2024-07-22 at 12:13 AM UTC
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First porn you can remember
I remember watching hentai and Euphoria stands out in my mind but it was rare, hard to find stuff that isn't crazy, it turns me off.
2024-07-22 at 12:10 AM UTC
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First porn you can remember
I have no idea tbh. All ik is I managed not to watch it for two years when I was 21-23.
MAGA supporters don't care if women die and everyone needs to see their true colours.
I don't feel fully alive yet. I'm reluctant to take the research chemicals because of palpitations. I need to eat something and have no appetite. I'll listen to hypnosis for stress and for focus/concentration.
2024-07-21 at 11:13 PM UTC
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How big are u
Idk what I'm saying I'll go out with black lipstick and crazy outfits. I think because red is meant to be a sexy colour that I don't feel like I can pull it off.
2024-07-21 at 11:06 PM UTC
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How big are u
I don't even have the confidence to wear red lipstick. I feel like people would stare. Have you noticed you've become more or less confident as you've aged?
I'm imagining scenarios like "You knew about the suicide pact and still voted for him. My daughter's dead because of you!" *punches*
This must be why I don't know what I do at 11pm, must be spaced out. I'm drifting now but don't want to waste another hour.
I just showered and always rest after to let my hair dry and because of the exertion. So I'll space out for an hour then will have to sort food because the last dinner I had was on the 19th.
I think I'm spaced out around 11pm or waking up from a daydream and realising I need food. I can feel myself spacing out now...
"For individuals with psychopathy, a lobotomy could potentially lead to a range of adverse effects, including significant personality changes, emotional numbness, and loss of impulse control"
I'd probably become more violent if I got brain damage.
I'm glad my mental existence scares you.
I'm jus having a smoke, listening to Proust and looking at the clouds.