Idk why I'm dreaming of people from years ago. The Jamaica dream as well that was about someone. I'll miss them anyway. We were all 18 but hung out in this room that was for minors for a year, it was a lot more fun and it was nice bcus the adult version of that place wasn't.
I just remember Brian was there and it bothered me because it'd been ten years and I can't get rid of him. Then I was back in lost soul. Khris was in one of his anti-social moods, he was a black shadow. Taylor showed up to tell us she'd got married and showed us her rings. One was a silver band with five diamonds lined up. The other was also silver but oval shaped and inside the oval were five circles that changed colours. They reminded me of electrons and I think she'd shared them.
...I hope this wasn't a psychic dream. If it was I will be jealous.
2023-09-17 at 7:59 PM UTC
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All I know for sure is that I don't like physical pain at all and if someone hits me I'll hit them back, and that some people bring out my sadism and while it isn't my main trait it will always be a part of me.
2023-09-17 at 7:56 PM UTC
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I might retake it again since that was years ago.
2023-09-17 at 7:47 PM UTC
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Idk how accurate my results were because I was thinking of certain people. I got 100% switch 100% sadist. But I only feel sadistic toward certain people if that makes sense. All I remember is masochist and ddlg were like 0%.
I used to have a yellow room. Can't find pics anymore but on the wall I had a ram skull, creepy amputee art and a Jesus picture. Etsy is your friend.
Is that bluetack and cellotape on the wallpaper...
Is that really your room? It looks like it's from 2008. I flinched when I saw the desk. The picture's ncie but needs a new frame. Green carpet and get rid of the map. Let the fish go somewhere they have a better view.
I had a bad dream that I was black and had to leave Europe because I didn't want to deal with discrimination. I was in an airport McDonald's trying to decide between Jamaica and Trinidad and Tobago. I was worried about what clothes to wear with my new skintone. I was wearing a beige wool coat, black jeans and platform heels.
I remember crying in front of my ex gf but that was probably different. I'd be rambling about stuff then accidentally remember something.
I never cried in public then one day it happened like 6 times in one day. I was crying while eating my McDonalds and wasn't even upset about anything in particular. Only other times are when I've had panic attacks in London.
