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2020-12-13 at 6:32 PM UTC in I'm Genderfluid
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2020-12-13 at 6:07 PM UTC in why do you really come here as often as you do
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2020-12-13 at 6:04 PM UTC in I'm Genderfluid
edit: what the hell, now it works?
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2020-12-13 at 6:01 PM UTC in I'm Genderfluid
Originally posted by Sophie I realize i was implying your father was neglectful by proxy of your commentary on OP's psychology. But you were kind of implying you were the same as OP by the way you finished your hypothesis, for lack of a better term i guess. I suppose bitch mode isn't a universally accepted coping strategy for having a neglectful father. But at the same time it's beyond my personal experience. Of course i realize personal experience isn't much better than anecdotal evidence or lack thereof but at the same time it's how i experience the world around me. So why don't you tell me what your father was like, then i'll talk about my mother. And i've got plenty to say so don't you worry.
i'm not playing a game with you but i'm sincerely interested in both sharing & learning of your situation. please drop the scale comparison, because i have zero patience for that sort of thing. i'll tell you about my father, however, even though he's not special beyond me.
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2020-12-13 at 5:39 PM UTC in We Have a Moral Obligation to:
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2020-12-13 at 5:37 PM UTC in We Have a Moral Obligation to:
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2020-12-13 at 5:35 PM UTC in why do you really come here as often as you do
i want the nail to puncture & flake rusted fragments into your veins
when i drink you i want to taste the first car you ever got rotting in a junkyard where you aren't allowed
i'll ask again, why do you really come here?
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2020-12-13 at 5:30 PM UTC in We Have a Moral Obligation to:
i just need to know it doesn't stop there
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2020-12-13 at 5:25 PM UTC in I'm Genderfluid
Originally posted by Sophie Haha, good definition. Guess i was lucky my father wasn't neglectful, he was actively malicious. And it's a good thing, if not i'd probably be gay like you.
i wish i were gay as well, i typically desire the gayest men's bodies when i'm a girl. but people have parasites for their awareness that inevitably profess to some disturbing character, usually found in how their words follow from their perceptions following their history. when i'm this way, i prefer the story bodies tell with motion & gesture, especially the lean muscle hairless gracefulness of a male ballerina who sacrifices food & sleep.
traveling further along this axis of my gender-proclivity wilderness, i could be satisfied climbing way up from underneath the largest gay orgy mountain reaching up to the moon, so long as nobody speaks. ideally, i'd do this in ice skates because people are disgusting & i can slide down in their blood when i'm a pretty straight man again.
this isn't because my father was neglectful; it's because my mother's maliciousness was enabled by such. therefore i ask, what was your mother doing with a malicious man & why isn't she mentioned here? -
2020-12-13 at 1:32 AM UTC in why do you really come here as often as you do
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2020-12-12 at 5:31 PM UTC in Were you sexually/physically abused as a child? Let's talk about it in detail here.
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2020-12-12 at 5:28 PM UTC in Douglas Monks is in love with a fat broad....
it's no wonder people are thinking about his gallantry this morning
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2020-12-12 at 5:27 PM UTC in Rabbitweed in Jail
dad come to my baseball game twenty years ago
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2020-12-12 at 5:23 PM UTC in Douglas Monks is in love with a fat broad....
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2020-12-12 at 5:21 PM UTC in regarding the former zanick
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2020-12-12 at 5:21 PM UTC in regarding the former zanick
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2020-12-12 at 5:19 PM UTC in regarding the former zanick
the account is mine
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2020-12-12 at 5:12 PM UTC in I'm Genderfluid
genderfluid is easy, your gender isn’t fixed to one mode of gendering; it's fluid & dynamic & changes according to both internal & external situations. your investments in your gender identity are divergent & earn different returns. this results in further elaboration of each available mode of gendering until you've gone pretty far in each direction & have a distinct & full cycle or possibly just a fragmented sexuality.
here's one example: you saw how much attention your father devoted to your first whore mother & you see how he pines after this second, literal whore mother of yours. suppose now that, when you're around daddy, you feel the need to look pretty & tease him as a lady would. soon you do this around all men who remind you of your father, but he's a common man & so you've become everyone's little slut.
for another example, when i finish riffing about violence here & log off, i sometimes become a young bisexual female ballerina, then i take frivolous salt baths with flowers & fragrance to relieve the aches of my otherly gendered profession.
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2020-12-11 at 11:28 PM UTC in I have a date
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2020-12-11 at 11:21 PM UTC in I have a date
tell us about her personality
are you tingling