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2018-12-28 at 3:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I can't start the day off right without my cuppa Joe amirite ladies??!!
It's like, dont u EVEN try to talk to me yet girl I ain't had my first sip GIRL.
These girls FEEL ME. YEAH THEY KNOW HOW WE DO. it's like.. It's like.. If we ain't got our morning Starbucks, it's like.. Don't EVEN with us. DONT EVEN RIGHT NOW!!
Ladies??!!!! Do you FEEL ME????
AHOHOHOHOHO
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2018-12-28 at 5:08 PM UTC
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2018-12-28 at 5:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra can't read
send help
No problem, bro, I got you.
https://www.nationalliteracydirectory.org/
Oh shit, I forgot, you're an aussie... I still got you, bro.
https://ala.asn.au/find-a-course/
Help sent, ma nigga.
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2018-12-28 at 5:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone No problem, bro, I got you.
https://www.nationalliteracydirectory.org/
Oh shit, I forgot, you're an aussie… I still got you, bro.
https://ala.asn.au/find-a-course/
Help sent, ma nigga.
Don't say I never did nothing for ya ;)
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2018-12-28 at 6:58 PM UTCHi my name is 3char and I am interested in the position you have available for an assistant manager at your company and I am perfectly fine speaking with you about the position and I am already pouring in my knowledge of working with you and I’m not only on the internet but I am very interested in this position as well as supporting the organization and the fat girls will be more than willing to help you out with any of the shit you guys do
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2018-12-28 at 9:15 PM UTC3 pages of hydroxgregg drama
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2018-12-28 at 9:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I can't start the day off right without my cuppa Joe amirite ladies??!!
It's like, dont u EVEN try to talk to me yet girl I ain't had my first sip GIRL.
These girls FEEL ME. YEAH THEY KNOW HOW WE DO. it's like.. It's like.. If we ain't got our morning Starbucks, it's like.. Don't EVEN with us. DONT EVEN RIGHT NOW!!
Ladies??!!!! Do you FEEL ME????
AHOHOHOHOHO
move to my cirty
and get off this website
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2018-12-28 at 9:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by GGG Hi my name is 3char and I am interested in the position you have available for an assistant manager at your company and I am perfectly fine speaking with you about the position and I am already pouring in my knowledge of working with you and I’m not only on the internet but I am very interested in this position as well as supporting the organization and the fat girls will be more than willing to help you out with any of the shit you guys do
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2018-12-28 at 9:35 PM UTC#MakeMethGreatAgain
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2018-12-28 at 9:38 PM UTCI wonder who the largest man to do MTF trans is? Will y'all donate to a gofundme for lulz if I were to follow through and let the record? I don't have any particular reason to do it, but I also don't......not...have any reason to do it, know wha I mean?
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2018-12-28 at 9:40 PM UTC
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2018-12-28 at 10:06 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-28 at 10:12 PM UTCZup
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2018-12-28 at 11:50 PM UTCno one thots harder than TanaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-29 at 12:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH Hydro its hella trashy to be in the hospital for no reason for like 5 weeks.
Oh yeah, you really think they'd admit me, and then keep me for all this time if I didn't have a serious condition that warranted as such. Their main thing is my chronic osteomyelitis. The DVTs are being handled with anticoagulants, so there's not much more to do with that, although, last night I had sharp pains while breathing, and they've persisted, though not as bad as then, into today. They're sending me for either a CT or MRI (probably a CT with contrast) sometime soon. It does feel like the time I had a pulmonary Embolism before, so I wouldn't be surprised if it is a PE now. As for my infection in my bone, they have me on daptomycin, which is expensive as fuck, they've gone to the doctors and bitched for them to get me on something cheaper, but at this point they don't want me on anything but Daptomycin, since I've been on vancomycin for fucking ever it seems, and it hasn't done the job, and the infection has spread further, from being a abscess within the bone, to literally being completely throughout 3/4th of my femur starting nearest the knee. If I don't get treatment, it will eventually kill the bone, and potentially spread further within my body.
