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2017-07-10 at 3:40 PM UTC in Speaking of reddit posts, I also want to share a post from reddit
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2017-07-10 at 3:21 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-07-10 at 8:25 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSIf you're not going to read a post, please just ignore it instead of making a big deal about how you didn't read it? Thanks.
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2017-07-10 at 4:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Thanks for the tip! Sometimes after crystal binges my arms look pretty bad because crystal makes my veins practically disappear. This makes it much harder shoot and usually is more likely to leave a mark rather than if I had been able to hit first try. I wish there was safer and better places to shoot than the arms. When I was hooked on H, I moved from my seemingly veinless arms to my plentiful vein-filled legs. This, was a mistake.
Now, I just stick to the arms and if I can't hit I just take a break and drink some water, come back to it after a bit. Sometimes that's a hard thing to do when tweaking but I've trained myself to show some control & set it down, drink some water, do some pushups, then try again with fresh gear.
I have some good ones on my legs, got some nice ones on my hands. My arms are hard to hit, but I can do it. I found a REALLY nice one on my left arm that runs on the outside from the wrist almost to the elbow I can feel... Nice fat squishy one. My dad helped hit me there a long time ago, but it was always hard for me and I could never do it, but the way this bitch is popping, OMG! I could hit and it'd be easy as fuck, yo.
Since having a baby my veins everywhere have grown larger and easier to hit.... and probably my aneurysm too, but meh... something has to kill me, right? Probably should lay off stims, but... Drug faeries leaving shit in my mail box and shit... fuck yeah.
I'd fucking rape Piles of Crack if he wasn't 450 miles away right now. I really am going to be feelin' froggy when I get this blow... Gorilla fuck isn't even the word.
Anyway, back to the topic at hand, Hydration is key, especially with stims, but still for shooting in general. Also, keeping your blood from being so thick... taking aspirin can fix this. Ive ruined shots and had to backload for clogging needles before. That's a fucking bitch.
Untie the tourniquet before shooting... some people can get away with this, but for me it causes more to blow. I got away sometimes, but untying helps, but sometimes you lose the vein too from moving around to untie.
Well, hope this keeps ya safe. Also, easiest ways Ive found to buy the shit from was an equine veterinarian. They'd sell me tubes of the shit... just go in and say you gotta horse that tore their face up with barb wire or something... I've never had a problem... I told her I just wanted to have on hand and she got to make 40$ for selling me a giant jar that lasted me for like 8 years, after half spilling out... -
2017-07-10 at 2:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-07-10 at 2:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
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2017-07-10 at 1:49 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSOh, Kreep! Forgot, if you want tract marks gone quick, use SILVER SULFADINE CREAM! It's RX only, but can be found pretty easy on online pharms, or scripted for burns fairly easy too... It fucking makes it so you don't get scars on whatever you put it on, including tractmarks... It's why I don't have any... nor my father who shot dillys for 20+ years. Seriously, even for occasional shooting up, use this. It fucking works like a charm. next day, not a mark in sight. HHope this helps you and others...
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2017-07-10 at 1:38 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Malice Was §m£ÂgØL actually investigated by the secret service for threatening the president? When did this occur, when he was a teenager? That's fucking hilarious, I never heard this before.
Yes, he was, as he described to you, was how he described to me. His old username on oklet was KippoHippo or some shit.
I've also been told I look middle eastern, much more than §m£ÂgØL might. There was actually a time when I was profiled by someone on the BART (mass transit train system) in plain clothes. I don't know what their occupational title is, but terrorists are a concern here, especially on the BART.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-07-09T21:02:52.272218+00:00
Originally posted by 霍比特人 You look like a deflated michelin man. Don't talk to me about looks.
Talk about looks? LMFAO, look who's salty here, now. Angry much? Sure seems like it then your project that onto me, accusing me of it, when I in fact am not, even in the slightest.
