2017-08-24 at 12:08 AM UTC
i tell you what tho, she got a sweet little ass on her
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2017-08-24 at 2:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist
its all good, she just left to catch the pharmacy to pick up her methadone. i feel kinda awkward coz she still doesn't know that i know that she is a working girl. i don't want to embarrass her and the conversation never went anywhere close to being an easy time to mention it. we chatted a lot tho, i find her so very easy to talk to, like the conversation just naturally flows with her and makes you feel very comfortable in her presence, we laugh quite a lot and seem very similarly minded. when she first came in the room i made us a coffee. i had some die antwoord playing low on the computer in mp3 format. she said 'oh i like these, who are they called again?' 'oh, die antwoord, are you a fan?' i asked. yeah, she replied. i love their videos i said, have you seen them? she said no. do you wanna watch some now, i asked, and she said she would. i finished the coffee and got the gear out of the draw, put some in her spoon and she started cooking up while i loaded a bunch of die antwoords best videos into vlc. once she'd cooked up she stood behind the fridge just out of sight so she could inject the gear into her groin. i got the gear i had on the foil in my draw and topped it up a bit and proceeded to smoke. she then sat on the bed next to me and we watched the videos and just chatted for a good hour or so. she is so fucking sweet i just find her absolutely intoxicating. she mentioned she would like to visit more when she has nothing to do, if that's ok. 'sure', i said, 'you're great company, you're welcome here any time'. so, it looks like we've stepped up from barely seeing her once a week or so when passing on the stairs, to hanging out. this sounds very promising now. i'll fill you guys in as soon as anything happens. i got a good feeling about this now.
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Who the fuck injects gear into their groin? Jesus fuck just use your arm like a normal person.
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2017-08-24 at 2:44 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
yeah, when I was younger I saw it in a movie and didn't think it was real, just the media trying to make drug users look even more fucked up (like people who shoot heroin really need the help)
boy was I wrong.
2017-08-24 at 4:11 AM UTC
I've shot up in the groinal region. Arm veins were fucked up, was having trouble hitting hands, feet were a bitch to hit, and I had a bruise lower on my thigh from hitting with a dull rig.
DRUGS
2017-08-24 at 11:32 AM UTC
i've noticed with iv users, every single one says they all use clean equipment and never re-use needles. but then you spend a little time with them and see that they totally fucking don't.
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2017-08-24 at 11:37 AM UTC
i know, just talking about the ones i've known. which is quite a lot over the years.
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2017-08-24 at 11:12 PM UTC
watched another movie tonight, donnie darko. i not seen it for years. this lad in the room next to me came down as well tho, but he did give me 150mg of pregab. i never tried it before and tbh it hasn't done much. i feel a bit light yet my head feels kinda heavyish. i think i need to try 300 instead. the chick said something funny tho. when we first went down before i put the dvd in, there was some movie on the telly already. we were having a smoke just outside the door and there was these two chicks looking like they were gonna kiss. then she said 'i know this film, its a good movie. its about these prostitutes, that's a brothel there in. its like a prostitutes house'. she was totally trying to sound all innocent, like she didn't really know anything about that subject. i feel awkward knowing everything and her not knowing i know tho. i'm guessing she's a bit embarrassed about it. i'm really starting to feel a bit more on these pregabs now since i started typing this tho. strange feeling, hard to really compare it to anything else ive done.
2017-08-25 at 2:17 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
yeah low dose pregab feels like benzos, high dose is fairly unique. and bizarre. I posted about it a while ago; it's like they make you nod off and daydream incredibly vividly
I like to watch Donnie Darko every now and then, more for the atmosphere and setting than anything else really - I get a distinct sense of nostalgia; same with movies like The Breakfast Club. even though I was like 3 when the movie came out, it makes me think about that point in my life (high school, not being 3).
2017-08-25 at 3:59 AM UTC
mashlehash
victim of incest
[my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
Fuck I wishould I had gabapentin.
I could get some..as sploo suggested, I might have tardive
wow, fuzzy as fuck this morning. i took that shit just as the movie started and by the time it finished it felt like they were doing fuck all. once i got up to my room they came on like quick and hard. after posting here i loaded some porno, laid back and then woke up this morning. didn't even get to see it or enjoy, lol. i know i dreamed like fuck but cannot remember what for the life of me tho. yes kinda like valium but better. nice shit, i can definitely see what all the fuss is about.
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2017-08-26 at 8:53 AM UTC
fucking bitch stole my spoon last night. you think she deserves a good spanking or what?
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