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2023-12-03 at 2:14 PM UTC in Thinking about therapy
Originally posted by RIPtotse And what party should I expect to see you in the running for? Seriously tho if more people had this mentality we wouldn't have joe Biden sniffing kids and doing coke.
But I will totally agree to the sentiment that humans are social beings and being able to just talk to someone about bullshit is helpful, at least for me, and if you have to do that with a paid professional then so be it. There is literal science proving that social interactions and brain stimulation from other human beings is extremely beneficial to the brain and I actually equaite 3 specific things to my success in 'treatment' or as I like to call it, not being a shit scumbag human heroin drug dumpster literally is housing, 'therapy' which I actually consider anything beneficial to mental health[daily routine, family interaction, petting a stray cat, working out], and opioid replacement therapy in my case, because idk I'm a bitch but I'm working on it.
But yah being fully honest about all that shit and realizing it is like the first step and I feel like ur just not there but ur pretty young from what it seems
Tldr; human social interactions repair brain synapses and shit basically I'm a doctor trust me
yes. if you have absolutely no friends and nobody to listen to, unloading onto someone else or a therapist can be useful. i think most people are not in this situation though and have someone they can talk to.
and in your post you are erroneously assuming that all humans hold self improvement as a worthwhile goal, and worthwhile enough that they will take sometimes significantly difficult steps to pursue it. the hard and uncomfortable truth is that this is not the case. how many people do you know who dont indulge significantly in some sort of vice? its not literally everyone, but its pretty damn close. if theyre not some sort of degenerate like many of the users here who are drug addicts, alcoholics, sex addicts (not sure anyone here falls under that but whatever), they are almost certainly bingeing on netflix, sugar and shitty food. its all the same shit really. something to do to waste your time and self sabotage to some degree, because not indulging is hard and everyone else does anyways so in a fucked up way being at your peak means being somwhat isolated and having to deal with more mental harder shit in general than just "ugh i feel so fat and lazy after eating half that pizza i gotta take a nap" or burned out from doing drugs or whatever and then just cycling that. most people are in this same exact cycle but they will never realize it or admit it to themselves because its easier to just tell yourself that since your particular vice is x and thats not as bad as y or z, youre good. which may be the case but it still doesnt mean youre not doing essentially the same thing, maybe with just a lower risk for cancer.
people dont necessarily act rationally. in fact id say they avoid it most of the time. they do work that doesnt matter, mill about and take shits while doing nothing because they hate their job or just want to see how lazy they can be or whatever, and while they know in their heart they are just wasting time it gives them at least the ability to impress on others that they have some important role. then they go have beers or hella fucking candy and cigarettes then walk past the junkies on the sidewalk and think "oh thats terrible someone should do something about that i dont understand why so many people these days are resorting to such dangerous drugs etc" and they separate themselves mentally from those people because to look at their habits and realize they are stuck in the same exact cycle, just the person on the sidewalk for whatever reason was in circumstances at some point where instead of sugar or netflix they came across oxycodone or meth, made some bad decisions just like almost everyone else does, and got fucked up or just gave up.
and for me personally as someone who has been aware of these things for a long time, it just gets to a point where you dont want to entertain the lie. like im not going to be fulfilled by a life of netflix and pizza...thats fucking boring. and its just not in my makeup to pretend to be satiated by that. its gotta be something else and so if its not something that involves constant creativity, learning, experimentation, or self improvement or some combination of those things, its going to be meth and other crazy drugs because if im going to be killing myself im not trying to do it slowly, dragging out the process in the most boring manner possible. -
2023-12-03 at 9:45 AM UTC in Thinking about therapypeople who praise therapy are almost never ok. seriously, look at people who say that therapy helped them, most of them are still really fucked up. i think therapy is sometimes incidental in someones process of recovery from something and maybe that leads to them believing therapy helped a lot, and maybe for some people who are really clueless or stuck bad or something it might help but for 95% of people...nah
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2023-12-03 at 9:40 AM UTC in Thinking about therapytherapy is a fucking scam
bro
they dont call it theRAPIST for nothing
people who have problems generally already know what they need to do to get better, they just dont want to do it. then just like, dont do it and dont bitch about it. why pretend like you dont know and then go pay some fool $100 an hour to listen to you talk and try to guide you into thinking about what you need to do? YOU ALREADY KNOW. most mental problems can be solved by:
1. stopping addictions like drugs/alcohol/nicotine/sugar/overeating/social media
2. getting in shape or at least doing some regular exericse
3. cutting out the leeches and mental 4th graders
until you do those things theres absolutely no point in seeing a therapist because youre just lying to yourself and purposefully hindering yourself. also if part of your daily routine involved purposefully inflicting trauma on others for fun, you're probably going to fuck yourself up there too.
