only a little bit though. but still, trash. listening to this to pysch myself up to go to the gardens though because i dont wanna sit around all day, the pain is going to be there regardless so try to push thorugh i guess right? should be over very soon
its not even that bad i just have a runny as fuck nose, a little pain and tiredness, and every time i laugh i cry a klittle bit and every time i cry i laugh a little bit. or sometimes a lot. lol.
i just threw out all my Crouton this morning after a pretty fast 2-3 day taper. not nearly as addicted to it now was i was in the past but i woke up the other morning feeling incredibly fucking restless and i remember that feeling from withdrawal last time and i was like FUCK THAT SHIT. not trying to do go down that road again. then friday work got cancelled so i figured fuck it, i got 3 days, just throw it away and ride out whatever bullshit comes with that. done it many times before at levels way more intense than this so just starve that beast to death rn