25 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
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2022-06-14 at 11:23 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2022-06-14 at 11:21 AM UTC in Why Kafka would be better off dating an atypical member of our community versus facing certain disappointment in typical Irish mics.I'm open to different types of music as well.
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2022-06-14 at 11:19 AM UTC in Why Kafka would be better off dating an atypical member of our community versus facing certain disappointment in typical Irish mics.same thing with theft, unforgivable.
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2022-06-14 at 11:18 AM UTC in Why Kafka would be better off dating an atypical member of our community versus facing certain disappointment in typical Irish mics.Honestly I don't ever hit my girlfriends or friends. It's kinda like hard and fast rule of mine. I've never forgiven or tried to befriend any friend of my mine that put hands on me, I've slapped bitches during sex and stuff but like if I do it out of anger it's the end of a relationship IMO.
That being said Kafka I have a fair amount of money and could afford to fly to Northern Ireland but it would violate what I want for myself which is to only go to places warmer than where I am from, never colder.
Have you ever been to the US? Miami is beautiful and packed with stuff to do and brown people that aren't from Pakistan, you'd love it and if you get sick of me, there's tons of stuff to do.
You are able to look people in the eyes right? I understand a lot of people similar to yourself struggle with that form of "connection" but realistically if I'm gonna cum in you you're gonna have to look me in the eyes when I do it.
Cocaine is incredibly cheap and very pure here as well, but I'm not a user myself, just marijuana. If you want, come during Fall you'll find it the most pleasant and I'll have my own home probably 3 or 4 miles from the South Beach (the best beach in Miami).
You can bring a safety friend if they're related to you and have their own money, you buy your ticket, I can afford everything from the Uber from the airport to drugs.
You able to have kids? I"m willing to name my child Kr0zd0g -
2022-06-14 at 11:12 AM UTC in Let us praise rape monster guy for saying the greatest words ever uttered about wariat: ooga Booga lick my buttholeI found Luciano in the CA system and can tell you he has sexual assault of a child charges and is doing 12 years in, 8 years out for his third sex crime. (second as an adult but when he appealed it they alluded there was a third charge so I think he was a rapo as a kid)
I debated writing him and telling him about Wariat, but then I realized it was a waste of time and a stamp to tell him how some niggain.space is LARPing as his romantic partner and simping for him to anyone who will read. -
2022-06-14 at 11:08 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬i also like how despite millions of dollars he wasn't aging any better than I was.
Dude's like 33 and looks like he's 133. (same) -
2022-06-14 at 11:07 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬I put the iron on your cousin, I put that iron on your brother
and when they draw them chalk lines I pretend I know nothin
Probably my favorite song and what really made this album my favorite.
Been listening to it since the pandemic started when I was up north being a really bad person.
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2022-06-14 at 11:01 AM UTC in Let's talk about our Mental IllnessesMost of you suffer from a myriad of mental and physical ailments. Some of us died from both. Let's discuss what's wrong with you! You are not welcome to input in discussion without stating in your first post what's wrong with you, or if there isn't anything but I find that very hard to believe, you're also welcome to speculate on users who haven't posted here as though you were their psychologist and encourage them to rebuttle. I will start.
I started two new medication during detox. FOr the last 7 years I've been taking Effexxor/Venlafaxine, which treats depression, however I'm sure many of you know I am nuts as fuck. My actual diagnosis is quite lengthy but to summarize
Borderline Personality Disorder with Anti Social and Narcisstic Features
Bipolar Type 1
Substance Abuse Disorder Alcoholism
Intermittent Insomnia
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (Chiefly Hyper vigilance, Aggression)
I treated all of this with alcoholism via Steel Reserve Malt Liquor, lol. I have treated my insomnia with Trazadone (Gives me a huge erection but I can't bust or make it go away without ice) and Ambien/zolpidem (Makes me go on long walks where I talk to strangers and engage in risky same sex behavior that I vaguely remember)
On ambien I invariably I also tell the other person I love them and they often fall for me, then drop me off at home and I don't remember ever having anything to do with them beyond sex but they keep calling me and texting me how much they love me and i'm like dude i took a bunch of adderalls and ambien when we hung out and I have no idea what you're talking about, I gave one twink a mental breakdown cuz we hung out every other night for a week then I went to my moms and when I turned on my computer I had like 8 text messages and they were wanting to know where I was at, if I was okay, and that he was outside my apartment.
I was like what the fuck, who the fuck are you thinking you are? To me he was a guy who I sold pot too and fucked around with, but to him I was his fianc'e that was an heart break for him to experience. I tried to be honest with him and said "You're missing front teeth, bud, I wouldn't date someone like that, it would make me look bad to people who practice oral hygiene." I think his was from bulliemia and crack but ofcourse everyone has excuses that things that are obviously their fault aren't.
I thought I was a psychopath for awhile, but now I just realized I have decreased empathy as a result of childhood trauma and I enjoy violence probably for the same reason.
I feel most alive when I fuck, fight, or shoot up cocaine. I realize this is not healthy.
I've never tried other anti depressants and don't plan to.
The two new meds were Remron & Depakote ontop of the Effexxor.
I am not taking my arthritis medication and feel honestly fine for the first time in my life.
when I look up the traits of a psychopath as my ex once pointed out, I have 8 out of 10 of them or some shit, like 19 of 22 or something, but I love myself and psychopaths are incapable of loving so I know that can't be true.
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2022-06-14 at 10:47 AM UTC in wut did u dream about last night
Originally posted by aldra I feel like I get these when withdrawing (assuming I can sleep at all)
they'll probably go away over time
I started two new medication during detox. FOr the last 7 years I've been taking Effexxor/Venlafaxine, which treats depression, however I'm sure many of you know I am nuts as fuck. My actual diagnosis is quite lengthy but to summarize
Borderline Personality Disorder with Anti Social and Narcisstic Features
Bipolar Type 1
Substance Abuse Disorder Alcoholism
Intermittent Insomnia
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (Chiefly Hyper vigilance, Aggression)
I treated all of this with alcoholism via Steel Reserve Malt Liquor, lol. -
2022-06-14 at 10:41 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....Why my men's group described me as a natural leader but the group coordinator (who is actually trained) wrote "manipulador" on my file folder.
That's so rude! She's known me like 3 days. -
2022-06-14 at 10:35 AM UTC in 🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
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2022-06-14 at 10:35 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I don't know why I feel this way, I only have two living enemies and they're 2,000 miles away and failing at life.
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2022-06-14 at 10:34 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I'm so tired but I'm pounding instant mexican coffee & gonna go chain smoke 305 Menthol Cigarettes till breakfast.
When they ask me about the reading, I'm gonna tell them Satan is coming to visit me in my dreams and ask the old lady to pray for me. -
2022-06-14 at 10:33 AM UTC in 2am thick fog, massive pileup now on I80they told me miami dips to 72 degrees in the winter and you can swim & fish in the ocean year round
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2022-06-14 at 10:30 AM UTC in wut did u dream about last nightI've been having absolutely HORRIBLE dreams for the last three nights. Horrifyingly violent, I die in them, they're full of people from my past and honestly it's situations when I was harmed others except in my sleep they're harming me and I can't defend myself, sometimes there's cops there like last night who stand around watching my plight, probably my subconscious trying to process who I've been at past points in my life.
Feel like it might be karma or just I'm a piece of shit that's still trying to process my past decisions.
Last night before I was attacked in the woods, I had a small bag of crack cocaine like dust in a celophane and I was trying to finesse someone and when it didn't work they attacked me and when the police showed up to "help" they found the crack on me.
