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2018-05-20 at 11:19 PM UTC
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2018-05-20 at 11:22 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-20 at 11:48 PM UTCMy foot itches...it's spreading.
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2018-05-20 at 11:58 PM UTCSuicide is strictly for quitters, cowards, and self-serving/thoughtless people.
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2018-05-21 at 1:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I'm in the hospital right now and have been for a week. Just got my tablet.
Had surgery on my knee where there's a bad infection that has also gotten into my blood stream so I'm septic too. They did emergency surgery on the 15th. My blood count is way fucking low after surgery and dropped even more just between last night. It was 5.9 but now its 4.9 today. This is serious shit. They're worried im gonna kick the bucket because I won't accept blood… I might.. Better than being in pain though which I am dying here.
Just thought I'd leave an update. 1337 will let y'all know if I check out though. I don't have a lot of energy or mental fortitude at the moment but I might post here and there.
Malice, 1337 said you were planning suicide. If that's really the case I would really would like to talk to you so I can properly thank you for all the advice and help you've given me over the years before you do so. PM me if you'd be willing. Hope you don't but… I can understand.
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2018-05-21 at 2:04 AM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 7:28 AM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 7:30 AM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 8:20 AM UTCImagine having your username on a medical deviceThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-21 at 8:33 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-05-21 at 9:10 AM UTCIt's too bad you decided to reconcile with your mother who literally poisoned you as a child. (IIRC, you told me you thought she did it for the life insurance policy you and your dad had at the time.)
Do you think it is possible she will get custody when you die? Or will is your addict husband planning on taking on the responsibility of the child of a woman he's dated/been married to for less than a year?
I strongly suggest you start writing attacks on your mother's character now, in case you die. She is, amazingly, a worse human being than you could ever hope to be. I know she's already tried and failed to get custody, but you never know. Do everything you can right now to prevent this from happening. Don't let your son suffer through the same experiences that led you to become the damaged sick whore you are today.
I mean, I think you're the definition of white trash, but your mother is completely fucking evil and you know this. It would have been best if she'd never found out about your son. -
2018-05-21 at 11:06 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I was planning on killing myself in a month or two. Actually, I had stated that I was uncertain and wanted to make a decision within that timeframe.
I could still change my my mind due to various aspects of life I immensely dislike, even if I feel happy.
Yeah i thought you killed yourself already. God youre such a fag.
"My broken mind hasnt served me well thusfar but im going to keep coming up with harebrained schemes to prove to myself that im right and Life Sux instead of rolling the dice on listening to people who might be able to make worthwhile suggestions."
Kay. You do you, boo. -
2018-05-21 at 11:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone No, that's my hemoglobin count I was referring to. My white is down from 38 when I came in to I think they said 16 today.
I have a PCA pump with hydromorphone in the bitch since surgery which thank god for that at least.
Originally posted by gumbo It's too bad you decided to reconcile with your mother who literally poisoned you as a child. (IIRC, you told me you thought she did it for the life insurance policy you and your dad had at the time.)
Do you think it is possible she will get custody when you die? Or will is your addict husband planning on taking on the responsibility of the child of a woman he's dated/been married to for less than a year?
I strongly suggest you start writing attacks on your mother's character now, in case you die. She is, amazingly, a worse human being than you could ever hope to be. I know she's already tried and failed to get custody, but you never know. Do everything you can right now to prevent this from happening. Don't let your son suffer through the same experiences that led you to become the damaged sick whore you are today.
I mean, I think you're the definition of white trash, but your mother is completely fucking evil and you know this. It would have been best if she'd never found out about your son.
As far as !u mother goes,yes I agree. I was in a desperate situation and needed to gtfo of where I was and yeah I never intended to stay.
There's no chance she will get him. That's sealed in stone but I do appreciate the concern for him there.
Drug addict or not, doesn't mean that makes a bad person or a terrible role model.
This morning has been pretty bad. Doing nothing I'm out of breath and I got sharp pains in my left lung. Not good. Anxiety has been really bad too. Where I'm at all I've heard last night is 3 different patients screaming either in pain, calling the nurses niggers, or an old lady just being a screamo cunt.
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2018-05-21 at 11:57 AM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 12:42 PM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 12:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone As far as !u mother goes,yes I agree. I was in a desperate situation and needed to gtfo of where I was and yeah I never intended to stay.
There's no chance she will get him. That's sealed in stone but I do appreciate the concern for him there.
Drug addict or not, doesn't mean that makes a bad person or a terrible role model.
This morning has been pretty bad. Doing nothing I'm out of breath and I got sharp pains in my left lung. Not good. Anxiety has been really bad too. Where I'm at all I've heard last night is 3 different patients screaming either in pain, calling the nurses niggers, or an old lady just being a screamo cunt.
I'm really just ready to die now… Pain is just way too much.
I hope everything turns out to the good, hydro. -
2018-05-21 at 4:35 PM UTC
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2018-05-21 at 4:53 PM UTCSpeaking of, I talked to a shoe saleman yesterday who said that shoes with a lot of soft padding or memory foam are awful for people on their feet all day. I needed plain white ones for clinicals couple years ago that had thick memory foam and they just killed after about 3 hours. He said go with the old man New Balance for cheap or Hoka for spendy but good.
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2018-05-21 at 5:02 PM UTC
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