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2018-10-21 at 8:45 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning Why do people cry when someone dies? Some people cry for the dead person, they were great, they deserved better than this world of death and rebirth. Others cry for themselves - I have lost this person I relied upon, and their loss will affect me.
But for someone to die when old, or after a long illness is no tragedy. Malice said he was unable to be happy, and his life was a problem to him. Some people die too early, some people die too late. I think that suicide can be a rational thing sometimes. If life is a problem, end it. Cut short the suffering, return to the norm.
And ultimately it was his own family that pushed him to kill himself - his aunts were bugging his father to throw him out following his failure to complete a year in college. He was vindicated - his family are trash.
I wish I was rich I would have loved to have gotten Malice to do research or something. But would he have been happy doing it? Doubt it. Even rich people, who get lots of money, sex, drugs commit suicide. In fact prosperity seems to cause people to kill themselves even more so.
What you said reminds me of something Malice said to me in a PM once, that suicide shouldn't be viewed as a negative. I tend to agree: suicide is a personal choice and sometimes it makes sense, but it's also very subjective in nature. I think that part of how we're processing this as a community is through validating Malice's choice, understanding it as if it were our own. This is a highly visible if unspoken theme in our 'mourning' threads that I've noticed.
Originally posted by infinityshock you can stop the charade you dumb faggot. no one is falling for it
This is a conversation about grief in a discussion forum. If you think it's pointless, at least provide substance to your opinion. In general, try to be a little less worthless. -
2018-12-22 at 8:21 AM UTC in got called out by my bossEverybody lies. The world is forged and maintained by deceivers. Do you really think the fable of truth needs its beginning in an Austin pizza parlor? Swallow your pride and lick your manager's boots.
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2018-12-21 at 10:20 PM UTC in I currently do not have an erection.keep working on it, procreation should be accessible to you several times a day
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2018-12-21 at 7:13 PM UTC in Where do we go when we die?A heavy soul drifts down into the depths of the collective coffee mind where no light shines forth until eventually it's captured by an undercurrent in the drip and reemerges without control in a seemingly arbitrary (but more accurately, very specific) vessel. A light one becomes the crema that sits atop espresso shots, and therefore those souls, I drink first.
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2018-12-21 at 5:35 AM UTC in Would you fuck hydro with the user above you's penis?To be clear, it'd be another man's penis but she'd be thinking about me? I already have that kind of relationship with every other woman in the world, you need to further incentivize this particular arrangement for me to consider it. I'm not adorable for free.
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2018-12-19 at 9:58 AM UTC in Bill Krozby's daughter's rotting young carcass would make a fine receptacle for all of our ejaculatory complaints.If Bill Krozby is to be believed, she's no longer alive to protest the ceremonial bukkake of his punishment. Even if she were, it's not like he'd try to defend her. This could be a meaningful romantic engagement for everyone here and I have secured the endorsement of the mother. Please send me photos of your penises via PM for approval.
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2018-12-19 at 5:42 AM UTC in How do you rate your skill in cunnilingus?I'm considering authoring a book on the subject, and you may consider this an informal survey of the art. I've been told my facility with this craft is very remarkable, but I am actively seeking to improve. I would like to know what you think about this act: your techniques, your superstitions, and your thoughts about engaging the vaginal anatomy in general.
Thank you for your time. Please be detailed in your response wherever possible. -
2018-12-19 at 5:47 AM UTC in How do they get babies to cry for moviessophisticated pinching machines that have a privately marketed smartphone app
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2018-12-19 at 8:15 AM UTC in Just everybody calm down! It's C-hristamastimeI substitute wine in my cooking with sacrificial blood to bring out notes of anguish in the resulting dish
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2018-12-19 at 1:12 AM UTC in Do u feel better about raping a manipulative, cold-hearted bitch...
Originally posted by Obbe What if you raped a cow or chicken?
Cows are too massive, there wouldn't be enough friction and in the absence of pleasure, I would find myself drawn to empathizing with the creature. I imagine this would be like leading a snake into a cathedral with the expectation that he'll knock down some of the arches, but instead he's dwarfed by its size, and sits calmly in a pew and essentially becomes a godly reptile. I wouldn't enjoy this for the same reasons that I wouldn't enjoy an elephant or a hippopotamus. There's a reason these relationships have never worked, and it's biological in nature.
Chickens have a single, all-purpose hole called a cloaca, and I won't perform cloacal intercourse because it's unsanitary. -
2018-12-18 at 4:46 PM UTC in Transplants destroying San Francisco Historythis calls for scorched earth
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2018-12-18 at 4:57 PM UTC in How can I check when women are ovulating so I can give them a rape babySome women keep track of their cycles via smartphone app. You could release a superficially modified clone of one and mine the data for their ovulation times and locations. From there, it's just a matter of finding them alone.
