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Thanked Posts by Zanick

  1. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by gadzooks First of all, as as I pointed out above, the word "beautiful" has pretty standard definition when referring to people.

    I'm pretty sure if this thread was meant to be about people "of decent character", it would have specified as such. Zanick has to be one of those most eloquent/articulate posters on this entire site. I highly doubt he'd have a hard time finding the right words in such a case.

    Also…

    Essentially this (with much gratitude for the praise). However, if you feel that their moral character is manifest in their physical appeal, that's certainly welcome. I am not a gatekeeper of beauty, perceived through sight or feeling. The purpose of this thread is not to produce agreements with regard to a universal form, only to share in the subjective experience of desire.

    I'm very pleased with the posts I've seen thus far. We may be an impoverished lot, but our spirits are still healthily lustful.
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  2. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Phenibut is great if you suffer from anxiety. I've read bad things reported from people who made a habit of taking it over consecutive days.
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  3. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Adderall focus, memantine dissociation, nicotine buzz, red wine stupor
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  4. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    snort melatonin
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  5. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    give them enough money and you can take whatever you want
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  6. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Yesterday I saw what looked like a generic Adderall capsule on the floor of a coffee shop. I pocketed it with delight because I have a lot of work to get through and not enough focus. When I got home, I identified it using an online tool. I was correct: amphetamine/dextroamphetamine 20 mg ER. I got out my scale to weigh the beads inside, and it was fucking empty. Easily the disappointment of the week.
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  7. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    My first ex had never had a serious boyfriend before us. I’m not sure what about me caused her to think of a relationship in the long-term. I like to think I represented a shift into more mature priorities but I’d settle for an accessory to masochistic delusion. She lives far away now, and we don’t talk. Sometimes I look at her Facebook and see that she’s dyed her hair and can’t help but narcissistically wonder if I’m some of the old color she’s trying to cover up.
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  8. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Just get as far as you can and pretend like nothing is wrong. This works on normal women, too.
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  9. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Originally posted by Loing Yea I let my imagination run wild sometimes and imagine up fantasy worlds. I'll write about some of them in my notebook sometimes. Some of them are ongoing movies where I am the director, and I'll close my eyes and play them out.

    I have a "mind movie" these days about a space war in a crescent shaped galaxy. In the void inside the crescent, there is a black hole, and this is a cosmic barrier to travelling "across" the croissant, and this serves multiple purposes.

    Also, the cosmic scale allows me to imagine futuristic tech but also the political intrigue that is enabled by slow communications, as it used to be before the invention of telephony. Many classic political dramas are impossible because phones exist, old school military tactics are impossible because of telephony and satellite+aerial reconnaissance. But not so when you're dealing with cosmic distances.

    In space, momentum from high speed travel is also difficult to reverse or brake due to physics. So ship dogfights play out like naval warfare in 3 dimensions. Everything is about time, trajectories, information and decision making. These battle sections are about teamwork, politics, how the ships work like an organism internally, they are clashes of commanders and their philosophies, their skills as leaders and their relationships to their crews, rather than a direct battle of arms.

    There are also small skirmishing "fighter" crafts for more traditional dogfighting combat scenarios, which allows personal, individual storylines to develop.

    I write down the least trite stories.

    Originally posted by Loing Oh I forgot to describe the actual world.

    The crescent is split into two halves, roughly. Down the middle there is disputed territory, the warzone.

    One half of the crescent is a confederation of nations of various sizes, from planetary to massive interstellar civilizations, lead by a senate that is directed by a high council of 12 equal, elected parties.

    The other half is a pseudo-theocratic multinational empire, governed by the immortal philosopher king Yari, a mycelial brain that has engulfed a planetary system and is sustained by the radiation from a core of circling binary stars.

    With virtual invulnerability and no need for sustenance, Yari has pondered for aeons, his primary interest being the black hole's gradual devouring of the galaxy.

    By absorbing and processing the raw radiation it comes into contact with, Yari has gathered massive amounts of data from the galaxy and surrounding space, including on surrounding civilisations. Yari has gained dominion over half the galaxy purely through conversation and diplomacy.

    Somewhere in the heart of the warzone is a hidden rogue planet that holds a secret that will decide the fate of the galaxy.

    I really like the concept of how communication breaks down over long distances. It’s like a recapitulation of an old theme of mankind—that we struggle to maintain power over distance—which we thought had been eliminated through telephonic innovation but really wasn’t done with us. The mycelium-brained philosopher-king strikes me as a very original spin on an already potent narrative device, I have to wonder if it isn’t for the best that he rule the galaxy despite my objections to any kind of government endorsed by Plato.

    Unless I’m mistaken, it sounds like we have something in common in our imaginings: that the primary, antagonizing regimes of our stories have acquired their hegemony through diplomatic violence, rather than by waging open wars. It probably works better in your setting than mine, given the modernity of such strategies.

    I’m especially interested in the confederation. What is the background of your galactic Senate? From what do they derive their authority and what is its genealogy, and who are their constituents? Why is this arrangement, in their view, preferable to the kingship they oppose? Are they aware of the existential threat (the black hole consuming their galaxy), and if so, how do they prioritize it?


    Originally posted by Loing Could you tell us about one of your favourites?

