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2016-05-18 at 1:27 AM UTC
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2016-05-18 at 2:49 AM UTC
Too much work. Too many drugs.
In the past 72h I have done, cannabis, alcohol, Crouton, nitrous, diclazepam, flubromazepam, meclonazolam, phenibut, 3FP, amphetamine, oxycodone, tilidin and Crouton and I'm not even trying. It's a regular work week.C'mon man.
I have to tone this shit down. I barely feel anything when sober. My libido is shit, too. Constipation.
Oh, I didn't even list the Noots and supplements, caffeine and cigarettes. Fuck this. I'll become a monk.
and I thought I was living it up with these vials of test. Shit -
2016-05-18 at 5:28 PM UTC
and I thought I was living it up with these vials of test. Shit
How many mgs you take per week? -
2016-05-18 at 7:21 PM UTCDo you even lift?
Testo is a great substance no doubt but if you don't have a base, for a lack of a better word, workout experience and adapted system I wouldn't recommend it. +25 years of age and 5+ years of working out. That's what I've been told by people who know their stuff. You can really fuck up you Testo/Endrogen axis if done wrong.
I'd be interested in microdosing trials. -
2016-05-18 at 8:43 PM UTCAre you aware of testosterone no ester? The idea of applying it (rectally seems to work well) before certain events, such as a record attempt, (athletic) competition, or sex, is very interesting. There are plenty of reports on it. Give yourself a fast and very strong peak that doesn't last very long.
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2016-05-18 at 10:01 PM UTC
Do you even lift?
Testo is a great substance no doubt but if you don't have a base, for a lack of a better word, workout experience and adapted system I wouldn't recommend it. +25 years of age and 5+ years of working out. That's what I've been told by people who know their stuff. You can really fuck up you Testo/Endrogen axis if done wrong.
I'd be interested in microdosing trials.
all of the big three are at 150% at least
Also, don't believe everything you read. I bet 75% of those people jumped on a lot sooner than they say they did
Microdosing is useless unless you have naturally low testosterone and want to hop on TRT indefinitely. Any amount of exogenous testosterone is suppressive, and too little just isn't effective. The point of running higher amounts is to oversaturate sex hormone binding globulin and increase serum testosteroneAre you aware of testosterone no ester? The idea of applying it (rectally seems to work well) before certain events, such as a record attempt, (athletic) competition, or sex, is very interesting. There are plenty of reports on it. Give yourself a fast and very strong peak that doesn't last very long.
Yeah, I purposefully use long ester for stability's sake. Stable levels means little side effects
Also, lol at the concept of "rectally applying" testosterone containing oil prior to any thing athletic
Haiti: test enanthate 250 every 3.5 days, so 500mg a week -
2016-05-19 at 8:27 AM UTCWhat else are you using? You aren't just using test by itself, are you? Unless you've had estradiol/estrogen levels tested, which you damn well should have included as part of your tests before and regularly after, particularly considering your age (first to stabilize, determine what doses get you to what level, then to monitor), and they're in a healthy range (Standard references can be widely inaccurate and have too large ranges), you should probably be using an aromatase inhibitor as well. I'd also recommend HcG to preserve testicular function, luitenizing hormone and follice stimulating hormone may have important effects outside of the testes; IIRC in a book I read, possibly good article, a doctor noted that his patients usually felt better after including it.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Steroidsourcetalk/
You can get HcG in powder form now from reliable suppliers with testing, vials are expensive and can be a pain in the ass to acquire, IIRC they forced All Day Chemist to stop selling it. Aromatase inhibitors are also available in powder form.
Another excellent site for Haiti and you, lots of great supplies and goodies to play around with/utilize at fantastic prices and quality: http://www.blueskypeptide.com/ -
2016-05-19 at 10:46 AM UTCHi Malice, I incorporated HCG in week two when I started anastrazole for AI. You're right, HCG is very important. Otherwise the body will fail to produce pregnenolone (thus DHEA) and other hormones. It's significantly easier to come off cycle when your HTPA never fully shuts down. Also, if your testicles stop producing testosterone, they also stop producing a host of other chemicals locally, namely antioxidants. This leaves them vulnerable to oxidative damage from superoxide, peroxide, etc. This will permanently damage the structures there.
I have a person from whom I get my ancillaries. They're all pharmaceutical grade.
I've also found a good deal on Serostim, so I'm going to give it a whirl. I already use Mod GRF and GHRP 2 five days out of the week. -
2016-05-20 at 10:35 AM UTCWoah, fuck me they weren't kidding, galantamine can give you intense dreams if taken too close to bed. May have occurred yesterday as well to a weaker extent. I'm not used to dreaming at all, let alone at this intensity and coherence. I don't like it and don't plan on trying it again, I doubt the sleep is deep enough to be optimally beneficial anyway.
I've mentioned it before: http://dreamstudies.org/galantamine-review-lucid-dreaming-pill/
Took a blue microscoop sublingually, along with some other noots/supps via this ROA. Applied vinopectine first for the powerful local vasodilation, which I've noticed causes improved absorption, absorption time, and efficacy.