I don't hold grudges, stay angry or upset and carry that around with me. I know yo do and you have this chip on your shoulder because I talk about my past, or shit that happened between us here, or I joke, like I did about the middle eastern thing, which truly, you could pass for middle eastern. You took that as me being insulting, when it was not. I always thought you looked very handsome, before you started working out even. You, like me have very low self-esteem. I have never, in my life insulted your looks before or said anything negative like that. You have to me many times, then would tell me I was beautiful and attractive, and then you'd be more than happy to stick your dick in me or even manipulate me into sending you pictures/videos to beat off to.
I know I am not beautiful. I am not attractive at all. Not from my eyes, at least, but I do have enough people hit on me regularly that somehow in society, I am at least very fuckable. I don't let my body image get me down as much as it used to, but still... you and your low shots, §m£ÂgØL... You have no honor, and one day it'll catch up to you.
You're an attractive man, and always have been so from the first time I ever met you, but you're an ugly person inside. I'd rather be a deflated Michelin Man (or inflated for that matter) than who you are inside. I at least have honor, respect for others, and am an honest person. You are none of those things. You're not a man, you're an man-child, and that is the truth, and deep down you know this, but you'll pretend you're your own man living at home with your family taking care of everything for you, paying for everything, having you leech off them for some dub feeling they're obligated to take care of their "special" child for the rest of their lives, while you just... treat everything like they'll always be there, be a place to stay, get food, get shelter from and that this is why you have "family" but you can't even talk to them, nor can they to you... when a problem arises, you're scared to talk to them for what they did to you as a teen when they found your weed, and sent you to fucking rehab lol... They didn't want that embarrassment, just like the hitchhiking thing. You will always be the embarrassment they have to hide from everyone else. Your parents love you and are only unconditionally loving you like you do them because of some distorted sense it's proper, and a fantasy that they truly are there for you... they're there for you to hide embarrassment, and because youre their child... not because they love you or would ever love you if you were not their child, and the same is in turn with your love of them and it's hilarious to me now.
Just goes to show how petty you are, and how low you sink, and how paranoid you are, assuming me saying you look middle eastern equates to some slight on your physical appearance. You're retarded, and an autistic schizophrenic, but go ahead, and consider that a slight too, when it's meant only to be the truth from what Ive seen.
Originally posted by Piles of Crack You don't want to see hydro's mom.
This. Sorry, you had to see that but I wanted you to understand what I had to see all fucking day... She's a toothless crack-whore, like for real...
Originally posted by 霍比特人 Yeah, I made a joke post on Zoklet when I was 18. One post. They came to my house and did the whole good cop/bad cop routine and saw I was harmless then fucked off. One interesting bit is that they wanted to look through my books.
You can pass as middle eastern, §m£ÂgØL. Sorry, but... You can... Sorry it bothers you that you do have that complexion and yes the beard helps some, but no, it's not what I was referring to... even without it, and it being short, you can pass for middle eastern.
They read the Zoklet post off to my parents. I remember hearing my brother laugh in the background because he thought it was hilarious. It was nice hearing secret service agents say 'nigger.'
I don't look at all Middle Eastern. Anybody who's seen me can attest to that. For a while a friend called me a terrorist because I had grown out my beard, but I keep my facial hair short now. But that's probably what hydro is trying to play on. It's very obviously a hispanic beard and the only races I have ever been mistaken for were white and once, Korean.
Originally posted by 霍比特人 Yee I lost lots of weight though. Started working out and eating healthy. Stopped drinking.
You also had body dysmorphia badly and even denied that, when it was fucking clear as day you had this... Along with being a paranoid, raging schizo.
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Damn it's hot af in my city today. I feel my skin burning as soon as I step out the front door. It's even hotter when you're forced to wear long sleeves to cover up those fun but probably not so smart life decisions that happened over the weekend. At least it's only for a few days and not the entire summer like when I used to do H. I'm so glad I'm not a daily H shooter anymore. Looking back I don't even know why I kept up with it, I only felt satisfaction for a fraction amount of the time, besides those short lasted moments, life was pretty sucky. Not being able to find a vein, dealing with sketchy middlemen, trying to go to class & work while being sick. Thank god for suboxone, gabapentin, and Crouton. (wish i could stills core gabapentin).
