2019-05-07 at 11:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop
Are you like 6'10" or something ? Also you look like a pretty chill dude . Would definitely sell/buy meth from !
6'7"- 6'8 yeah. im pretty laid back. Told you man- shouldve come to LA. It is the land of milk and honey...if milk and honey were shard and H.
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2019-05-08 at 12:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone
Casper, what made you decide to give up using/selling dope? I can see why people get out of the game of selling, as you have to be perfect EVERYTIME, and not fuck up, but the cops only have to be right once to pop your ass. I also see why people stay in the game until they die or get popped, as I can imagine it's easy to get used to the money, and easy/cheap(er) access to good dope, not to mention, there are a lot of people who like the status being even a lower end dealer gets/always having "friends" around, feeling cool doing whatcha do and all.
I guess everyone has their own reasons for getting clean though. Just curious what yours is.
I wish to God I could just be normal, not having a monkey on my back everyday. I guess you still have a monkey on your back, so even if I was able to get like you, I'd still just feel fucked up about it, since I just wish I could live without ANY drug that will make me go into WDs if I don't have it, but I definitely am not knocking what you do. I'm genuinely happy for you, and glad you seem at least a bit happier than you were back then. It probably is better than being stuck like I am, I just can't do that shit.
Have you considered getting off that shit eventually too? From what I hear, it's harder to get off than heroin though. WDS are supposed to be worse from everyone I've ever talked to. I'll tell you this though, nothing beats T-PAIN, except benzos… maybe. It's close to being as bad as benzos, in my book. It also lasted forever, at least for me.
Just got tired. The money and the feeling of being successful was pretty amazing. But i was on call like 16 hours a day having to meet 15-20 people every single day. Stress. No time to myself. Paranoid. 3 phones on me all the time. Having t wonder who was actually my friend. Getting pulled over and wondering if i forgot to put anything in the airtight compartment. Hating everyone i talked to. It was just fucked. Took mushrooms and CBD one day and just got out of myself. Was able to step back and realize what a dead end road addiction was, and how unhappy i was making myself, how much potential i was squandering. Just kinda wokeup one day.
And yeah ive been tapering since november. I should be off in a few months. Idk im not gonna dwell too hard on what other people say. The majority of people who withdraw from methadone are in prison or something, not tapering properly
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2019-05-08 at 2:51 AM UTC
Dude, im proud of you. Doing it without rehab I assume is hard as fuck and very uncommon. I did that with heroin somehow as well somehow. Throwing a gram of tar in the toilet is the hardest thing I've ever done, but I did it and haven't touched H since.
I can relate your breakthrough, I was on lsd when I decided I wanted to get off xanax, which was the best decision of my life. Nobody decides to quit without some sort of big moment hitting them, and luckily psychedelics can sometimes manifest as those moments instead of the more common jail and hospital.
2019-05-08 at 2:54 AM UTC
Og my God staying perpetually drunk is not my gimmick. I took 45 shots of old crow at work today and then my boss showed up (on his day off) and I had to act like I was normal (but i didnt ) it's just exhausting
2019-05-08 at 2:56 AM UTC
I just pissed of my balcony and realized I don't know what perpetual means . I think it means of necessity if I had to guess. Which
2019-05-08 at 3:04 AM UTC
Perpetual motion machine?
2019-05-08 at 3:12 AM UTC
45, nigga dont play around with me.
are you drinkin every day now?
2019-05-08 at 3:13 AM UTC
And no. I usually just go hard 34 days of the week
2019-05-08 at 3:53 AM UTC
I'm getting THC vape juice for the first time. I'm thinking of mixing it in 1:3 with my normal vape juice, so I can hit that shit for hours without getting blastered.
2019-05-08 at 3:55 AM UTC
I started with the CBD water soluble yesterday
. Maybe I already said that.
2019-05-08 at 3:57 AM UTC
You should smoke meth, it really clears the sinuses.
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2019-05-08 at 4:01 AM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator
You should smoke meth, it really clears the sinuses.
It also is stupid.
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2019-05-08 at 4:05 AM UTC
NO SMOKING CIGARETTES IS STUPID RGHRGHRGH
2019-05-08 at 4:06 AM UTC
empire is back up
also I got my medical assistance number now, so im gonna get hundreds if not over a grand in backpay. Maybe over two if they cover dental.