Wrote it out, but lost the post (Damn WYSIWYG editor, which is incompatible with Lazarus, with no alternative, although I could look for a script.). Last dream I remember was like a poorly made crime film. Ended up with me getting one of Lanny's cop friends (He was reluctant to explain how they knew each other) remotely during an intense car chase, either to avoid implication or for my own joy. As I left the train station there was a massive rush and crush of cops closely ahead of me, then a pileup at the bottom of the stairs, which amused me and caused me to make a mocking remark, and I do get giddy after events like this IRL, which is an extreme from contrast from my standard robotic behavior/(lack of IRL) personality. Another person, possibly a cop which seemed to know him remarked, "Nice scream.", which is how I caused the crash toward the end, as I was becoming desperate or simply out of impulse. It ended with me calling Lanny telling him where to meet me outside, him possible aware of what I had done. -
2016-05-21 at 2:11 AM UTC
Hi Malice, I incorporated HCG in week two when I started anastrazole for AI. You're right, HCG is very important. Otherwise the body will fail to produce pregnenolone (thus DHEA) and other hormones. It's significantly easier to come off cycle when your HTPA never fully shuts down. Also, if your testicles stop producing testosterone, they also stop producing a host of other chemicals locally, namely antioxidants. This leaves them vulnerable to oxidative damage from superoxide, peroxide, etc. This will permanently damage the structures there.
I have a person from whom I get my ancillaries. They're all pharmaceutical grade.
I've also found a good deal on Serostim, so I'm going to give it a whirl. I already use Mod GRF and GHRP 2 five days out of the week.
You are a wise one, I had forgotten.
I'd be more concerned about Haiti. Hahaha, remember that time he feel asleep in front of the train tracks and a cop ended up behind him, then when he was driving the wrong way on the highway. Ah, good times.
In other news, just as Cedar Falls Supply, a highly rated US source that sold powder pyrazolam (anxiolytic/benzo that's extremely selective for A2 (anxiolysis without side effects)), closed/went into hiatus, someone made me aware of a highly rated Chinese source that sells pyrazolam for a fantastic price. About $200 total for 3 grams, very potent by weight, with fast shipping.
Wrote an overview about why I'm so interested in it here: https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/comments/4k937l/looking_for_some_pyrazolam/d3dog9o -
2016-05-21 at 7:21 AM UTCWas linked to this, absolutely fascinating: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Son_Also_Rises_(book)
Repeat after me: "Biological reality is an ugly thing."
It may be because I'm lapsing into a depressive cycle again, but reality is so ugly it makes me want to vomit, feel like my head is literally going to be torn apart from the inside, a fissure through my brain, brings back thoughts of wanting to commit suicide. -
2016-05-21 at 7:27 AM UTCGod damn tinybltc is even more of a cesspool than usual lately. Kreepykay and privacycunt are nowhere to be found lately (afaik, I saw kreepykay in there like a week ago but thats it) Too many drunkards and bad music not enough conversation/any drug other than alcohol plus the usual stale cgghkaruImmfrd
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2016-05-21 at 12:33 PM UTCMan Malice is so intelligent drug-wise now. I remember the first day he got some weed. ;_;
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2016-05-21 at 2:08 PM UTC
You are a wise one, I had forgotten. I'd be more concerned about Haiti. Hahaha, remember that time he feel asleep in front of the train tracks and a cop ended up behind him, then when he was driving the wrong way on the highway. Ah, good times.
i forgot about the wrong side of the highway until i read your post. Im glad thise days are behind me even if life is slightly duller. A week and half away from a year's sobriety -
2016-05-22 at 7 AM UTChttps://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/4kdok0/im_officially_done_with_oculus_and_listed_my_rift/
Reading some bad things about Oculus. I mean, it is Facebook, it shouldn't be too surprising if this eventually occurred and was speculated on, the main concern, from the start.
Lanny, have you thought about cancelling your preorder and eventually (I remember your post stating you were too busy too likely use it much for some time) ordering the Vive? It does seem to have better hardware, and comes with room scale and controllers already available. -
2016-05-22 at 8:13 AM UTCAs much as i love the idea of VR i think I'm going to sit this generation out
I guess I'm waiting for what everyone else is waiting for from VR, if you catch my drift -
2016-05-22 at 2:39 PM UTClol xanax
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2016-05-22 at 3:12 PM UTCI ordered the vive on impulse one night about a month ago. Can't wait until it arrives. I REALLY hope it's not a fucking gimmick.
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2016-05-22 at 5:34 PM UTC
https://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/4kdok0/im_officially_done_with_oculus_and_listed_my_rift/
Reading some bad things about Oculus. I mean, it is Facebook, it shouldn't be too surprising if this eventually occurred and was speculated on, the main concern, from the start.
Lanny, have you thought about cancelling your preorder and eventually (I remember your post stating you were too busy too likely use it much for some time) ordering the Vive? It does seem to have better hardware, and comes with room scale and controllers already available.
That link is just some guy bitching with no actual critique of oculus.
Although I am considering jumping ship for reasons other than the hype train that seems to run consumer VR discussion, "wait N months for motion controllers you have to buy at an undisclosed price" is pretty stupid and the steam partnership says something. -
2016-05-23 at 6:57 AM UTCYou make enough money that it doesn't matter, but you could resell it easily and potentially double your money.
You're right, the critique isn't specific to the HMD hardware, but that isn't all that matters.
There are extra critiques in the comments:
[greentext]>Oculus previously had DRM checking that you own the game, and also basic functionality checking for the oculus HDM so you would be able to play the game. Revive patched the HDM check so it would also be possible to play on HTC Vive. Facebook responded by making the HDM check a part of the DRM so that Vive owners can't play games legally bought from the oculus store.[/greentext]
Although, they may have backtracked? Possibly partially for now, with more widespread changes later.
What are the other reasons you're considering jumping ship?
Honestly, now does not seek to be the time for VR. I may delay gratification and wait until the second consumer releases, possibly leasing patents (Dear god I hope FOVE works well.)
Oh: http://www.getfove.com/
http://www.roadtovr.com/fove-raises-11-million-series-a-investment-to-accelerate-mass-production-in-fall-2016/
Hopefully Steam acquires them, I don't trust Oculus. Lucky Palmer doesn't have power, Facebook does, and only a fool would trust them. The fear and speculation that was occurring when Facebook first bought them out may turn out to be warranted after all.
