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2018-04-21 at 7:09 PM UTCMalice, that combo sounds like total shit. I mean if you're gonna die at least enjoy it. Why not opiate overdose or a nitrous oxide gas mask? Not that your way isn't effective, but IV a gram or two of good heroin and you'll probably reasonably die.
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2018-04-21 at 7:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Nah, I'm not gonna do that. If I post a farewell message it's going to happen.
No timetable. Something you need to understand is that my only reason to choose to live would simply be out of compassion for others who were unfortunate enough to be born and are suffering. The basis of my ethical system would be compassion, from seeing sentient life as something that should not exist, and suffering having the highest priority, being the baseline of Darwinian life, something we are constantly running away from, and a necessary driver of gene spreading for life in its current form.
So basically you're just going to keep telling us about your unending approach to suicide and your moral superiority for something you're planning at some indeterminate point in the future, expecting us to preen over you for it cand calling us heartless when we get bored with it.
Great, sounds like fun.Currently I agree with you that I am low functioning.
You're "higher functioning" than you have been in years malice. You're getting an education, you're forming relationships with flesh and blood human beings. I guess it's going to take you a while to start feeling that human projects are rewarding relative to drug abuse but things are objectively going better for you than they had in a long time.Are you so heartless as to have to pity for my plight?
I feel pity for you, definitely, but I feel compassion too. I just don't think playing into your suicide fantasies or condoning your retarded patterns of drug abuse does you any favors. I'm not discounting your problems, I'm not saying "just try not being autistic", but I am saying that you both can, and need to, learn to cope with your problems without self medicatingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-21 at 7:11 PM UTC
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2018-04-21 at 7:12 PM UTCWith plenty of first hand experience regarding a variety of different drug overdoses, I vote razor blades
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2018-04-21 at 7:13 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny So basically you're just going to keep telling us your unending approach to suicide and your moral superiority for something you're planning at some indeterminate point in the future, expecting us to preen over you for it cand calling us heartless when we get bored with it.
Great, sounds like fun.
You're "higher functioning" than you have been in years malice. You're getting an education, you're forming relationships with flesh and blood human beings. I guess it's going to take you a while to start feeling that human projects rewarding relative to drug abuse but things are objectively going better for you than they had in a long time.
I feel pity for you, definitely, but I feel compassion too. I just don't think playing into your suicide fantasies or condoning your retarded patterns of drug abuse does you any favors. I'm not discounting your problems, I'm not saying "just try not being autistic", but I am saying that you both can, and need to, learn to cope with your problems without self medicating
awww its so adorable watching two retards talk, lil bromo -
2018-04-21 at 7:41 PM UTCI get it out the mud.
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2018-04-21 at 7:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by gumbo Malice, that combo sounds like total shit. I mean if you're gonna die at least enjoy it. Why not opiate overdose or a nitrous oxide gas mask? Not that your way isn't effective, but IV a gram or two of good heroin and you'll probably reasonably die.
You don't know what you're talking about, §m£ÂgØL. The anti-emetics are necessary to ensure I don't simply vomit it, 2 of the drugs prevent the fear cluster, pentobarbital is the most peaceful way to die that I know of, and the flubro will potentiate it and guarantee that death without pain occurs. It's like going to sleep and never waking up again.
I've never tried NO2 and stay away from psychedelics because they're too dangerous with my psyche. I have a very strong predisposition for bad trips.
I agree that an opioid overdose is a good way to go, and when combined with a strong benzo you'll have a very high chance of death, I simply prefer pentobarbital. Oh, I forgot to add that I'm also planning on taking a strong long lasting opioid to ensure I don't suffer once my body begins to die. I just want the best death possible, one that's guaranteed. Not everyone responds well to opioids alone, let alone a deadly dose of them.
Originally posted by Lanny So basically you're just going to keep telling us your unending approach to suicide and your moral superiority for something you're planning at some indeterminate point in the future, expecting us to preen over you for it cand calling us heartless when we get bored with it.
Great, sounds like fun.
You're "higher functioning" than you have been in years malice. You're getting an education, you're forming relationships with flesh and blood human beings. I guess it's going to take you a while to start feeling that human projects rewarding relative to drug abuse but things are objectively going better for you than they had in a long time.
I feel pity for you, definitely, but I feel compassion too. I just don't think playing into your suicide fantasies or condoning your retarded patterns of drug abuse does you any favors. I'm not discounting your problems, I'm not saying "just try not being autistic", but I am saying that you both can, and need to, learn to cope with your problems without self medicating
I never claimed I was morally superior for making this choice.
I may be doing better than I have in years, yet I still have a strong single minded desire for death. I don't want happiness. Your view of why I want to commit suicide is too simplistic and I also don't care to fully elucidate. My reasons are a private matter and I don't have a desire to extensively discuss them with others.
No, coping without medication is never going to be enough for some people with genuine disorders. My brain is abnormal and I need medication to treat my ADD, anxiety, and social deficits. You wouldn't say this to someone with heart defect.
Your making the assumption that my absurd self-experimentation and stacks were the root of the problem, when what spurred me to such lengths was a desperate desire for deliverance from suffering. It likely saved my life multiple times. I'm confident I would be dead right now if I hadn't taken such drastic measures.
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2018-04-21 at 7:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You don't know what you're talking about, §m£ÂgØL. The anti-emetics are necessary to ensure I don't simply vomit it, 2 of the drugs prevent the fear cluster, pentobarbital is the most peaceful way to die that I know of, and the flubro will potentiate it and guarantee that death without pain occurs. It's like going to sleep and never waking up again.