A little bit of clear here and there isn't as damning as some might think. Wish I could go back to smoking it but that's not gonna happen. Why waste time in the clouds, when you could get straight to the point?
Hope everyone had a great weekend! Life isn't so bad, I think I'm pretty happy. (Let's hope I feel the same when my sack is empty & I'm feeling crappy).
Glad shit is good for you. It's miserably hot here too, and I still don't have AC where I'm at... Kill me now...
Shit being illegal makes this the problem for so many reasons. I want to live in a world where the War on Drugs is non-existent and that would be ideal, I think.
I like meth from time to time too. Still like my opiates, and am currently on T-PAIN, but don't shoot it because of the obvious issues it can cause doing that (1337 really took one for the team and saved me from this becoming me... anyone who shoots it now is an idiot since there's so much about how bad shooting it is.), and well... Orally, it works for my purposes thankfully.
Sucks being physically dependent, but sucks worse to have chronic pain everyday that makes life have zero quality too... So, I'm in a catch 22 here...
Hope life continues to go well for you, and you have many more happy days ahead.
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Well, actually, I would say I got MYSELF addicted. He wasn't holding a gun to my head or anything, I make my own choices. He was however, the first person to ever shoot me up. Before that I had never shot anything. I'd mainly smoked/snorted crystal and tried smoking H a few times. The times I had tried smoking H were pretty random, I never had bought it but I'd be with someone who was smoking it and they'd offer me a hit. I wasn't too impressed but it helped mellow out my crystal. Needless to say, when I tried H the way you're supposed to do it, it was much better than I had experienced before. I remember it took me a while to get hooked though. I was used to uppers so the first few times shooting H, I thought it was too much and just fell asleep a lot of times. After building a slight tolerance was when I grew to love it. It replaced all other substances and became #1.
I really respect you taking responsibility for your own actions. That shows character, backbone, and deserves respect. Don't blame others, drugs, or punt your problems off on others. Only people we can blame is ourselves when we do stupid, or bad things.
You could perceive it that way, sure. But I am not going to put the blame on another person for something I chose to do & continued to choose to do.
He also was the one that was there for me when we decided to quit. He was able to score the suboxone, I was able to get the gabapentin. It helps having someone there for you when you're going through something as rough as quitting heroin. It wasn't easy, it took a lot out of me, but eventually, I was able to quit shooting H. And, I hope that I never go back. Like the popular saying goes, "I know I have another relapse in me, but I don't know if I have another recovery left in me."
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2017-07-10 at 1:17 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny It's not though, again, the travesty foisted upon you in schools, especially primary and secondary, has almost nothing to do with the academic field of mathematics.
P.S. "maths" yet again confirms your britbong status
P.S.S. quoting posts to say "didn't read" just means these giant walls of text are on my screen twice instead of once.
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2017-07-10 at 1:04 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Lanny mmm baby, hurts so good
Do you genuinely enjoy some forms of masochism? I do plan on giving casual relationships and sex a chance, so it's going to be interesting to experiment and discover just what I want. There's actually pretty solid data that people with asperger's are far more likely than the general pop. to have...unusual sexual tastes.
For example, among males the self-reported rate of homosexuality and bisexuality is a substantially higher, close to two fold the general pop. IIRC. Gender dysphoria is also immensely overrepresented. I don't know if specific fetishes have been studied, like BDSM, but this does seem to be the primary one, by far, that they tend to discover they greatly enjoy.
I've honestly thought about attempting to become a sadist in the bay area/SF BDSM community eventually simply because I genuinely enjoy abusing people and their suffering. Of course I know BDSM is completely different, what the boundaries are. I'd have to learn what the process is. Seems pretty intimidating and awkward to me, having a group of new people judge you, the sub/micro-culture.
I don't know how well advertising myself as asexual would go, which I may genuinely be (I'll have to verify), because I don't necessarily want to engage in sex, although I wouldn't have a problem using objects, even digits.
It's consensual and the sub enjoys it, so it's perfectly ethical. It could be a healthy outlet for my...desires. Then I wouldn't feel compelled to behave like this online or in other situations because I've already been satiated, have a replacement for them that's far superior.
