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The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
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2017-12-27 at 8:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Sploo, I also have (severe) OCD behavior that gets triggered by cleaning. It can take me multiple times the normal amount to finish cleaning things like my body, the floor and furniture, or dishes. It used to be far more severe as a late teenager, I could spend as much as 2 hours scrubbing myself with scouring pads you use for dishes and dish soap, making sure every centimeter of my body was perfectly clean. It was an obsessive compulsion, to not stop because it felt wrong to do so before it was perfectly clean.
Definitely autism related in my case, OCD is a pretty common part of Asperger's.
Now I've managed to get it under control. I can still take too long due to perfectionism and because I really like hot showers, they're one of the few things that relax me, and you've likely read about basis for the shower thought phenomenon, which causes me to continually space out and lose track of time.
didn't you say a few months back that you left your dirty dishes in the sink for over a year? -
2017-12-27 at 8:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic didn't you say a few months back that you left your dirty dishes in the sink for over a year?
Yeah, that was because of incredibly severe depression and dysfunction caused by prolonged extreme isolation and severe psychological issues. I'm all sorts of fucked up. I also wasn't using the dishes I left in there, so it didn't really matter. At one point I just threw a lot of them in the trash, they were cheap plastic stuff anyway, tupperware I microwaved in or ate of like a bowl. -
2017-12-27 at 8:57 PM UTC
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2017-12-27 at 9 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Yeah, that was because of incredibly severe depression and dysfunction caused by prolonged extreme isolation and severe psychological issues. I'm all sorts of fucked up. I also wasn't using the dishes I left in there, so it didn't really matter. At one point I just threw a lot of them in the trash, they were cheap plastic stuff anyway, tupperware I microwaved in or ate of like a bowl.
You are lazy and undisciplined. It's not mental illness, you're just a loser. -
2017-12-27 at 9:04 PM UTCI'M ON THE MONITOR NIGGA
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2017-12-27 at 9:47 PM UTCu just need to realise wen ur fucing urself and just say toyurself "fucing stop that nood"
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2017-12-27 at 9:47 PM UTCnot hard
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2017-12-27 at 11:06 PM UTCSound advice bling
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2017-12-27 at 11:11 PM UTC
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2017-12-27 at 11:13 PM UTC
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2017-12-27 at 11:13 PM UTCdo you practice exercising self-control sploo?
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2017-12-27 at 11:15 PM UTC
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2017-12-27 at 11:53 PM UTCCousin, her husband, and kid come over without having been aware of it. Instantly down a mug of 13% wine, pour another and mix brandy into it because it's too weak for me.
Just autism things.
Christ the GABAergic deficit allows me to drink a lot. Not a good thing because the amount I need to get drunk is the amount that begins to seriously damage my stomach. Back when I was suicidal and drinking myself to death (5 liters of wine and 1 liter of brandy a day) I once intermittently dry heaved for 3 days straight and didn't eat anything, barely drank anything, because I couldn't keep anything down.
Feels like a right of passage to have experienced serious alcoholism.
Also found out that all my grandparents lived into like their 90s, so I may have those sweet longevity genes. 2080 here I come! -
2017-12-28 at 12:27 AM UTCRecently I have been playing more with phenibut and alcohol and I got absolutely trashed last night on less than two 40s. 2.5g phenibut makes alcohol x2 or x3 as potent, easy. Could chug that amount without phenibut and I'd be comfortably drunk besides the piss trips.
So like, if you're worried about your stomach lining, some phenibut and some Tums would probably be a nice cheap alternative to drinking more alcohol. -
2017-12-28 at 12:30 AM UTC§m£ÂgØL do you do drugs for their own sake or do you do something while on drugs
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2017-12-28 at 12:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by 哈哈你看不懂中文 Recently I have been playing more with phenibut and alcohol and I got absolutely trashed last night on less than two 40s. 2.5g phenibut makes alcohol x2 or x3 as potent, easy. Could chug that amount without phenibut and I'd be comfortably drunk besides the piss trips.
So like, if you're worried about your stomach lining, some phenibut and some Tums would probably be a nice cheap alternative to drinking more alcohol.
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2017-12-28 at 12:39 AM UTCWhat a beautiful evening, gentleman. Just jerked off while taking a shit and now my place smells like your mother.
I'm also an idiot. I lost more money "gambling" than most users here will ever lose gambling because they aren't idiots like me. Or rich babos like me, either.
I feel the need to specify that I call all kinds of things gambling. Not going in to details, though. What a fucking idiot. -
2017-12-28 at 12:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † What a beautiful evening, gentleman. Just jerked off while taking a shit and now my place smells like your mother.
I'm also an idiot. I lost more money "gambling" than most users here will ever lose gambling because they aren't idiots like me. Or rich babos like me, either.
I feel the need to specify that I call all kinds of things gambling. Not going in to details, though. What a fucking idiot.
you got your windows washed again, didn't you? -
2017-12-28 at 12:42 AM UTCI hold when I should fold and when I walk or run it's never away. It's always head-first straight into the bullshit.
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2017-12-28 at 12:46 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic you got your windows washed again, didn't you?
No. No....
One specific trait of those panels I got is that they clean themselves. A bird can shit on it but the next rain will wash it away. At least that's how I treat it. I also got different types of glass for the different rooms so they work a lot to my advantage when it comes to energy efficiency, as well.