Don't look for comforting answers, only the truth.
My advice for spiritual wellbeing is to reject religion, read books, listen to your soul and keep asking why.
"Individuals with personality disorder are more likely to have multiple and visible tattoos when compared with patients with schizophrenia, and there appears to be some association between the number of tattoos and presence of a personality disorder."
I have to get my wrist tattoo re-inked because it's fading. I'm proud of myself for not getting a ton of them after all these years, only have one. Some people get addicted to them.
I'd ask him if he'd like a cup of tea but he might say coffee and I still don't know how to make that.
I say this while there's a cute ginger right outside mowing the lawn.
If it's real I assume the people I attract into my life are a good measure. If they're positive people or not. Right now there's no one in my life, so ig no one matches my frequency rn.
I've never had a boyfriend because of my reclusive nature. If I keep going this way I'll never get married so I'm wondering what life changes I should make.
It's so weird not having to shave. I wish I'd got this done as a teen. Often during summer I'd wake up in the afternoon then take two hours to get ready, I'd have to shave before going out then the day would be over. This will save so much time.
I regret cancelling on Sophie last minute so I wanted my next trip to be to visit him. Now I don't want to go anywhere. I need a vacation.
2023-05-13 at 9:07 AM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
Everyone thinks they know their limit w drugs.
2023-05-13 at 9:04 AM UTC
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What happened to LockedIn?
He said he was going to kill himself, I think because of Sophie's probable death.
2023-05-13 at 9 AM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
Just noticed I feel calm about it, I must have suppressed a lot or am dissociating.
2023-05-13 at 8:59 AM UTC
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Sophie: Where are you?
He probably OD'd or was killed by the mob. All I know is he's not at his PC because he would have tried to stop you all tracking him down. Ik that's the last thing he'd want and that it'd put him at risk so that's why I've been advocating it.
I slept 14 hours, one of my eyes is bloodshot and I had a nosebleed. I don't really have time to take a break but will have to today. I'll go for a walk or something.
I'm so happy I won't have to shave this summer.
I've been awake 27 hours and am finally home. I'm going to drink my wine, order food, catch up on Riverdale then hopefully sleep.