On top of that, believe it or not, chronic pain, associated with the osteomyelitis, DVTs, scar tissue from the previous surgeries in May/June of this year, and the chronic back pain caused by my herniated discs in my back are very real, and legitimate reasons to seek treatment of said pain. If you've never been in chronic pain, meaning pain that does not go away, does not subside, and continues for an extended period of time at a very level (14 years in my case, for my back, and the pain has not stopped with my leg/knee since it all cropped up with the infection in May) then you really have no idea what it's like, nor how much hell it truly is, and you really have no room to talk. You can tell, even here in this prestigious hospital, the doctors who've had, or had a loved one in chronic pain, and those who have not had any PERSONAL experience with chronic pain. It's all good and dandy to read about it in a textbook, read medical journals, and knows the ins and outs of pain receptors, and all that jazz, but it's a whole different ballgame when you actually live it day to day, or spend time daily with someone you love and care about personally, and I'm not saying this based on what drugs either prescribes, I'm saying this based on how they talk to you, how they act, and how much compassion they show.
So few people, even doctors, take into account a person's quality of life, and how that affect their personal relationships, and how incredibly important it is, even more so than any medical procedure, antibiotic course, or surgery, unless those things provide a quality of life to that person, which they can, but often times those things aren't enough for people who have injuries that they won't ever fully recover from. Hell, had I known that I'd be like I am right now with the knee surgery, I would have NEVER, EVER signed those papers, and went under the knife. I would have taken my chances, and truthfully, rather have been dead. If I am pissed at 1337 for anything, it would be to tell me to go through with those surgeries. The infection in my soft tissues could have been beat with a long course of IV antibiotics, and I'd have just been in the same boat I'm in now, just without losing the mobility I once had prior to the surgeries. I was an idiot for not sticking to my guns about surgery, and being pressured by those who don't know my body like I know my body. That doesn't even go over the post-traumatic-stress I've suffered from the surgeries that I don't even want to go into that has fucked my mind in ways I don't even want to think about if I had any choice in it. I was truly better off dead with how this all fucked me up, with how this really, and truly ruined whatever little bit of quality I may have had before, and that also being only with opioid pain medication too, now it's just gotten worse.
If one has poor or no quality of life, then what's the point? Especially if that lack of quality is caused by chronic and persistent pain that had next to no chance of resolving with or without surgery. I really need to be here, if not for all the other shit seriously wrong, and life threatening, so that my pain can be controlled, and I can get into pain management again, and just maybe regain some quality of life. -
2018-12-29 at 12:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Oh yeah, you really think they'd admit me, and then keep me for all this time if I didn't have a serious condition that warranted as such. Their main thing is my chronic osteomyelitis. The DVTs are being handled with anticoagulants, so there's not much more to do with that, although, last night I had sharp pains while breathing, and they've persisted, though not as bad as then, into today. They're sending me for either a CT or MRI (probably a CT with contrast) sometime soon. It does feel like the time I had a pulmonary Embolism before, so I wouldn't be surprised if it is a PE now. As for my infection in my bone, they have me on daptomycin, which is expensive as fuck, they've gone to the doctors and bitched for them to get me on something cheaper, but at this point they don't want me on anything but Daptomycin, since I've been on vancomycin for fucking ever it seems, and it hasn't done the job, and the infection has spread further, from being a abscess within the bone, to literally being completely throughout 3/4th of my femur starting nearest the knee. If I don't get treatment, it will eventually kill the bone, and potentially spread further within my body.
On top of that, believe it or not, chronic pain, associated with the osteomyelitis, DVTs, scar tissue from the previous surgeries in May/June of this year, and the chronic back pain caused by my herniated discs in my back are very real, and legitimate reasons to seek treatment of said pain. If you've never been in chronic pain, meaning pain that does not go away, does not subside, and continues for an extended period of time at a very level (14 years in my case, for my back, and the pain has not stopped with my leg/knee since it all cropped up with the infection in May) then you really have no idea what it's like, nor how much hell it truly is, and you really have no room to talk. You can tell, even here in this prestigious hospital, the doctors who've had, or had a loved one in chronic pain, and those who have not had any PERSONAL experience with chronic pain. It's all good and dandy to read about it in a textbook, read medical journals, and knows the ins and outs of pain receptors, and all that jazz, but it's a whole different ballgame when you actually live it day to day, or spend time daily with someone you love and care about personally, and I'm not saying this based on what drugs either prescribes, I'm saying this based on how they talk to you, how they act, and how much compassion they show.