    The world I'm creating is still pretty fresh, I mean to develop it a lot more completely than I have so far and make aspects very concrete, maybe even a continuous narrative. Its core themes deal with how power constitutes culture, that domination is the law, and hubris is the inevitable product. Though I borrow elements from Greco-Roman history in constructing its society, and the races I use are from the D&D universe, much of the politics I incorporate are drawn from modern examples and contemporary philosophical theory. As I'm trying to fit it into a roleplaying system, the results will, unfortunately, be more derivative than I would like, but it's an experiment I've enjoyed nonetheless.

    Its base concept begins with a small empire, built over the ruins of an ancient race against whom Men had committed genocide after a bloody and silent revolution, and it is situated across an archipelago of volcanically-formed islands with highly fertile soil rich with mineral deposits. Their emerging culture has been carefully authored by a unique ethnic group and philosophical cult which wields authority through a proxy emperor and channels their imperial resources in the manner of a surveillance state toward a series of political technologies including a compulsory medical system, a state-sponsored body of intellectuals which produces propagandist literature, eugenics programs meant to engineer a subservient labor/military apparatus, etc. Despite these nefarious tactics of power which span the whole epoch of their hegemony, by all conventional measures, their people enjoy spectacular prosperity and have benefited from a peace unbroken for centuries (as in Pax Romana), except for the undertaking of covert 'peacekeeping missions' which purpose to bring surrounding city-states under their dominion, though these never qualify as ‘wars’ and are habitually rationalized by a naïve public mind.

    Several chiefs among this hidden authority are literal vampires with an agenda of social control on a vast scale, and their matriarch (named for my evil sister) is obsessed with her sterility. She can only have ‘children’ by biting the throats of targets within the nobility and converting them, and they, in turn, regard her as their mother and submit to her command. Civilization lies in the shadow of her envy for humanity due to her longing to conceive, and her ultimate project is to prepare an artificial, immortal body, to imbue it with a stolen anima originally from the body of the First King (that's me!), and to install it as a god-emperor loyal to her will (a homunculus, really) which replaces the current, human monarch. To accomplish this, she requires a mythological element which can only be extracted from a sacred well of spiritual energy at the axis mundi of their world, and for this task alone she has been preparing her mind and body for centuries. She doesn’t know it, but actually doing this would probably result in disaster.

    A splintered resistance has arisen to oppose this whole strategy on multiple fronts, though none of them understand fully the extent of the oppression they seek to undermine—if they were ever united, perhaps there would be hope that they’d comprehend the big picture—regardless, they also can’t see a tremendous existential threat on the horizon. There is an exiled population of a prisoner race in revolt who are increasing their raids on territories of the empire by sea. The Intelligentsia, though largely complicit with the vampiric agenda, has within some rogue elements who publish counterculture for underground circulation which has amassed a growing readership of budding revolutionaries. There is an order of priests who, possessed with supernatural foresight, sought refuge in a cave system a millennium prior to the events of the story; their order, while spiritually enhanced and very powerful, have become entirely blind as a result of their residence. Among them was recently born a deaf, mute child, this array of deformities occurring because he is the rightful conduit for the stolen anima (he is a reincarnation of its original source), and if it is restored to him, he will be returned the memories and faculties of the First King and assert his claim to the emperorship. Whether the citizens would accept him (a profoundly disabled exponent of cave-dwelling inbreeders) is a narrative puzzle for me to solve.

    Unless the vampire mother succeeds in tapping the mystical vein of the world, of course. Their islands actually sit atop the caldera of a long-inactive submarine supervolcano and if she does this, it will probably collapse with Atlantean consequences.
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  10. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    This is the breakthrough humanity needs to reverse centuries of oppression that have shackled us to an anchor of gentrifying sexuality, and its achievement deserves, nay demands, public funding. I will be collecting donations on behalf of this noble cause, please PM for Venmo details.
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  11. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I proudly use PayPal to fund ISIS because I enjoy watching wars on TV that aren't totally rigged
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  12. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    When I was 14 I observed it in a Chicago bus driver who nearly lost control of the vehicle I had boarded. It was a standout case that ticked all the boxes of which I had read about beforehand, so I can't claim any sort of special knowledge. I had the opportunity to talk to him about it following the event, after he was done apologizing. I recognized it based on the reports of a Zoklet member and it was really a spectacular coincidence unless I'm totally wrong. In any case, I'm really glad I didn't die.

    Otherwise, yeah I've had benzo withdrawal seizures. You're going to feel fine, and if you feel better than this it's probably actually worse. You won't know it's happened except by the accounting of others. Don't be bashful in your treatment; be choosy about the anticonvulsant they give you because you'll probably be taking it for months.
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  13. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    You see a doctor and lie to them about a diagnosis they made up in the first place. Then you register with the state to acquire a privilege that shouldn't be withheld. After that, you're supposed to lose other rights but you probably won't comply. Ideally, somebody will die during this process.
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  14. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    It couldn't be more clear that our userbase is demanding that each user is granted a plurality of virtual identities. We are a subset of people prone to this sort of experimentation, and it should be encouraged rather than stifled. There is no need to consolidate all of our work into the legacy of the one person who posts here. Let society refer to us as another, alien society, rather than a single disordered individual.
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  15. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Maybe I would if I grew tired of being so handsome.
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  16. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    my neurochemistry is like the sort of art that gets thrown on porcelain walls without heed for consequence
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  17. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I don't have to wonder. My mother's sexual fluids have been bottled and sold as perfume under a major brand name for decades. Every woman I've been with has worn it at my insistence without really understanding why.
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  18. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Don't talk about this you sick freak
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  19. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    we have half as many legs and they pity us
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  20. Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I put spice-creamer in my coffee today
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