I'll just cook something. There's no takeaway place open for hours.
Wondering if I should go get food or order takeaway. I have no energy and three cigs left so I need to go get cigs, but I want to stop smoking. I want to cook something because my coleslaw will go out of date soon but no energy to cook. I could take my research chemicals for energy but then I'll have palpitations and anxiety.
I'm just gonna cancel my membership of the place. I don't want to go when there's a high chance someone there hacked me. If there's toxic people there I don't want to go and they don't deserve to know me. My absence will be my retaliation.
2024-09-14 at 11:55 AM UTC
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Future Plans
These days I'm turning a room into an office and setting up my Twitch for streaming. I got membership to a place in Belfast so I can sit at my pc there instead of at home. Trying to spend more time in nature but I feel fearful of going outside in general. Trying to take care of my heart health because I want to do coke again. Have a trip to London booked.
Dream is coming back to me. I had to take a Welsh exam and was panicking because I don't speak Welsh. Junji Ito's Tomie was there and I was wearing Trevor Brown's education pendant. I found my sister's diary which was too disturbing to write about here.
...I just purchased the pendant. If my subconscious wants it that's good enough for me.
It's European heritage weekend and I wanted to go somewhere but am not going so feel awful. I can't go outside.
The hangover cure hypnosis always makes me feel like I've transcended or something, to grab physical strength from your subconscious and feel like you've slept when you haven't.
That hypnosis really worked. I feel like if I listen to the hangover cure hypnosis as well then I'll be all good, because that's more focused on energising your mind, the energy booster was more focused on my body. I feel like I'm tingling, am focused and getting shit done listening to the prodigy.
I clicked never translate this site and it says it's still being translated
On my phone there's an icon on all the pages I visit including this one saying it's changed the language from Korean to English. It just appeared out of nowhere.
I was on the fence about ordering takeaway thinking I don't need a second meal today because I'm on a diet, but I just realised all I had today was houmous with grissini, a snack. I have one foot in reality today.
2024-09-13 at 8:07 PM UTC
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Will send my nudes
I forgot to switch the tampermonkey back on, will do that now because I am tired of your stupidity.
2024-09-13 at 8:06 PM UTC
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Will send my nudes
There's also people with autism whom it may not work on because they can take the suggestions too literally. My listening to hypnosis all the time doesn't make me more susceptible to it, knowing how it works protects me from other people using it on me.
2024-09-13 at 8:04 PM UTC
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Will send my nudes
Says the one who's been hypnotised by Trump. People can choose to resist it or not if they are aware of how hypnosis works. Some people are always on guard. I've learned to put myself under hypnosis and used to do that in class to remember things on a deeper level. It's helped me to speed-read instead of sounding out every word in my head.