I've never tried NO2 and stay away from psychedelics because they're too dangerous with my psyche. I have a very strong predisposition for bad trips.
I agree that an opioid overdose is a good way to go, and when combined with a strong benzo you'll have a very high chance of death, I simply prefer pentobarbital. Oh, I forgot to add that I'm also planning on taking a strong long lasting opioid to ensure I don't suffer once my body begins to die. I just want the best death possible, one that's guaranteed. Not everyone responds well to opioids alone, let alone a deadly dose of them.
I never claimed I was morally superior for making this choice.
I may be doing better than I have in years, yet I still have a strong single minded desire for death. I don't want happiness. Your view of why I want to commit suicide is too simplistic and I also don't care to fully elucidate. My reasons are a private matter and I don't have a desire to extensively discuss them with others.
No, coping without medication is never going to be enough for some people with genuine disorders. My brain is abnormal and I need medication to treat my ADD, anxiety, and social deficits. You wouldn't say this to someone with heart defect.
Your making the assumption that my absurd self-experimentation and stacks were the root of the problem, when what spurred me to such lengths was a desperate desire for deliverance from suffering. It likely saved my life multiple times. I'm confident I would be dead right now if I hadn't taken such drastic measures.
You assume far too much and it's incredibly annoying.
Yout just don't get it MOM! I looked up autism on WIKIPEDIA! God, why don't you just let me live my life?! -
2018-04-21 at 8:03 PM UTCYou'll regret not taking me seriously when I'm gone!
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2018-04-21 at 8:03 PM UTCThis teasing slut knows she wants it...she knows it!!
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2018-04-21 at 8:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You'll regret not taking me seriously when I'm gone!
Why would I regret that? If I totally bought what you're saying and was like "hell yeah malice, go get a bunch of drugs, your life is soooooo hard you definitely need it. No one has ever suffered like you do. Go do them drugs, that'll make things better" would that stop you from killing yourself (in the hypothetical universe where you would otherwise go through with it)? -
2018-04-21 at 8:21 PM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop This teasing slut knows she wants it…she knows it!!
Hey RestStop, did you see this? I loved this.
https://youtu.be/K6TGRxSHm3c -
2018-04-21 at 8:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Yout just don't get it MOM! I looked up autism on WIKIPEDIA! God, why don't you just let me live my life?!
Originally posted by Malice You'll regret not taking me seriously when I'm gone!
^^^
Are you serious or are you just trolling me? I've noted before that you responding like someone who's on the spectrum seems to be a recurrent issue. -
2018-04-21 at 8:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by -mal- Hey RestStop, did you see this? I loved this.
https://youtu.be/K6TGRxSHm3c
omg what happened to her face? -
2018-04-21 at 8:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by -mal- Hey RestStop, did you see this? I loved this.
https://youtu.be/K6TGRxSHm3c
Jesus christ the dude looks prettier than her. -
2018-04-21 at 8:58 PM UTCI took a half a random x pill at a trashy pushy strip club last night. I liked it, it was smooth.
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2018-04-21 at 9:03 PM UTC
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2018-04-21 at 9:27 PM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Generally, the removal of desire is cultivated through the discipline of the mind, rather than a pharmaceutical suicide cocktail. If you actually believe in this strain of mysticism, you should know that you'll seal your fate within the realm of hungry ghosts.
Yeah, Malice, claiming that your plans are the path of a Bodhisattva really just shows a fundamental failure to understand Buddhism. Suicide does not agree with their worldview.
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2018-04-21 at 9:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You don't know what you're talking about, §m£ÂgØL. The anti-emetics are necessary to ensure I don't simply vomit it, 2 of the drugs prevent the fear cluster, pentobarbital is the most peaceful way to die that I know of, and the flubro will potentiate it and guarantee that death without pain occurs. It's like going to sleep and never waking up again.
I've never tried NO2 and stay away from psychedelics because they're too dangerous with my psyche. I have a very strong predisposition for bad trips.
I agree that an opioid overdose is a good way to go, and when combined with a strong benzo you'll have a very high chance of death, I simply prefer pentobarbital. Oh, I forgot to add that I'm also planning on taking a strong long lasting opioid to ensure I don't suffer once my body begins to die. I just want the best death possible, one that's guaranteed. Not everyone responds well to opioids alone, let alone a deadly dose of them.
I never claimed I was morally superior for making this choice.
I may be doing better than I have in years, yet I still have a strong single minded desire for death. I don't want happiness. Your view of why I want to commit suicide is too simplistic and I also don't care to fully elucidate. My reasons are a private matter and I don't have a desire to extensively discuss them with others.
No, coping without medication is never going to be enough for some people with genuine disorders. My brain is abnormal and I need medication to treat my ADD, anxiety, and social deficits. You wouldn't say this to someone with heart defect.
Your making the assumption that my absurd self-experimentation and stacks were the root of the problem, when what spurred me to such lengths was a desperate desire for deliverance from suffering. It likely saved my life multiple times. I'm confident I would be dead right now if I hadn't taken such drastic measures.
You assume far too much and it's incredibly annoying.
Nitrous oxide is a dissociative, not a psychedelic. There really isn't much likelihood at all of a "bad trip".
Vomiting up teh durgz isn't a concern if you IV a deadly dose of opioids, or anything. -
2018-04-21 at 9:34 PM UTCThe fact that you of all people claim to have fucking ADD kinda invalidates most everything else you're claiming. Dude, you write walls of text on insanely specific topics, after hours of research, all the time. You don't have fucking ADD.
Coping without medication is certainly an option. You're just being a pussy.
