Originally posted by Enter
Yeah I'm sorry for treating you badly, I was going through some shit. :/ You know how I am with women. I really do apologize.
So what are you going to do about the baby? Aren't you afraid it'll have HIV?
Just because I'm a woman doesn't mean I'm a bad person. Granted, I agree with you that there are a lot of cunts who are out there to use men for money and status, but if that was my MO, then why the fuck have I had relationships with the likes of my ex, §m£ÂgØL, or PoC. Despite what you think of them, they are definitely not people one would seek out for status or money. My ex, I pretty much supported financially keeping a roof over his head as well, for 8+ years. Even before that he was heavily dependent on me since I made a lot more than he did when I worked as a server when we first got together. §m£ÂgØL, assuming he will be honest, can confirm my ex did Jackshit while I was pregnant and working, while his lazy ass sat around playing video games and being lazy most days. So...come on now... If I was a gold digger you'd think I'd have better sense and aim a little higher. If I was going to use 1337, then why would I continue working as a prostitute? Wouldn't I find someone and insist on them supporting me? Quite the opposite. I insist on contributing, even when my health isn't the greatest, along with being pregnant. At least give me credit for that.
Again, I see where you're coming from though. I dislike cunts who use people for money and status too, and its why it offends me so much to be lumped with such pieces of human garbage. At least in my line of work, everyone knows where we stand. There is no alterior shit going on. No one is being "used". No one gets hurt.
As for the baby, of course I'm worried. I began retroviral meds as soon as I found out. Fingers crossed, hoping for the best.
Originally posted by SpatianHaigency
Were you showing any symptoms or did it just show up on a routine screen?
Routine screen. Though I have been sick for a loooooong time. I lost a ton of weight from throwing up and being unable to eat much/keep anything down starting way back before §m£ÂgØL even came down,is when it began and it just progressively got worse. I don't know if this is "symptoms" of it or just something else.
All my clients have gotten tested, everyone. It wasn't from them, they're negative. It's possible this has been in me a long time. It's possible I got it from my ex, I suppose since it can sit around in someone a long time. I had other tests not even that long ago that came back negative,as since I've been doing this, I regularly get screened even though I've always used condoms with clients.
