I'm having a mini panic attack because my Internet isn't working all of a sudden. It worked in the south of Ireland but not here from some reason. I tried to prepare for something like this already got an address for an Internet cafe in my notes.
They were taking my sweat to put in a machine to see if I was clear of something.
I think he was taking sweat samples from my hands but it just struck me that my hands never sweat, so I wonder if I am sick.
I think my temperature set off the alarm because they didn't use any metal detector after I set it off, just a swab test.
They did a random swab test on me I must look like death
I've seen three ambulances today idk if it's a sign
I can't wait to get bitterballen, a vodka, smoke and bed.
I got most of the packing done. The real panic will come when I have to get myself ready.
Trying to rest because I've been up since 4am, having nap time with Akira. I just feel so wired though and hungry, I probably won't get proper food til I'm there, already had a wrap today so I don't want any lunch stuff from the shop.
Some of my eyelash extensions fell out so I need to replace them by myself and I've never succeeded in applying false eyelashes. Rn I'm going to look for tights because I'm not sure I have any.
I don't know where to start today and feel like things will pop up like I'll have forgotten to iron something.
I slept 9 hours so I've made up my mind to go. Today will be hectic because I still have a lot to do.
I'm gonna leave it up to chance, and by chance I mean my irregular sleeping pattern. I won't take anything to keep me awake, but if it turns out I do an all-nighter and sleep through my alarm tomorrow then I won't be sad about it.
On the fence about going because either way it's sad. If I leave Akira will be traumatised and may never forgive me or I may never see her again, if I stay the agoraphobia will win and it will just be sad that I'm putting my life on hold for a cat.
2024-06-10 at 6:38 PM UTC
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Future Baby App
It seems crazy that so many people can't have kids because of lack of money. It seems like intentional culling. Government policies are stealing peoples legacies.
2024-06-10 at 6:03 PM UTC
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Future Baby App
I'm thinking about the fact people are more attracted to those who look like themselves, and now social engineers can use their target's photos to create realistic avatars that resemble them.
