Originally posted by Wick Sweat
Hydromorphone, I'm sorry I looked down on you. There has to come a time in your life when you look around and realize that you cannot judge another person. You can never know what another person has been through just by looking at them and I've only seen you one time on camera and as we know Tinychat is very low resolution. You can never judge a book by a cover at least that's what my dad used to say, before we became estranged, but that's another story entirely. Well actually I'll just start telling you. We've always but it has ever since I was a kid, I always felt a little bit judged by him or like he was going to go off at any second. I guess I can see a little bit of that in myself as I get older. Call me so I can make it juicy for you. When I was younger I would always say that I would never be like that but as you should know by now none of that really matters. I probably became worse overall but I feel like I am well on the Road to Redemption, not to toot my own horn. But anyway I never should have made fun of you for your long pointless dramatic posts like I did. It just wasn't right of me. The fact that you sucked §m£ÂgØL's dick when he was at his sexual prime shouldn't bother me. It shouldn't bother anyone, even someone looking to make you a romantic partner over the internet. If anything, that means it would be a sure thing that they would get a blowjob immediately. But what I'm trying to say is I appreciate all of you here, Captain Indian, you bring a great sense of Joy To The Forum and you inspire all of us to attempt to get rich or at least to portray ourselves as so. Mash Le Hash, you inspire me 2 thank God for my blessings. But anyway, Hydro, what happened between you and Fargo shouldn't divide us like it has, even though I've never liked you and I always hated reading your posts for the past 5 years at least. I really think that we should unify, after all they're only 20 of us left if that, actively posting on here, so I don't want you to have the wrong idea about the things that I used to say that you never read, because you were too busy writing shit like this, but essentially you need to take a long look in the mirror and see that you are the common denominator in all of your toxic problems, but I know you never will, and even 1337 is vehemently denying you like the Apostle Paul. I think that I would have to do the same, honestly once I realized that the fact that you don't know how to use paragraphs and you are old as hell, really solidifies the fact that it would be a bad decision to change my geographical location to have sex, though some might argue, well you are basically the person who talks about that the most, I would say it is not as a cautionary tale nor as bragging rights, but merely a sharing of my human experience, which despite not being so at the time, is a really dope set of memories to reminisce upon, if only because one knows they learned from them. Everything is forgivable if you can learn from it, and maybe everyone doesn't understand that because it's actually not necessarily true for everybody LOL. I was just thinking about myself and not thinking about others like Jesus taught me.
You've never really bothered me, my opinion of you is fairly neutral, and my only negative impression of you is you being like Bill Krozby in twisting things I've said, and continuing falsehoods.
I do think a lot of people would have a different impression of me if they understood more of my situation. I do not deny I have caused many issues for myself in the past, granted, but many too have been people going out of their way to fuck me over. PoC was a perfect example of this, and if you knew the truth, you'd definitely see my only mistake there was trust, which honestly, has been the biggest problem for me. I know damn well too I've done wrong, and caused many of my own hardships though.
I am not having sex with 1337, and as for him denying, yeah, he should, since it's not a thing we're engaging in. He's my friend, he's helped me a lot, I love and care about him a great deal, but he has his own thing going, and I have mine. Believe it or not, it really doesn't matter. For all my faults, I'm a good, kind, and loving person. I don't need to fuck my male friends for them to treat me good, and help me when I need it. I don't need to relocate to find someone who wants to fuck me, nor does 1337. Me relocating back there has nothing to do with 1337, it's where I grew up, it's where the people I consider my family live, it's where I want to be, and a bonus that him and I, two very good platonic friends, will be able to be closer than spending it on the phone or skype all the time.
You've never seen me cammed up on tinychat. If you've truly seen what I look like, then you've seen it from someone who has a picture of me. Out of curiosity, how old is "old as hell"? I'm 28. I never thought 28 was "old as hell", but what do I know. Sorry you have issues with my long winded posts, most the time when they're that long, it's because it's usually directed at someone specific, or because I'm using a stimulant, sometimes both.
I personally don't want forgiveness for my wrongs, or misdeeds, though I do agree, we can all learn from our mistakes and work toward being better people.