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2017-07-10 at 12:18 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep Damn it's hot af in my city today. I feel my skin burning as soon as I step out the front door. It's even hotter when you're forced to wear long sleeves to cover up those fun but probably not so smart life decisions that happened over the weekend. At least it's only for a few days and not the entire summer like when I used to do H. I'm so glad I'm not a daily H shooter anymore. Looking back I don't even know why I kept up with it, I only felt satisfaction for a fraction amount of the time, besides those short lasted moments, life was pretty sucky. Not being able to find a vein, dealing with sketchy middlemen, trying to go to class & work while being sick. Thank god for suboxone, gabapentin, and Crouton. (wish i could stills core gabapentin).
A little bit of clear here and there isn't as damning as some might think. Wish I could go back to smoking it but that's not gonna happen. Why waste time in the clouds, when you could get straight to the point?
Hope everyone had a great weekend! Life isn't so bad, I think I'm pretty happy. (Let's hope I feel the same when my sack is empty & I'm feeling crappy).
hahaha did litemex get you addicted to heroin? true love -
2017-07-09 at 11:02 PM UTC in LannyIs Bill Krozby even a real person or just an amalgamation of all our personalities into one purile sex offender
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2017-07-08 at 5:46 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSThis completes my conclusion that there are girls on the internet but they're all aspies.
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2017-07-08 at 4 PM UTC in Which poster do you miss the most?
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2017-07-07 at 5:38 PM UTC in This isn't funny anymore Lanny, we need an ignore function
Originally posted by -SpectraL Nobody likes rules, but they are necessary. You may also dislike the laws of physics, and wish to defy them, but doing so will have unintended consequences. Rules exist throughout all of nature, and for a very good reason.
Originally posted by Lanny no one gives a shit spectral, your back seat moderating is fucking pathetic.
Interesting behavior. Notice how spec steps up with a friendly helpful suggestion, and then note the anger that inspired in lanny's reply. Anger is a symptom of fear. Lanny has to take a hardline stance here to assert his dominance as lead webmaster. -
2017-07-07 at 2:07 PM UTC in Speaking of reddit posts, I also want to share a post from reddit
Originally posted by Sophie If you were a genius Sploo you wouldn't be wasting your time doing bundy and telling everyone on the internet how much of a genius you are.
sure i would
people can also be very very very lazy and antisocial, they're not mutually exclusive
believe it or not i dont come on here to learn things, tarding out everyday and looking through research papers everyday is also not mutually exclusive
slightly above average but muh 1/30,000 muh 6 million
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2017-07-07 at 1:48 PM UTC in Speaking of reddit posts, I also want to share a post from reddit
Originally posted by sploo i score well though, i have a score at 160 and 158. my thing is addiction to pusszlelsz, insecurity, it's a hobby and narcissismfuel
your main reason for suicide shouldnt be your IQ, your main reason for suicide should be because you're autistic
i bet this is malice on an alt
If you were a genius Sploo you wouldn't be wasting your time doing bundy and telling everyone on the internet how much of a genius you are. The fact is, the absence of any sort of substantial, positive, worthwhile character traits in you makes it so that you latch onto your single redeeming quality(Your slightly above average intelligence) in such a fashion that it is the only thing that's keeping your fragile ego from crumbling into a million logic pussles. -
2017-07-06 at 1:17 PM UTC in Speaking of reddit posts, I also want to share a post from redditPeople have to realize that just because they are useless in many fields, that doesn't directly translate to they are useless in all fields. A person may be stupid in math, science, art, and so forth, but at the same time be a genius in some other field, such as sports. If you are stupid in a lot of fields, you just need to find the one you are a genius in. There's not one person on the planet who is not a genius at something, they just need to find out what it is. But if you give up trying to find out what it is, that's on your energy level, not your actual capabilities.
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2017-07-06 at 2:25 AM UTC in This isn't funny anymore Lanny, we need an ignore function
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2017-07-06 at 1:34 AM UTC in This isn't funny anymore Lanny, we need an ignore function