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The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-05-31 at 10:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice My main feeling about this world right now is that there isn’t much here for me and I want to leave it. Decades spent with the majority of the time spent doing things I don’t really want to do or derive much positive emotion from just for a reprieve via escapism sounds like a pretty bad deal. There’s also the problem of novelty, which is a naturally progressively worsening issue that VR will brush to against. I’m not sure if the potential is enough to override it for many people.
There are some fundamental patterns in life, here focused on our evolutionary history, limiting what brings up pleasure. Being particularly gifted at pattern recognition and memory only makes the novelty problem worse. After enough iterations you may simply be unable to find something truly moving.
This may be a significant factor in why many choose to make the utterly foolish decision to have children.
I’m not sure what caused it, but the depressive cycle may have hit its trough and begun to alleviate yesterday.
You don't have enough social interaction. If you had friends or a girlfriend, or even if you just had sex, you would enjoy life a lot more. Remember when you had never done drugs and thought drugs were dumb and now you are basically a pothead? The same thing will happen if you have sex. Or even if you had friends to laugh with.
You can do it.
Even people with down syndrome are capable of forming meaningful relationships.
Just try it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-05-31 at 10:20 PM UTCyeah i'm sure there are dating platforms for down syndromes.
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2018-05-31 at 10:40 PM UTC
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2018-05-31 at 11:54 PM UTCScrawny The Ghost
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2018-06-01 at 12:08 AM UTCGood night everybody. Hope you sleep well.
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2018-06-01 at 12:08 AM UTC"You too, RisiR. We love you."
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2018-06-01 at 12:08 AM UTCsleep is for people who have nothing better to do.
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2018-06-01 at 12:09 AM UTCThanks. The feeling is mutual.
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2018-06-01 at 12:09 AM UTCDon't interrupt me again or I'll break your neck you faggot.
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2018-06-01 at 12:12 AM UTCDream a Little Dream.💤
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2018-06-01 at 12:17 AM UTC
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2018-06-01 at 12:19 AM UTCDoes that dildo come in different colors.
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2018-06-01 at 12:22 AM UTC
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2018-06-01 at 12:29 AM UTCI'd like to see it in pink.
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2018-06-01 at 12:46 AM UTCdamn this album is dank as fuck
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2018-06-01 at 12:48 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I don't recall that.I was likely just terrified of other people, having serious issues with extremely severe anxiety, agoraphobia, anthropophobia, and suicidal depression.
Do you feel it helped you? I'm worried it may not due to how disconnected from the world I feel, as well as the disillusionment, and how ugly and unworthy of help the vast majority of people feel.
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Originally posted by DietPiano 2mg in a bar. Bar is the highest dose except XR there is a 3mg but Xanax XR isn't prescribed because it sucks and defeats the point of Xanax.
I've never used any other benzo except I think I found a kpin .5 in this kids truck one time but I never felt it nor did my non-tolerant friend.
That being said, I have never personally witnessed anyone take a whole bar and be able to stay awake for very long. I stopped letting people try them after a while because I knew what was gonna happen.
That's the activis logo
You're couldn't be more right. I only tried using more than 8mg one time and took like, I dunno, probably over 100mg and it didn't really feel hardly any different, just more tired when I woke up.
The length is the big deal here. Like, you really shouldn't be able to work a patient up that far because by the time they're at 3 or 4 if they say "It's not working well enough" you should be saying "Okay, let's ween you off and try something else" because it should be at least 4 months of consistent benzo use at that point, and at 4 months 4/5 doctors would listen to the warning that says "Use beyond 4 months is not reccommended, long term effects beyond 4 months are not known." That's being pretty kind. What it should say is "Memory problems will likely develop after 4 months."
Yeah, my memory is a lot better than it was a year ago, but still pretty awful (although some of it is withdrawal.) I have a ways to go though, then PAWS I'm sure, which with my case I'm planning on the full 2 years because I can't even find relevant data on people above 4mg for multiple years.
This is the worst drug withdrawal I can fathom. It's maybe slightly less intense as far as sheer pain than heroin, but only slightly, and it just goes ON and ON and ON for 1-2 years instead of a tough month like opis. You can take a month off work, good luck taking 2 years off. I don't enjoy weed, but I may try CBD oil because I hear it's not psychoactive and pretty good for neuropathic/nerve pain, which is the brunt of my pain.
You have to reduce So.. Slowly.. after 3 years. I've been in constant w/d for the last year and I still have the better part of a year to go. Used to cut .5 every 3 weeks, until I nearly had a psychotic break in April and started cutting only .25 (~10% of my dose) every 3 weeks.
Anybody wanna buy some bars?
lol OR you can combine the length of benzo withdrawals and the excruciating misery of heroin....with METHADONE. Yayyyyyy!! -
2018-06-01 at 12:49 AM UTC
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2018-06-01 at 12:57 AM UTCYea dude taking a single dose of methadone completely eliminated Crouton withdrawal for like 3 days for me, i'd hate to feel what it's like to be addicted to that shit
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2018-06-01 at 1:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I don't recall that.I was likely just terrified of other people, having serious issues with extremely severe anxiety, agoraphobia, anthropophobia, and suicidal depression.
Do you feel it helped you? I'm worried it may not due to how disconnected from the world I feel, as well as the disillusionment, and how ugly and unworthy of help the vast majority of people feel.
Yeah dude i texted you like 3 times and told you i was free and was renting a bunch of luxury cars, and i could come pick you up in pomona and take you out to lunch or just drive around or something.
Yeah of course doing charity stuff helped. Happiness doesnt just come to you man. Just like a toothache or a pain in your foot is your bodys way of telling you something is amiss- unhappiness is the same thing. Its your body's defense mechanism against self-destructive behavior. It doesnt matter if you talk to people...just being in a room around other people, engaged in activities- helps.
I figured just getting you out of the house and out and about would be good for you. Im all for a persons right to kill themselves, but its fucking stupid when you'bve tried nothing. Youre not going to be able to drug your way to happiness. Even just having a job- even when i come in 6 or 7 hours later every day- is enough of a routine and chance to see other people, that it decreased my depression by a lot. But i think everyones tired of trying to convince you. Youre obviously unhappy. Maybe try some other suggestions. Be grateful that there are people willing to talk to and listen to you. A lot of people dont even have that.
If it turns out you genuinely have aspergers, i guarantee there are some free classes given somewhere helping you to acclimatize and learn how to socialize. You can always kill yourself in the end. -
2018-06-01 at 1:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Yea dude taking a single dose of methadone completely eliminated Crouton withdrawal for like 3 days for me, i'd hate to feel what it's like to be addicted to that shit
Ill find out sooner or later. Im on 150mg/day. Gonna be interesting. Although lower amounts got rid of my withdrawals, at 130mg, I started feeling the drug cravings dissipate until getting high felt pointless. I mean i still get willful and do it sometimes when im bored, but 99% of the time id rather watch netflix. Especially tar- so gross.
