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  1. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I think I stumbled upon a hanging place on my last hike.

  2. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ There's no proof you're ugly, so you shouldn't worry about it. Be happy being yourself - your natural self. Trying to be something you aren't is tiring and depressing, because it's an unattainable goal.

    I'm not trying to change my appearance, I'm trying to preserve it.
  3. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Lanny Lanny Got damn you're depressing as shit

    Fuck is wrong with your head?

    You're going on the block list. Bye.
  4. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I want to scan this sometime to see what the most common words are. I've seen the word moon a view times.
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    I'd like to stop being a recluse and try living in an EU country for awhile because being a recluse is a sad way to live. I feel like I need to be prompted though because I'm always gonna be more inclined to stay indoors.
  7. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Ig I feel dismal about life because I've never had a boyfriend and now it's apparent that I will never marry or have children. I don't feel motivation to make friends irl or even go outside much and that's unlikely to change as well. I don't even think I want children but it's knowing I won't have a normal life and not knowing what I'm supposed to do instead that's bothering me.
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    This reminds me I never finished reading my Japanese death poems book. It has some written by monks as they were dying
  10. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Lanny Lanny Maybe I should give up all my worldly possessions and become a monk and not speak and eat bean soup with other monks with a vow of silency


    That's the last you'll all hear or see of me. I'll be in some mountain side by candle light reading the good book.

    You'll end up buried alive or mummified alive.
  11. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Cosmetic treatments actually leave you feeling empty, because they are really meaningless, and your inner self knows it. Feeling empty for too long leads to depression.

    It's true being happy with my appearance doesn't make me happy, but it's better than feeling ugly, that's soul-crushing.
  12. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I think it's a control thing, like you don't have to worry about people noticing you're depressed if you're taking care of your appearance.
  13. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Cosmetic treatments do make me feel better, it's soothing to take care of myself and when I'm depressed I take extra care of my appearance.
  14. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    There's stuff I'm interested in but none of it feels like a priority. I need a priority to be happy.
  15. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I think it's because exams are over. I haven't fully developed my business plan so that means I'm unsure of that goal. Not having a concrete purpose or goal rn and the change in routine is probably causing it.
  16. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    I think I have depression. Like I didn't really notice it bcus I'm not crying or sad about anything in particular but not being interested or motivated and waking up feeling awful must mean I am.
  17. Dirtbag African Astronaut
    Idk where to go. Going on trips doesn't make me happy but I feel like a vacation would do me some good.
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    I'll be starting this in 20 mins.

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