It was that I was in a hotel with my friend and there were a lot of shops. I was abducted by a fat girl and taken into the woods. She took some of my blood with a syringe and was going back to the hotel to pretend to my friend that I was dead, so I went to escape through the forest. There was a grid of barbed wire on the ground so I couldn't just run, I came to a lake. I tried to swim across but the fat girl came into the lake after me and she had an axe. I couldn't swim that fast and she was getting closer so I just kicked her face, got the axe off her and chopped off her hands. Then I got out and went back to the hotel. Some time had passed and the hotel was abandoned, the shops were closed and it was dusty, but there was a small group of people in the foyer. I sensed my friend upstairs but a man had all the stairs removed and said he would have these people in the elevator killed if I didn't dance with him. I just let them die and went to hide in one of the shops. There was a ghost shopkeeper who wanted to help me, she led me to stairs to the attic. The men fired gunshots into the shop. The attic was dark with dolls everywhere. My friend was sitting there and the ghost showed us a passageway so we went through, it turned into a slide and we were outside the hotel, but it was sunny and busy again, and I think we were ghosts.
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The cashier asked what my name was and without thinking I said one I haven’t used in years. Now I’m confused about what my real name is, if my subconscious thinks it’s that maybe I should use it again.
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Originally posted by Sudo
My buddy has been trying to get me to watch an anime called Akira that he swears by. I asked him what he thought of attack on titan and he said it was OK. He's really into 80s movies and AoT seems to have that sort of feel and theme so im surprised he wasn't super into it. I'm gonna start watching AoT tn while pretending my covid is still debilitating
You should watch Akira. My phone cover was of the pill and I have these good for health bad for education patches to stick on clothes, made virtual rooms inspired by it. The manga is great too.
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I don't think being present is necessary so wouldn't see it as a bad thing. I'd cut off the friends if they're becoming like enemies, especially if they're making you angry. In the past I'd talk with my favourite author or read peoples diaries when there wasn't anyone.
When things are really bad a planner is necessary to stay organised and focus on what's next. I'd think about what's really bothering you because usually a lot of things are just a few of the same things. I think you always know what the right thing to do is and if you forget your human emotions and just make the right choices then you'll be fine. You don't really have to be this way and things can always get better somehow.
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Originally posted by Wariat
what do you mean? I dont want my life consisting of the american dream or two kids and a dog and an suv if thats what you mean.
You’re only hurting yourself here because life is short and you could get help. I would go on a silent retreat for a few days that is not say anything to anyone even irl for a few days then see how you feel.
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I tried to forget last nights dream. There were Halloween vibes, some house with a wall/gate, once you entered you couldn’t leave. I wasn’t going in without someone, so the house owner tricked me by making a mannequin of my friend, like a living doll copy. I just remember these red curtains and people were dissolving into the walls. The mannequin helped me escape and then she was also eaten by a wall. Then I was checking into a hotel, and in the room it was mostly cream/white but there were these mannequins and sex dolls, one looking in the window, and my phone was broken, then I went looking for vodka.
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Originally posted by Silver Fox 7172
OCD is more like checking the door and windows if they're locked and literally knowing you did but questioning if you did and have to check again and a third. or if you spin around to say bye to someone and must unspin yourself while walking away. Or repeat not as a ritual or habit but if it doesn't get done, you feel the world comes undone. Sometimes it just stops, or SSDI or bipolar meds will end it. Cause the meds make you feel apathetic to giving fucks.
Thanks for mansplaining
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I remember coming home with my family and a goth answered the door, he looked like Marilyn Manson, asked my dad who he was. My sister had a house party.
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In my dad’s last year he would take naps, visit friends, go to the pub, for walks, taught someone to weld, read, was planning on making garden sculptures a few weeks before he died, go to a car boot sale, fix things to resell, was focused on me staying with him like had a bedroom made up and was getting someone to set up a computer den for me. I never stayed with him once. He said he’d watch the birds.
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