2023-10-31 at 6:19 PM UTC
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Kafka is a hardcore faggot
We no forgive, we no forgetti, mom's spaghetti
I should know better not to eat Skittles at this time 6am is my loopy hour
I think I'm hallucinating I can see all these lights that aren't there, maybe an optical illusions they're all different colours
2023-10-29 at 5:20 AM UTC
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i'm just going to dj in here.
Rave to the grave and dance 'til you puke have stayed with me.
2023-10-29 at 4:58 AM UTC
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Later
I was talking to this girl outside a sinny (now I'm having flashbacks of other girls outside the sinny), she was saying she just finished her doctorate and was diagnosed with cancer right after, late 20s. Felt bad for her.
2023-10-29 at 4:53 AM UTC
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Later
I'm meant to get a smear test but keep ignoring the letters. When I was 13 I didn't wear suncream in Turkey and used acid to burn my freckles off, have used lasers on my face and sunbeds so I accept cancer already and don't want them to touch me.
I'm pissed bcus ik I had a Tolkien themed dream the other night and can't remember it. I want to have more fantasy dreams, not nightmares.
In some town. I was the reason for a couple breaking up. It was bad for them to get back together because if they did they would never get out of the town. Some spell over the town to stop people leaving. Poirot set a trap. It was the clergy behind the robberies. They had a 1920s rolls Royce and were wearing plague doctor masks and had machine guns. People were running and the clergy all froze when they realised they'd been tricked. Antique shop or so I thought, it was somewhere I was meant to stay but the owners were evil or they were having tea with people waiting for me. Red/pink dusty furniture, jediellery boxes. I could turn back time but only by 5 minutes. It was like I could walk through a tunnel that was the past five minutes. I tried to reach someone, pull them through with me but they became a black shadow because they were further than five minutes in the past.
2023-10-27 at 9:55 PM UTC
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Breast reduction surgery
When women have a large cleavage that's all people see, even other women. I didn't really notice her face until the after pics.
2023-10-27 at 9:41 PM UTC
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Breast reduction surgery
What I want people to notice first is my large forehead denoting intelligence, then my anorexia.
2023-10-27 at 9:39 PM UTC
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Breast reduction surgery
I had average boobs and felt uncomfortable wearing pushup bras so I liked to hide them. I just didn't want that to be the first thing people noticed and felt better about myself if they looked flat. But then the bar in my arm made them bigger, but the way they're shaped now are actually perfect so I love them now. Ig it depends on the shape. Most days I still like to hide them and it can depend on what I'm wearing, some outfits look better with a larger cleavage.
I had three hours sleep, am drunk now have to socialise irl thank fuck for Loop ear plugs. The information overload is building up.
2023-10-27 at 7:26 PM UTC
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Stole my neighbour's cat
I wonder if WorldCoin would add a cat's eye scan.
2023-10-27 at 7:10 PM UTC
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Electrical Brain Stimulation
Imitation is the highest form of flattery.
Wondering why there's a latch on the outside of the attic door and why I'm only noticing it now.
I think it's the little touches that are the same way old people decorate.
I never thought I'd succeed in making my bedroom look so creepy. It looks like something from the fall of the house of usher now. All the antique furniture but I still thought I wouldn't pull it off, for it to look so historically accurate.