So few people, even doctors, take into account a person's quality of life, and how that affect their personal relationships, and how incredibly important it is, even more so than any medical procedure, antibiotic course, or surgery, unless those things provide a quality of life to that person, which they can, but often times those things aren't enough for people who have injuries that they won't ever fully recover from. Hell, had I known that I'd be like I am right now with the knee surgery, I would have NEVER, EVER signed those papers, and went under the knife. I would have taken my chances, and truthfully, rather have been dead. If I am pissed at 1337 for anything, it would be to tell me to go through with those surgeries. The infection in my soft tissues could have been beat with a long course of IV antibiotics, and I'd have just been in the same boat I'm in now, just without losing the mobility I once had prior to the surgeries. I was an idiot for not sticking to my guns about surgery, and being pressured by those who don't know my body like I know my body. That doesn't even go over the post-traumatic-stress I've suffered from the surgeries that I don't even want to go into that has fucked my mind in ways I don't even want to think about if I had any choice in it. I was truly better off dead with how this all fucked me up, with how this really, and truly ruined whatever little bit of quality I may have had before, and that also being only with opioid pain medication too, now it's just gotten worse.
If one has poor or no quality of life, then what's the point? Especially if that lack of quality is caused by chronic and persistent pain that had next to no chance of resolving with or without surgery. I really need to be here, if not for all the other shit seriously wrong, and life threatening, so that my pain can be controlled, and I can get into pain management again, and just maybe regain some quality of life.
It's so sad that this is your identity hydro. I hope everything works out for you and its not in some bitch ass snarky way that I'm saying this. -
2018-12-29 at 2:05 AM UTCZuck my dick
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2018-12-29 at 2:10 AM UTCNo. One. THOTS like Mongeau
Robs from cots like Mongeau
Gives RestStop my nigga the HOTS like Mongeau -
2018-12-29 at 2:25 AM UTCthots become things? Trying something motivational out of all of this...
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2018-12-29 at 2:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH It's so sad that this is your identity hydro. I hope everything works out for you and its not in some bitch ass snarky way that I'm saying this.
This is not my identity, not by a long shot.
My identity is a person who literally pulls a homeless man off the street who was freezing on Christmas Eve and brings them into warmth, shelter, provides them with food, showers, and a comfortable place to sleep until they can get a hold of family to come and help them out- and I provided the means for that too. My identity is the person who would without thought give away a whole percocet script just because I know the person in WDs is going to lose everything, their job, and have their life fall apart, and end up on the street if I don't, giving them that little bit that bridges them until they can figure out another subonxone doctor, or get on the methadone program, or something. I identify as someone who speaks up for those who do suffer as I suffer, and possibly even worse, when it comes to proper pain management, because I know from experience of seeing a loved one suffer, and living chronic pain. I identify as someone who eats, breathes, and sleeps everything related to equine sports, and medicine (particularly hands on/emergency medicine). I identify as a person who would take in, and doctor a sick/injured animal, regardless of what money/resources it takes out of my pocket to do so. I identify as a person who would stand up, no matter the consequence, to defend those innocent, be they animal, child, or adult that for whatever reason cannot defend themselves, that is being mistreated and/or abused. I identify as a person who'd help out just about anyone if I have the means to do so (you can ask HSA to verify that). I identify as someone who'd stop and pick even your ass up if you were hitch hiking on the side of the road. I identify as someone who enjoys nature, enjoys peace, and cherishes simple, beautiful moments that you cannot pay money to buy. I identify as someone who would fight for what's right, even when the chips are down.
My identity is far more complex than someone who suffers chronic pain. That is what I deal, and struggle with, not who I am. You, and others are the ones who chime in shit that isn't true, and I simply refute it with the truth of the matter. Hell, I've honestly been feeling better than I have been, which hasn't been great, but I'm at least able to enjoy a few little things a least in the moment, and the company of the friends I've made since being here. I still have that MDMA my friend gave me stashed away, and hope I get to enjoy that when I'm outta here. Just because I mention things that happen in my life doesn't mean that is then my identity. You see a minor, tiny sliver of who I am, based solely on what I post on this forum when I feel fucked to post. Certainly, I suffer a lot with my pain, but that isn't my identity, or who I am. You'd know that if you talked to me IRL, or even off the forum.
