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2018-04-21 at 2:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice My entire life has been leading up to this. I've likely had dysthimia my entire life, major depression for 5-6, chronically suicidal for 3. I've been contemplating, preparing, for a long time, now it's simply time to finally go through with it.
Why would I want a different method? This is the best way to go that I'm aware of. Pentobarbital is what professional assisted suicide organizations use.
If you're going to make that kind of decision, it has to be with a totally clear head. That means you can't have any drugs at all in your system while you consider it. Otherwise, it's the drug's decision, not really yours. -
2018-04-21 at 2:15 AM UTCI tried 400mg orally of fasoracetam today because this was the dose that received the strongest effects in a study that used it to treat ADD. Way too strong. There's a distinct after effect I don't like because it's similar to phenibut, which makes me extremely irritable, angry, and violent. Those negative effects are far more mild, and there are some positives, such as a mood boost, possibly even euphoria (mild for me), but overall it's negative and it just feels uncomfortable.
I'm going to try again tomorrow with 200mg. My ADD isn't that severe and I did show strong sensitivity to phenibut in the past, so it's probably just due to neurological differences. -
2018-04-21 at 2:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick So you say, but I have to think there’s a reason you haven’t carried it out before. Either you aren’t sure you want to go through with it, or you aren’t confident in your method. Still, you’ll have a month to think about it, so I hope you figure out whether this is really the best way in that time.
I wasn't sure, I'm getting closer to certainty now. It's going to happen sometime this year. That's plenty of time, although I feel I've come far enough.
Originally posted by If you're going to make that kind of decision, it has to be with a totally clear head. That means you can't have any drugs at all in your system while you consider it. Otherwise, it's the drug's decision, not really yours.
Absolute nonsense. We don't choose our baseline biological state, why does taking substances invalidate that? Can you imagine telling a person with psychosis, "You can't choose to commit suicide while on anti-psychotics, you should decide that in your natural state! It's not you making that decision, it's the drugs."
Fucking awful arguments. Exactly what's to be expected. -
2018-04-21 at 2:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I tried 400mg orally of fasoracetam today because this was the dose that received the strongest effects in a study that used it to treat ADD. Way too strong. There's a distinct after effect I don't like because it's similar to phenibut, which makes me extremely irritable, angry, and violent. Those negative effects are far more mild, and there are some positives, such as a mood boost, possibly even euphoria (mild for me), but overall it's negative and it just feels uncomfortable.
I'm going to try again tomorrow with 200mg. My ADD isn't that severe and I did show strong sensitivity to phenibut in the past, so it's probably just due to neurological differences.
Why bother with this shit if you're going to die soon anyway? -
2018-04-21 at 2:24 AM UTCYou should at least experience vaginal intercourse before you go through with it. And you do know that your years of autistic research on neurobiological bullshit will all have been for naught?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-21 at 3:26 AM UTCWe'll miss you if you go through with it, and it's fairly normal for friends to be salty when someone decides to kill themselves as it's kind of a rejection of their friendship.
But you should maybe leave a manifesto and livestream it or something, if you care enough about his world to bother. -
2018-04-21 at 3:50 AM UTCITT: malice chickens out and claims it was all a prank and he totally trolled all of us.
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2018-04-21 at 4:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING We'll miss you if you go through with it, and it's fairly normal for friends to be salty when someone decides to kill themselves as it's kind of a rejection of their friendship.
But you should maybe leave a manifesto and livestream it or something, if you care enough about his world to bother.
Don’t care enough. I’m turning my back on this world. What happens after mt sentience comes to an end is none of my concern. If I start using stimulants before that it may change, especially when combined with benzos.
Originally posted by Brain surgeon ITT: malice chickens out and claims it was all a prank and he totally trolled all of us.
I’ll never claim it was a prank. If I change my mind I’ll be honest about the reasons why.
I’ll post pics once I have all the supplies. Why would I spend this much money (It really doesn’t take that much effort) if I wasn’t serious? -
2018-04-21 at 6:15 AM UTC
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2018-04-21 at 6:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny So if you're still alive in two months would you say it would be fair of us to laugh at your suicide threat?
No, I just meant that it's going to be at least a month until everything is prepared and I have the choice to go through with it. I do feel the desire to do so as soon as possible, though.
If I change my mind for a stupid reason, go for it. -
2018-04-21 at 6:26 AM UTCYeah, but what's the timeframe on that? I'm just concerned about a perpetual "I'm about to do it guys!!! Any day now!" type situation.
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2018-04-21 at 6:46 AM UTCban malice if he doesnt suicide within 45 daysThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-21 at 6:53 AM UTCMalice how are you planning on suicidin' again? What supplies do you need?
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2018-04-21 at 6:59 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-21 at 7:01 AM UTC
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2018-04-21 at 7:01 AM UTCa pair of balls
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2018-04-21 at 9:39 AM UTCIs it still cucky to take your gf's last name if you're only doing it because her last name is badass?
Or if you want to get married/have children but don't want to continue your family's name? -
2018-04-21 at 9:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by Juicebox Is it still cucky to take your gf's last name if you're only doing it because her last name is badass?
Or if you want to get married/have children but don't want to continue your family's name?
Originally posted by Juicebox Is it still cucky to take your gf's last name if you're only doing it because her last name is badass?
Or if you want to get married/have children but don't want to continue your family's name?
ill slit your throat and rape your infant daughter lol u MAD CUZ IM JUST JUST KIDDING :D HAHA LO9L BUT FOR REAL YUOUR MY BUDDY PAL21 -
2018-04-21 at 9:40 AM UTC
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2018-04-21 at 9:41 AM UTCY'OURE GAY
