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2019-06-12 at 5:25 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 5:37 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 6:03 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-12 at 6:52 AM UTC
Originally posted by Jυicebox The symptoms were exactly the same as when I had rhabdo earlier this year, so I assumed it was the same thing
Apparently I had something ICU-worthy though because that's where I woke up, and somehow they knew it was intentional. I probably blacked out and told them like a jackass, and that got me a two-week stay in the cuckoo's nest
I was laying down listening to music on the 22nd when I heard a knock on the door followed by "police, we're just coming to check on you" (Supposedly they had already sent both family and maintenance up there to check on me but got no response. I have no idea who told on me)
I got up, ran into the living room where they had already opened the door, started explaining to them that I was fine, I was just drinking and hit my head but I passed out and woke up ICU'd
I would've came back sooner but I got thrown in the mental hospital and just got out
Two weeks in the hospital also forced me to withdraw from everything I was taking at one time. That fucking sucked, but maybe it will help in the long run
They put me on Zoloft. As much as I hate the idea of being on SSRIs, I appear to be out of options. It doesn't make me feel any better but it does make everything seem less "intense"
Maybe that means I'll be able to go outside and actually do something once in a while without getting drunk
I've also been totally disarmed. Despite the fact that i could've blasted myself at any time during that whole thing, the family still saw fit to go through the place and take all the guns
And now I'm not even sure if I can buy another one because I've been involuntarily committed to a psych ward
Looks like my fun with firearms might be over
I still have my job thankfully, and had enough vacation time to keep the bills paid, though it was close.
update: according to my sister, I wouldn't let them put an IV in and kept yelling at everyone saying I didn't want to live, refusing treatment and telling them to leave me alone so I got hit with something that knocked me out for two days, then woke up coughing up a breathing tube
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2019-06-12 at 7:05 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 7:33 AM UTCI wonder if McAfee's for real or insane this time
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2019-06-12 at 7:35 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 7:42 AM UTChttps://www.rt.com/news/461647-mcafee-bury-government-taxes/
Oh no, corruption in Washington, say it isn't so -
2019-06-12 at 7:49 AM UTChah yeah, he's being very specific though
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2019-06-12 at 7:51 AM UTCkeep in mind he recently posted a video of a pistol he converted to full auto firing blanks, claiming they were 'untraceable hydrogen shells'The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-12 at 10:19 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 11:30 AM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 11:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING VII: Mattchews Camping Trip https://www.rt.com/news/461647-mcafee-bury-government-taxes/
Oh no, corruption in Washington, say it isn't so
Lol he's living on a boat in the Caribbean is that actually to do with his taxes? A few years ago he was living the the state's (cali IIRC) -
2019-06-12 at 11:56 AM UTCYeah when I was hallucinating walking around the hospital trying to go in other peoples' rooms they gave me a shot of ativan and I think they asked me/told me about it, and I said "ok" to it, but if I didn't want them to I'm pretty sure they would've done it anyway.
Then my mom came in and wouldn't shut the fuck up all night and I didn't hardly get to sleep even though I was all cozy and comfy on ativan and it still bugs me to this day that I didn't get to enjoy gentle sleep hallucinating that night. I haven't slept good since. -
2019-06-12 at 12:13 PM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 1:04 PM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 1:16 PM UTCIn a rare moment of not being braindead, I shat this out in 5 min but I kinda like it. I wish I read more poetry so I could use a more "mature" meter. Idk. I always second guess everything.
Buried the Body
Parked on a hill
Lights twinkled between everygreens
Made our minds up
Already killers in our mid teens
Chopped it up methodically
And buried what we could
And swore a silent oath that we were done for good
But time makes liars of us all
And our ghosts were always waiting in the hall
If we'd stayed at home
Would we still have drawn their ire?
Awkward, sweaty, shuffle-footed
Waiting to catch fire.
Who the fuck is Keats? That SUBTEXT tho amigawd rite? -
2019-06-12 at 1:20 PM UTCPushing niggas harder than #2 pencils
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2019-06-12 at 1:37 PM UTC
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2019-06-12 at 1:37 PM UTCI just found this digging through a an ancient YouTube playlist
For posterity
Casper is still ghosty :(
