User Controls
Posts by Kafka
-
2022-01-31 at 2:42 PM UTC in Anywhere but hereWhere would you rather be and what would you be doing there?
I’ll start with a cat cafe in London. -
2022-01-31 at 4:28 AM UTC in Niggas in Space Podcast.I’ve been wondering if there are formorians living in the sea and they become a threat to us how could we kill them off, but I don’t expect anyone to have answers.
-
2022-01-31 at 4:21 AM UTC in Niggas in Space Podcast.
-
2022-01-31 at 3:56 AM UTC in Niggas in Space Podcast.
Originally posted by Bradley were gonna be discussing transgender athletes in sports (male to female specifically)
focus being that one nigga from Yale who wasn't the best male swimmer, "became" a woman, and now broke 3 records in women's swimming
Russia invading ukraine
focus being biden saying 8500 troops are ready to fight and russia placing 100,000+ troops on the border
Covid Vaccines
focus are the boosters necessary
Who is going to be the recorder?
Those are shit topics -
2022-01-31 at 1:12 AM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
-
2022-01-31 at 12:27 AM UTC in Tattoo suggestionsThink I’ll just get one on the inside of my lip
-
2022-01-31 at 12:14 AM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
Originally posted by Donald Trump OP don't get a tatoo. Guys don't like tatoos on girls. They're just another shitty attempt by girls to be attractive to what girls want, while smart girls are worrying about being attractive girls to what boys want.
Girls like boys with tatoos, so boys should like girls with tatoos, right? Wrong. Wrong. A thousand times wrong.
Idk it’s just frustrating that I haven’t been able to think of one which would suit me for years. The current one I have is a friendship thing and I don’t regret it. -
2022-01-30 at 9:22 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....Idk if I should run to the shop for cigs it closes in 40 mins and my hair is wet. I just have a feeling I’ll be up all night craving them
-
2022-01-30 at 7:36 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
-
2022-01-30 at 5:49 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by mmQ Yeah fortunately I've never been on that extreme end of mania. I've heard some pretty crazy stories though. I just get really racing thoughts and pretty much think I can conquer the world, lol, which to me doesn't even sound like a bad thing- an over abundance of confidence. I just get ahead of myself and need to learn how to harness those emotions and be patient.
I love instant gratification and if i don't see immediate results i tend to get sidetracked and frustrated/dissuaded, even if I know it and recognize it as having unrealistic expectations.. probably some ADHD floating around as well.
There's really nothing more frustrating than knowing what I need to do to help myself and still not being able to follow through with doing it lol.
But things are aight. EVERY DAY IS A NEW DAY and I gotta try not to wallow in my own chaotic insecure delusions.
Probably doesn't help that I leave my blinds closed 24 hours a day. Im opening them now.
DAY OF 🌞😎.
What northern Ireland like is it all gray and cloudy and rainy there all the time?
I do that too with blinds it’s probably saved my skin. I think people focus on whatever seems the most important thing at the time so you could remind yourself why it’s important.
Idk what to say about the weather, autumn is my favourite when it’s cloudy and cool, I like 7C. Winter it snows, spring it’s rain and sunshine. This summer lasted longer I think because of climate change, and I noticed there were few brown leaves this autumn for the first time :c -
2022-01-30 at 5:33 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by mmQ Oh for sure. I've been diagnosed with bi-polar and major depressive disorder for a long time. Just kinda used to it at this point but that's the problem. I didn't want to get to used to it. I don't have any good advice because if I did I'd take my own advice and not have to live this LOLLERCOASTER of emotions but if I did have some, I really do think the healthy diet and exercise is ridiculously beneficial as lame as that sounds to a person when they're depressed and don't want to do shit besides sit around and eat garbage foods.
It's crazy how fast healthy choices can have a snowball effect going forward, but on the same token, not healthy choices can snowball the opposite way just as quickly.
But more important than anything to remember is that
I don’t really know how they manifest, if it’s the same for everyone. There was this bipolar girl in my class, she’d phone 999 during class when people were slabbering about her, I remember the teacher asking us if we were alright because he was getting weird looks. Threw a bottle of coke over me then ran after some guy screaming she was going to kill him, he looked so scared and ran. At a nightclub there was this strobe light, and I swear every second the room lit up she would be either laughing or crying, scared the fuck out of me. -
2022-01-30 at 5:11 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by mmQ I don't know but that sounds like the premise for a proper emo poem or song lyrics. I mean that respectfully.
It's kind of interesting at least for me, out of anything I've ever tried whether it's drugs or legal medication or sobriety, the feeling I hate the most is feeling numb. Some people like it, just sort of an oblivious state of content and I understand the appeal, but to me, it gets old really quick.
Like taking anti-depressants sort of has helped in the past but it also just makes me feel so weird like a different person and it turns me off of them for that reason alone. Like I don't mind it for a short-term effect but when it changes who I am 24 hours a day it just feels wrong.
I've learned at the end of the day I'd rather feel depressed than feel nothing, but sometimes feeling nothing is the best feeling of all.
https://www.clinical-depression.co.uk/
I get that. The longest I took them was two months, citalopram, didn’t read a book the whole summer and was sitting in the rain like a zombie trying to feel something. There’s nothing scarier than your voice being killed and mindfulness freaks me out I think it’s akin to mindlessness.
Thanks btw -
2022-01-30 at 4:41 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....If I’m braindead or just at peace, wary of accepting things as normal, wondering if I should go back just to feel normal.
-
2022-01-30 at 4:20 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?
-
2022-01-30 at 3:48 PM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
-
2022-01-30 at 3:42 PM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
-
2022-01-30 at 3:38 PM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
-
2022-01-30 at 3:27 PM UTC in Tattoo suggestions
-
2022-01-30 at 2:34 PM UTC in Tattoo suggestions.
-
2022-01-30 at 4:36 AM UTC in Weed thoughts
