Posts by Kafka

1. 2024-10-11 at 7:53 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty
   Whatever the reason, I know what orgasm feels like and have not had enough motivation to seek out another one.
2. 2024-10-11 at 7:52 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by Fonaplats If I had sex with a woman 4 times a day for 2 years and she never cummed I'd hit her and kill myself both.

   
   We tried a lot of things so it was still an experience for me. I can check off a list that I've done crazy things.
3. 2024-10-11 at 7:50 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty
   I didn't use it in the restroom, I took it home.
4. 2024-10-11 at 7:48 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by Fonaplats Have you ever had sex?

   
   I had a fwb for two years, sometimes we'd have sex four times in one day. He never made me cum but I continued seeing him because it gave me less anxiety to know he was content and semen does act as an anti-depressant.
5. 2024-10-11 at 7:41 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by Fonaplats Kafka, will you detail story tell of your orgasm?

   
   OK. It was far better than any orgasm a man will ever have. You know female orgasms last longer and are more intense? There was this pub I'd sneak in the back door because they had a cigarette vending machine near the exit. That's where I got my silk cut when it was only
   £7. Now it's £17. Anyway in the bathroom of this pub they had another vending machine that dispensed finger vibrators, and that's what gave me my first orgasm, brain explosion. I threw it out after because I'm hygienic. I have bought other vibrators since but they have never given me an orgasm because I am hypersensitive. I just get too sensitive so can't cum with them. I have never felt the need to buy another finger vibrator. I have also never fingered myself because that grosses me out, I don't want to know what inside me feels like. I think about sex on average every two weeks, mess around with a vibrator, don't cum, feel more motivated and clear-headed afterwards. Ig that's the issue, that I am not motivated to seek out sex or an orgasm, and I am fine with that, to not be controlled by it. I am addicted to self-control.
6. 2024-10-11 at 7:24 PM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by shitty titty Is that girl hanging herself rom your necklace? 😭

   
   It took me ages to decide on a necklace I like. This one resonated with me because I was bullied in highschool.
   
   https://www.akatako.net/japanese-art/trevor-brown-education-pendant
7. 2024-10-11 at 7:21 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty
   I crave self-control above all. I quit smoking for two years and had a pack of cigarettes in my medicine box the whole time. I used to be an alcoholic then went to drinking 11 times in one year. I've given up cocaine as well but that one doesn't matter as much because people can relapse years later.
8. 2024-10-11 at 7:17 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty
   Maybe you would be experiencing withdrawel if you go a week without an orgasm. I would be just fine with it and that self-control is addictive.
9. 2024-10-11 at 7:14 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
   Kafka sweaty

   Originally posted by shitty titty Have you ever considered I actually go after the things I want while you sit at home?

   
   You have shown no indication of that. You have shown your internalised misogyny though by claiming my behaviour is because I don't have orgasms.
10. 2024-10-11 at 7:12 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    What I'm saying is, sexual energy can be channeled into more important things, rather than letting it numb you.
11. 2024-10-11 at 7:10 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by shitty titty You don’t need a man to get off.
    
    This is why you so aggy all the time. You got 10 yrs of orgasms screaming to get out.

    
    Have you ever considered your life would be better if you were more aggressive?
12. 2024-10-11 at 7:09 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    I've experienced euphoria from cocaine so it doesn't matter.
13. 2024-10-11 at 7:08 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by shitty titty You don’t need a man to get off.
    
    This is why you so aggy all the time. You got 10 yrs of orgasms screaming to get out.

    
    It's good to have aggressive energy in this world, it can be channeled into more productive things.
14. 2024-10-11 at 7:07 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    I'm free from ever being a victim of orgasm denial torture, and that feels great.
15. 2024-10-11 at 7:06 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    Maybe you can't understand how addictive being in control of yourself is because you've never experienced it. You can't imagine being free.
16. 2024-10-11 at 7:05 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by shitty titty Omg this explains so much. Girl you need to bust a damn nut.

    
    Explains why I'm not distracted as to the real nature of men? You have let them blind you and now you are cursed with internalised misogyny.
17. 2024-10-11 at 6:56 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    Technically I am already qualified to be a sage because of other aspects of my lifestyle.
18. 2024-10-11 at 6:56 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    "In Buddhism, celibacy is often practiced by monks and nuns as part of their path toward enlightenment. The goal of celibacy in this context is to free the mind from worldly desires and distractions, including sexual desire. By avoiding attachment and cultivating self-control, one can focus more fully on meditation, mindfulness, and inner development. The idea is that desire, including sexual desire, can bind people to the cycle of suffering (samsara), and by renouncing it, individuals can move closer to liberation (nirvana)."
19. 2024-10-11 at 6:47 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty

    Originally posted by Fonaplats That was the saddest thing I've ever read ever

    
    I know what it feels like and what I'm missing, but not being controlled by it is more satisfying to me. That orgasm denial only makes me seek power.
20. 2024-10-11 at 6:43 PM UTC in Will Kafka be putting out soon?
    Kafka sweaty
    Control over oneself is addictive.