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2018-12-17 at 5:13 PM UTC in Dumb drug dealer/user stories?Sometimes during a manic episode, I'll prescribe my dealer upgrades for his business. I've tried to convince him to buy laboratory-grade equipment, I've given him blueprints for a grow room, and I almost got him started on a mushroom tank. For some time, I convinced him that it was worthwhile to weigh out bud on a milligram scale. We've been friends for a long time, so he's a good sport about all this and keeps selling me weed.
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2018-12-16 at 6:46 AM UTC in ITT: I Dox MyselfI agree with you about the culture of paranoia. The PI crisis was nearly traumatizing for some users and deeply unsettling for everyone else, and the result was a loss of trust and freedom. I admire your risk, but this might be a mistake. I hope I'm wrong.
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2018-12-16 at 12:44 AM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new usernameRegarding Gun Lover, he seems to be doing well. I tracked down his most recent appearance here:
Originally posted by Gun Lover I've been better mentally, but overall things are looking up. I met my current girlfriend right before zoklet went under. We got our chemistry degrees and went off to grad school together. The semester before grad school I got really disillusioned with pharmacological research and abandoned my dreams of becoming a psychopharmacologist or medicinal chemist. I am studying polymer chemistry, instead. It's useful and there's jobs. That same semester I also met up with Bunghole at a science conference in Denver and got him super high. That guy is a fucking brilliant chemist.
I got my first non-minimum wage job as part of the degree program. The school and/or your major professor pay you for 5 years to get a phd. My girlfriend gets paid 30k to get her degree, and I get bit less. It's not an uncomfortable wage when this state is so cheap.
I built a couple of high end gaming computers for my girlfriend and I with my surplus money about a year before altcoin mining exploded. Last May I decided to begin mining with 3 GPUs and I gambled all of the profits on a coin called Antshares at the price of around $6. Antshares was rebranded as NEO, and became a top 10 cryptocurrency in less than a year. I won't sell for the foreseeable future, but I'd be sad to cash out with less than six figures. Staggering return for running a program in the background 24/7 and paying twice the power bill. I think for a few years into the future GPUs will continue to print money. After stumbling into this dumb luck, I've become keen on searching for other good investments as a hobby. Fuck getting a real job if I never have to.
I also spend a lot of my time trying to figure out where to move to. I'm thinking about leaving the US after the phd. I could move just about anywhere I wanted with my girlfriend. Any country will take phds in their 20s. We are planning a lot of traveling to Europe & Canada for next year to see how we like it. -
2018-12-15 at 10:27 AM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new username
Originally posted by gadzooks Zanick, were you Zanick on Totse?
Did you have a different username?
Yeah, I've kept this username the whole time, but I'm better known for my presence on Zoklet. I think the only contributions I made to Totse were a thread inquiring about the recreational uses of Sudafed and a few ignorant comments about other OTC drugs. -
2018-12-15 at 10:07 AM UTC in Some O.G. Totseans - Chime up if you know what they up to or if you happen to be them with a new usernameRegarding Admech, I had hoped he'd be my tutor upon my appointment to moderating the religion subforum but he was MIA and never returned. I can't help but worry, and I still haven't shaken that feeling even though it's been years. He seemed like a fantastic guy.
Robinhoody became committed to the post-Silverfuck project in a uniquely disturbing episode of impersonation that I can only assume emerges through a kind of self-hatred which, when inadequately rationalized, produces a fetish that commands you to play sexual games with a stolen identity of the opposite sex. I don't think this situation was a coincidence for our site, rather, it was a pattern.
Gun Lover was a true expert. My hope is that he found a place where his intellect feels at home.
Silverfuck disappeared, but later on, Enter got to wear her face — or maybe it was Robinhoody, I've never understood exactly who did what. Later she got arrested with Mancannon for several robberies and theft of controlled pharmaceuticals. Forget the woman you saw before, this will be your foremost visual memory of her going forward. Isn't it sad how we preserve people as they are at their worst?
bloodydiaperman blew his mind out in a car, this is easily accessed Totse canon.
Tacho is presumably still a janitor, given that his political philosophy confesses a dramatic lacking of social mobility.
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2018-12-14 at 6:31 AM UTC in Karen, I have finally determined the truth of our relationship.You are the unsupervised playground in the ghetto of my mind, and I am a toddler in a foxhole with a grenade. You are a star that's already died, whose light is the pivot of my every constellation. You are the stove I left on this morning that will strangle me in my sleep, and you are the poison that enters my lungs. In everything that's near to me, I see you, Karen. For everything that's far, I expect the same will be true. Please write back soon.
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2018-12-14 at 7:26 AM UTC in So I went full OCD mode trying to figure out how User Titles are assignedI will support any effort that makes what we're doing here the subject of proper discourse. Not nearly enough has been said.
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2018-12-14 at 5:56 AM UTC in Bill Krozby dog pizzeriaYou have a talent for violating people and laws for simple gratification, not using them for long-term benefit. You could never, not even in your wildest dreams, operate a business independently. Forget any such aspirations, you will always have to have a master.