unfortunately if you do all those things you still might end up bitter and alone and shit because most people want to run around acting like 3rd graders and getting fucked up and doing fucked up shit because weve all been programmed to some degree to by the shit culture we grew up in. thats just the way it is though and a therapist still isnt going to help you with that. -
2023-12-03 at 9:27 AM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
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2023-12-02 at 5:32 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
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2023-12-02 at 5:31 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swellingon a side note i just dumped a bunch of HF down my kitchen drain....am i going to have the FBI turn up here with the ever present meth slanging WATER DEPARTMENT wanting to question me for hella murders or what
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2023-12-02 at 5:30 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 More like 'how the fuck did I get a facial?' THE LAST THING I REENEMBER WUZ SHAKING THE DUST OUT OF ABAG OF QUICK CREEEET, THEY MUSTA ROOFEYED IT
my quikrete was laced w/ bootleg chinese alprazolam and scopalamine, when i came to i realized i had been drugged into a zombie like state and forced to help build pools for rich white folk for 6 months for free, i want to talk to the fuckin manager of the store who sold me this shit RIGHT NOW -
2023-12-02 at 5:15 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
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2023-12-02 at 5:11 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
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2023-12-02 at 4:56 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
Originally posted by infinityshock It's something they do on a regular basis. People are always dumping weird shit into them thinking it disappears into the wild blu yonder of nothingness.
Human tissue has a unique…as in nothing else produces it…decomposition product that is virtually indestructible.
Sewage systems have paths…as in something being flushed and then detected has a geographical area where it originated from. Lift stations make it even easier to find an origin.
They have new shit now where they literally sort and drain regular sewers then fish out the shit on a regular basis
ok well then i will wait for a torrential downpour, drag my bathtub outside and to the top of a mountain away from everyone, fill it with hf, do the drugs, hop in, and the rain will eventually just wash me over the top of the bathtub and then down the side of the mountain -
2023-12-02 at 4:15 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
Originally posted by infinityshock They have detection methods in municipal sewage systems for such things.
for how long though? what if you just told everyone you were going on vacation for 2 weeks or something so nobody suspected it. could you dump a bunch of naoh xtals down into the drain below the ice so that as the excess hf goes down the drain it produces a bunch of sodium fluoride and doesnt rek the ph of the sewage water wherever it dumps into and thus avoids detection -
2023-12-02 at 1:12 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swellingcan u imagine buying a bunch of dry ice and regular ice, filling up your bathtub like 1/3 of the way with water and dumping all the dry ice/ice in there so that it freezes it solid, then pouring a fuckton of hydrofluoric acid to fill the rest of the tub, getting fucking LIT on some heroin and xanax or something, turning the shower water on, and just allowing urself to nod out into the acid. the heat released from your body being dissolved would melt the ice and if you did it right you'd be liquified before the ice melted, leaving no trace of your flesh or bone, and the water you left on would wash all traces of you down the drain so whenever you were found to be missing when the cops or whoever come in they just see the shower water on and no trace of life or anything, no trace of forced entry or foul play, just like this fool turned on the shower then got abucted by aliens or sent to narnia or some shit.
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2023-12-02 at 12:55 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swellingwashed my face w/ sulfuric acid now it looks all trippy and melty
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2023-12-02 at 12:42 PM UTC in Buying the royalties to artists music and wacking themthats actually a really good idea if u have no morals and dont mind probably getting caught if you do it more than once
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2023-12-01 at 2:24 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
Originally posted by infinityshock Sodium hydroxide is one of the most destructive chemicals to living tissue.
All you have to do is mix the cement where the wind or a fan blows it away. It's such a fine powder that even a light breeze pushes it away.
i feel like there's probably much worse but yea it was pretty gnarly. it didn't cause any pain i'm guessing because it just totally rekt any feeling immediately, but it just tingled like fuck and made every part of my tongue it touched feel like it was spazzing out kinda and then it was just ...dead there for 4 or 5 days after. but thx fam i will try doing the exhaust thing next time because this shit is whack. im just going to tell anyone who asks that i have been crying all day -
2023-12-01 at 2:20 PM UTC in Avril lavigne used to post on totsecuckin canucks
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2023-12-01 at 2:19 PM UTC in Avril lavigne used to post on totseso did kelly osborne but avril lavigne is canadian
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2023-12-01 at 1:35 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
Originally posted by infinityshock Cement is one of the highest alkalinity substances known.
The microfine dust reacted with the moisture on your skin.
You're literally burning your face.
Solution: don't get the shit on your face and wear rubber gloves
yea i know im going to make a still air box like i used to use in the good ol' dayz next time. once i accidentally took a sip of a saturated sodium hydroxide/water solution though (it IMMEDIATELY felt not right so it didnt make it past even the tip of my tongue) but that shit burned the FUCK out of my tongue lol
FUCKIN PH LEVELS BRO
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2023-12-01 at 1:25 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
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2023-12-01 at 1:24 PM UTC in how the fuck do i get rid of facial swelling
