User Controls
The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
-
2016-05-15 at 2:16 PM UTCPoor §m£ÂgØL
-
2016-05-15 at 9:54 PM UTC
Really? That's really impressive if true. That's what… .8 a week?
~1.xx/wk. This time last year I was walking around 145-150, now 185-190. Shooting for at least 215, but I've stalled on weight gain and my lifts for a few weeks now :( Probably just an issue with my diet but i can't afford to eat much more than I currently am, sadly. -
2016-05-15 at 10 PM UTC
​Leicester winning the PL. Gives hope to Liverpool.
yeah anything is possible after this year. lol @ tottenham. -
2016-05-15 at 10:02 PM UTCDid you use steroids or anything related? They're good stuff.
-
2016-05-15 at 10:17 PM UTC
Did you use steroids or anything related? They're good stuff.
No. Not yet any how. Was considering hopping on some test, but I've only been lifting for about a year, so I feel like I still have tons of room to improve naturally. If I don't break through this current plateau in another 2 months or so, I'll probably start planning for a test cycle more seriously. -
2016-05-15 at 10:56 PM UTCThat's seriously impressive if you didn't use any.
-
2016-05-15 at 11:05 PM UTCThanks.
-
2016-05-16 at 4:36 AM UTC
It was fun for games but I wouldn't really say it improved immersion. Mostly programming or reading. I have mixed feelings about it, never really got any of the euphoria people talk about. Mostly it made me feel emotionally very neutral, calculating. Like it got me in the perfect headspace for minmaxing which is something I usually don't enjoy. Just really focused but not really caring.
I'd like to try some MXE sometime. I probably told this story before already, but back when I was ordering bulk amounts of 'bath salts' and undercutting the local head shops by literally standing outside and hitting up their customers by handing them a sample bag stapled to a business card with my burner phone number, my vendor gave me a substantial sample of MXE. I had no interest in it at the time, so I just had it sitting around.
One of my new bath salt customers was a small, wiry, greasy little speed freak who owned a tattoo parlor. Seeing a potential bonanza in getting in good with this guy, and all the business I could get from hanging around his shop, I gave him a really good deal and threw in the MXE free. I told him what it was, and started to explain what a disassociative is, but you know how it is on the streets, he was like "M-E-X-what?" I remember the next time he called me to re-up, he asked me 'Hey, whatever that stuff was, I loved it. I fuckin' loved it. Can you get any more of it?"
I said I could, but around that time I had other stuff going on, and also that was when my old lady got all religious and decided she wanted to end our relationship because we lived in sin and because I was/am a drug addict and a sinner, and in the turmoil of moving out and my family breaking apart, I got apathetic and just stopped re-upping research chems, the effort of maintaining and cultivating business relationships with the vendors was too much and I just stopped. I stopped maintaining my burner phone, lost contact with the tattoo guy, and just dropped the whole thing.
tl/dr? I had a chance to try MXE when I got a few grams free one time but I gave it away instead.
-
2016-05-16 at 6:09 AM UTCYeah, give it a go. Kinda like with stims I think you need a certain kind of personality or at least a certain headspace to enjoy dissociatives. I don't think I fit the bill, I could never see myself really craving that feeling. On a total level it's kinda distant and cold although there's a certain charm in that too. No way to know until you try though.
-
2016-05-16 at 9:57 AM UTCI used to love dissociatives. Haven't done them in a long ass time. I dont think I'd like them anymore, I'm more sociable now than I was.
-
2016-05-16 at 10:39 PM UTC
No you fucking couldn't. Even if you could I wouldn't buy them from you because you'd probably use the dirtiest techniques in a dilapidated abandoned house and end up with the most unacceptable levels of impurities
Can I still get the list tho I'm curious -
2016-05-17 at 12:01 AM UTCWhere is Mxe is available
-
2016-05-17 at 12:38 AM UTCYou guys are making me want to get some K
-
2016-05-17 at 3:30 AM UTC
-
2016-05-17 at 7:22 AM UTCCount down to WD's because life sucks and work hours this week have been shit. They cut me because I requested my son's first birthday off. Off for next 3 days. Fuck, the hell that is to come. I'm not going to be a happy camper until sunday.
-
2016-05-17 at 4:47 PM UTC
*ahem*
https://www.reddit.com/r/RCSources/
I went around to the vendors I've used in the past, a couple of new ones, none seem to have MXE although I do seem to have one with 5-MAPB in stock which I've been keeping an eye out for for a while so that's nice. The only Chinese vendor (as in ships-from, I assume most vendors are selling Chinese stuff) I ever used has closed shop, but the ban is still in place so I don't know why they'd have it again. -
2016-05-17 at 8:43 PM UTCSunfish has it.....for sixty bucks per 100mg.
-
2016-05-17 at 10:32 PM UTC
The only Chinese vendor (as in ships-from, I assume most vendors are selling Chinese stuff) I ever used has closed shop, but the ban is still in place so I don't know why they'd have it again.
Oh, do you mean tic-research? He had a replacement, you know. Let me see: Nope, no MXE.
Actually, it seems they recommend looking on the darknet markets, doing a search on the subreddit. -
2016-05-17 at 11:10 PM UTCToo much work. Too many drugs.
In the past 72h I have done, cannabis, alcohol, Crouton, nitrous, diclazepam, flubromazepam, meclonazolam, phenibut, 3FP, amphetamine, oxycodone, tilidin and Crouton and I'm not even trying. It's a regular work week.C'mon man.
I have to tone this shit down. I barely feel anything when sober. My libido is shit, too. Constipation.
Oh, I didn't even list the Noots and supplements, caffeine and cigarettes. Fuck this. I'll become a monk. -
2016-05-17 at 11:27 PM UTCSitting infront of a piece of tuna pizza, while my radiotor goes crazy. About to snort some speed of a Shaun of the Dead collector's edition tin box so I can play the Fallout 4 DLC I just downloaded for an hour or two before knocking myself out with a hot shower and a GABA overload.
Damn, it feels good to be a gangster.
